Announcement (Not Dropping)

Hello Niece and Nephews, it's Uncle Author with some news.

So, I know I have been absent for a pretty long time.

Well, life has been.... difficult lately to not say shitty, haiyaa.

After the last update, I felt quite down in many aspects of my life and every time I tried to write something my mind went blank, to be honest that got me even more depressed Hahaha. I kinda knew what I wanted to write but the words just evaded me hahaha.

I think that this is the first time after a month that I opened the app.

To be honest I had been a complete mess the last couple of months, sometimes I felt like I was doing everything on autopilot or that my life was just going to work then go back to sleep. I used to go to the gym but I felt with so little energy.

And the last month was the toughest, my sister tried to commit suicide. By luck my parents realized that something was wrong and entered to her room and saw that she had taken a bunch of sleeping pills.

I was just arriving from work and saw the whole thing happening. Thankfully the hospital was close and the medical personal could make a gastric lavage on time.

She didn't woke up for the next two days and I felt so empty, I do not how to describe it to be honest. I barely splet and my mom and dad where inconsolable and someone has to be with her all the time, so we took turns.

Now she is getting the professional help that she needs and it is making some progress, slowly but she is.

I am also seeing a therapist, I mean I already knew that I had a ton shit of problems to solve but I just ignored them or worked my ass to find some distraction. But I am worried that one of this days I will just snap you know, and I can't make my parents go though something like what happened with my sister again.

So I am getting better, slowly but steady hahaha..

I think that I will start writing again in this weekend, but it will take me some time to finish the chapter.

But I will not drop, dropping is for losers hahahaha.

And before leaving, well metaphorically speaking since I will stay in my house...

But if you feel depressed or distressed, please speak with someone. It can be your parents, siblings, a family member, a friend a coworker, someone that you trust, but please do it. Reaching out to someone is the first step.

So hopefully I will see you niece and nephews soon.