Prologue (About Me)
VANESSA POV
Ugh it's another day of hell with all the perfect grades, kissing and mating, it's not like I don't like it, just don't do it in my present it is so annoying.
Oh, were are my manners hi my name is Vanessa and I live in the family of vampires and warewolf, my mom vampire and my dad warewolf, my sister is an hybrid but it's so mysterious that I am the only one that is a Trybid . So if you were wondering what I was talking about earlier, just High School and Mating. First one I think I have a stand in it but the second one... it's is so annoying like how come I am the only one in my family that is mate-less. Why? people always think of me as an abnormal child just because I am mate-less and I am not my parents biological child. I knew because I have been wondering why I am different and I found out that we don't share the same blood but they've been keeping it as a secret but the truth will always come out, I haven't told them yet 'cause I don't want them to be sad especially my Elder sister Madison who is always there for me which is one of the reasons why I'm popular in the school. My parents have always be there for me even when I felt really lonely or when people where always saying that I am abnormal or that I will not fit just because I have not found my mate like it is so annoying but my parents still stood by me after everything which is why I am always appreciating them every moment I get. My life has always been so good which always made my parents proud except for the... you know, so every night I'm always having the same dream of when I am in a dark room except for one little light that is always there, now that light, that light means something and I'm sure it has to do with my mate and I'm going to find out no matter what, so that's why I've been going through all this nonsense boyfriend and girlfriend stuff just because of me finding my true mate. Sometimes I just feel like there's no longer hope so I should just give up and I'm not only the one that has to find a mate so I don't usually care about what other people say and I don't even know what is wrong with me. Should I just get married to anyone in the future?Or should I just live single forever? just because of this issue I feel like I am going crazy. I have to admit I feel jealous of my sister because she has a wonderful mate and they just fit together they are like a clingy couple I just wish I can find my true mate before this coming prom, I just need anyone. Wait! anyone? I guess I could accept anyone except for someone who is always rude, has pride and just uses girls for showcase. What if my mate is a girl, no it can not be. Moon Goddess help me out just this once. One thing about me is that I am not the type to be seen with so many friend's and they are not even my friend they just follow me because of my sister Madison. I think at this situation I really need a true friend 'cause I cannot only rely on my sister 'cause I know that she's found her mate and she's not going to have all the time in the world to spend with me. she's also planning for this year prom so I think she's going to spend much time with her"Mate". I seriously need to stop getting jealous.