Farewell (Maybe)
Okay, this isn't a joke now, the merging of servers is (probably) gonna happen next week and that would mean my schedule gets messed up once more.
And this schedule, in essence, is fucking hard to deal with. I literally will have zero time to spend writing unless I increase my family's suspicions on me, but, and this is a very huge but...
I might initiate TheNamedDemon Protocol and start a new account and go from there. Make a new account, announce my hobby, and create a new fanfic and start from the very scratch.
Fuck, I might even just make a new original novel for some... Other private purposes like invading a certain something.
Though I do have a plausible solution that I can implement but it would put a crapton of stressed on me physically and mentally. I'll just wait for now and see what comes up, and I still have to see how the schedule truly affects my work, along with ways I can potentially still write without burdening myself too much.
Shit, even my work out schedule will get messed up! Fuck, does this mean I'll have to physically exert myself after a hard day at school?!
If I take into account, it'd take around 2 hours on average to do all my sets and exercises, so fuck!
I really hate school man.
Fucking hell, it'd take a lot of subtlety on my part but tis is life. Man proposes, God disposes.
Other than that, there are some positives in this merging.
First of all, we'll meet the other players from other servers meaning the social hierarchy would even out by a bit. I can use that to enter new Guilds while others are still confused, and used the increased amount of training dummies to level up my social skills and charisma.
Second... No, there is no second reason.
FUCK! I HATE SCHOOL!
You know what the schedule is?!
School starts at around 8 in the morning and ends 5 in the afternoon, isn't that messed up?!
Then I'll get home at around 5:20 - 5:30, do some stuff, and officially start work at around 6.
Maybe I'll have to reduce the chapters I write to just 1 chapter a day, or make it 1.5k words per chapter so I can still write 2 chapters a day.
Then for my work out, I'll have to suffer a whole lot more on that one.
Sigh, life is hard man.
I'll update on the situation soon and see how it goes.
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Um, wow, this update came way too late. Your author from April 9, 2023 (500th day of writing) here, and a lot has definitely changed.
Look at me, still struggling and writing in an attempt to defy my fate and nab myself a boyfriend online by becoming famous and using that fame to attract dudes online... Yeah, I know, I'm just that based and gay.
Anywho, you're welcome for not deleting this and that I didn't include this in my Burning the Library of Alexandria project wherein I deleted over 30 wisdom and diary entries that capsulates my life into written text and allows you to see my darkest and deepest secrets.
Sigh, Confession Arc, School Arc, getting rejected and all that shit was experienced in this novel's peak glory, and now in its epilogue is nothing but looming darkness that devours all, leaving nothing behind but a figment of the past.
Anyways, sayonara! I'm deleting the chapters in reverse order so if you see traces of me in later chapters, that's actually me from the past. I know, I just pulled a Tenet on you, hahaha!
Sigh, the LGTV keeps winning and yet I remain lonely. Be sure to follow my twitter which can be found on my account bio or whatever that thing is so you can see the ravings of a lonely bisexual.