Admin's POV
She is still unable to know what she really wants now more than ever. She loves Saxton still but when she meets this stranger from the bar where she was drinking one day. She couldn't get him off her mind. His steel blue orbs pierced right through her soul knowing what she wanted and how she wanted it. She didn't fall for him right on the spot of course but it felt like that for her. His presence was to much for her, his scent in her lungs that was so intoxicating to her. She never realized how much, she wanted this guy until he was out of sight and out of mind. The way her mind wanted to know him, she wanted him so much it nearly killed her inside while she looked at him. This man was waiting for his date to show up but canceled at the last minute since something came up and he looks at her softly his blue eyes seeing into her soul right away. Even his smile was to much for her, she got up finally after finishing her drink and left the bar without a word forgetting her phone by her tip since it matched the table, it was black and dark in the bar due to drink people. Not one word could be said to him, she ignored his eyes that looked down right at her, along the way home, her mind was already racing from other nights before and missed Saxton a lot. She didn't notice she was being followed when she turned around to see the man that was in the bar right behind her smirking down at her lightly. Her eyes never left his, it was strange not really talking to him, her shy form below him was out of context to speak of. He handed her phone back which she left at the bar and wanted to make sure she was okay too. He feared for her safety. She blushed hard and took back her phone and nodded her head and got into her Uber that she called before and drove away without a single word again. She watched him look at the car as it passed him by. She slightly cursed herself and forgot she didn't have a password on her phone and shook her head in disbelief if he gave his number to her.
Lena's POV
Many weeks had passed and still no baby bump yet. I barely ate anything let alone wanted to keep this baby but I guess that can change right, if I just eat and cared for my health. Sahale knocked on my door and opened it softly with some food on a tray in his hand, then he sat where my body was laying, he placed a soft hand upon my face to tuck away small strands of hair that was in my face around my ear, he waited for me to wake up while his soft hands rubbed my back lightly and I slowly opened my eyes to see him smiling at me. "Good morning, I made you some food if you are hungry." He held a plate of toast topped with eggs and bacon bits inside the toast."Thank you Hale." I sat up and took the plate and shoved the food down my throat for health reasons. He watched me feed myself, he kissed my head lightly. "I'm going to work now are you going to be fine without me?" He asked me while looking directly in my eyes to be sure I am okay. I nodded my head wiping my mouth before I talked. "Sah I will be fine on my own, I survived this long I can do more than you think." I told him with a light nod "Okay I love you." He gave me a small peck on the lips and left me in my room. A few hours has passed now, I forced myself to get out of bed from being on my phone to long. I decided to put on a cute plaid Blue, Red with black stripes skirt and one of her favorite band shirts from when she was younger and tucked it inside under my skirt, I looked for a jacket and got one put it on looked at myself in the mirror nodded at how I looked with a small smirk. I put on light make up blush, eyeliner and some mascara. I fix my jacket and my hair a bit into a ponytail not that tight but styled it the way I liked it. I looked at the time and sighed softly rubbing my belly lightly as it was already dark out. I walked for a while and looked for the nearest pub not caring if I lose the baby or not, I still feel sick to my stomach. But my instinct was wanting to go out and walk for a while. Soon I found a bar and walked in the guys looking at me not taking their eyes off me. It was only guys bar I think. I walked up to the bar and sat down. "What can I get you miss?" The bartender looked around at the others to not touch me and leave me alone as they all continued to talk and do about whatever they were talking about and playing pool, cards and much more. "Miss?" The guy asked again "Oh sorry sir, a Coke and rum please can you add a meal with that or not?" I asked politely, while one of the guys near the bar that was wearing gloves on both of hands was eyeing me down hard. His hard eyes blue the same as Saxton's eyes but his was very distinctive. I looked away. "Yeah I can get you a meal what would you like?" He asked me again "Chefs choice is okay with me." I smile at him. He lightly blushes at my beautiful smile and went to the back to make my meal while my drink was already made, placed in front of me with a napkin under it but was not touched yet. I sighed softly and took a strong sip not really feeling the burning sensation in the back of my throat. I took out my phone and decided to look through my photos not trying to really cry I hide my face. The photos of me and Saxton was all over my phone him sleeping next to me. The way he tucked my own messy bed hair behind my ear which made me fall for him harder. I softly sigh and drink the rest of the drink not caring about the baby now. After a couple of more minutes the drink finally took its toll on my body, the feeling was like a high and great pleasure. I was tipsy now. The bartender came back with some food for me as he took my drink and replaced it with soda water. "I made you a grilled cheese." He smiled and looked at me lightly to see my reaction to his food. Thank you sir." I said and started to eat the sandwich which was very different from what Saxton made me when I was sick. "If you need anything I'm right here okay." He said touching my hand lightly then he started to cleaning glasses to not be to intimidating for the others "Wait is there a possibility I can start a tab here?" I asked lightly with a soft frown "Ma'am you may have a tab here." He told me with a soft nod "I can also call you a car too if you'd like." He smiled still "Yeah in a while please." I nodded my head "Okay finish your food and I'll call you a cab." He called me a cab as I finished my food and drink too fast hiccuped at the fizz one of the guys rubbed my back softly. While I flinched at his touch at first and let him touch my back. The guy stopped after a while and continued his conversation with his friend next to him. The guy on the other end didn't like what the guy next to me did. After I got up looked at the bartender and shook his hand and left him a $20 tip for his good hospitality and good food "Thank you, sir." I spoke and nodded forgetting my phone was on the table as I walked outside without a word as I coughed softly. I started to walk for a while, I felt someone follow me so I started to walk faster. I saw an alley way tripped over my own foot but didn't fall to the ground, while I hid in the alley way. The guy that was across the bar looked at me and tilted his head softly. "You forget your phone on the bar." He said handing it back to me, his arm lightly showing it was metal. I stepped back to look at him directly but my vision was starting to blur, I saw starts and fell forward and the guy caught me right away, try asking me away. To a safe place I assume, a few hours later I woke up in a bed and a room I didn't know, I felt so sick to my stomach I ran to the bathroom and threw up all that I ate while the guy ran over to me and helped me with my hair as he rubbed my back lightly. Nothing else came out after three minutes. "Just let it out, and it's okay that you don't want the baby my best friend gave you." he told me and knew exactly who I was, I coughed hard and held my stomach softly "Do you have a glass of water?" I asked and flushed the toilet getting up now "Yeah sure of course doll." He sighed softly and ran to get some water, while I looked at my face my makeup gone now. I looked down and saw I was wearing one of his shirts and my thong still. "Here you go." He tapped my shoulder lightly and handed me the glass of water then drank it all and placed it on the sink "I know you don't remember me Lena." He told me while I frowned and he knew my name too, my eyes widened "Thanks for the shirt but I don't even know you dude." I said and sat on the bed looking at up at him. "You know Saxton right?" He asked lightly getting down to my eye level "What about him?" I asked with a hard frown "I'm his step brother." He told me lightly "Bastian?" I asked and was shocked he was supposed to be dead "How are you not dead they told us you died in the field." I gave him a huge hug now as he held me into his arms "I never left I was captured experimented on I lost my left arm to this metal one with a star on the side." He kissed my forehead softly "Well you do look different after all my love." I told him as he touched my cheek faintly "I missed you so much doll." He kissed my nose lightly "I missed you so much more Bass." I giggle softly.