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Fate has truly abandoned me

I can only ask myself: Why was I born ? If my life were to encounter painful things like this again and again What will I live for ? Heaven, why have you treated me like this ? Did I do anything wrong in my previous life ? Would you please answer me before I die ?

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Travel

Shuang Zihua traveled without haste. She kept talking and inviting her still-not-speaking child to look at the forest and the large trees along the way. If she finds fruit She would always stop to put it in the cart as food for the next meal. Her son is very good. He didn't cry at all. Her cart was filled with hay that she spread before laying down blankets for her child to lie on comfortably. As for the top, she found a large leaf and placed it across several layers to block the sunlight from shining on the mountain.

 Shuang Zihua often stopped to rest. She didn't intend to force her body to affect the milk she needed for her child to drink. Since she raised him She noticed that when she was too tired, Her milk would be so little that her baby would barely have enough to drink. The older he gets, the more he eats. Unfortunately, there were never any pumpkins found on Khao Nang. She had seen the servants feed Anukang's children mashed pumpkin since childhood. As for the other foods, she knew little about them. So she thought of only pumpkins.

 Shuang Zihua always rested in the mountain forest before sunset. She was also lucky to see a small river after walking for almost a day. So she took the bamboo tube from which she had finished her supplies and washed it clean and filled it with water to eat while continuing her journey tomorrow. Her son's diapers were washed and dried all night. If it's not dry in the morning She can also hang it out to dry in the stroller. She just wanted to keep him clean often, for fear that he would become sick before he got to the next town.

 Shuang Zihua followed north for nearly two weeks. She finally saw a road in the distance. Shuang Zihua was very glad that she had finally left the big mountain. She never thought that this mountain could be this vast. No wonder she had never seen a single person come up the mountain to collect forestry. Along the way, she also saw quite a few wild animals. It's good that they didn't attack her and her child. She only had one knife in the hut. She would have to apologize to the previous owner for taking it. How could she do this when she herself was afraid that she might encounter danger along the way? So she brought it with her to protect herself and the baby.

 It is now evening again. Shuang Zihua did not intend to travel at night. She was more afraid of people than wild animals. Shuang Zihua then took Shuang Zizi to rest at the foot of the mountain for the night. She saw that there was a river coming out of the mountain not far away. Shuang Zihua took the child to take a bath and wiped him off before bed. She also wiped the towel that was covered with sweat stains on her body. Since traveling for two weeks She only bathed and changed her clothes once in three days. For fear that if I don't take a shower and hold my son He might be infected with disease from her body. Even though she wipes herself every day But it wasn't as clean as taking a shower anyway.

 Shuang Zhizhi made a slurping sound and played in the water happily. He was a good boy who never once gave Shuang Zihua a hard time. No matter what she took him to do. Her son liked to follow everything. She looked at his handsome face and thought of that beggar again. That day, she barely even saw his face. Because he hurriedly covered his face and fled first. But when I looked at that little face, the bigger it got, the more it didn't look like hers anymore. So she thought he must look like his father. She also didn't expect that beggar to be this handsome. But since her child was this handsome and cute, it was considered a blessing to her.

 The next morning, Shuang Zihua hurriedly ate her provisions easily, finishing with the fruits stored in two carts. Just as she was about to put Shuang Zhizhi on the cart, He fought back and refused to go in. Shuang Zihua changed her mind and took the scrap of cloth she had prepared and tied it to her body. Turning his face towards the direction she was about to walk as before.

 Shuang Zhizhi always preferred to have Shuang Zhihua tied up like this rather than having him lie around alone in a wheelchair. Shuang Zihua also didn't mind having to carry him. She felt more attached to her son. And every time there was a drop of sweat that her son could feel. He would always struggle to get her to let him go in the wheelchair. She therefore felt that her son was more intelligent than the other children.

 Shuang Zihua took Shuang Zizi to walk to the side of the road instead of following the road. She was afraid that a horse or cart might come past and hit her and her child. So she chose to travel like this instead. Shuang Zihua walked for less than two hours. She saw a villager who seemed to be walking into a side road. Shuang Zihua immediately called out to her to ask for directions.

" Sister, sister! " Shuang Zihua shouted as he hurriedly pushed the cart along. She was afraid that she would miss out on meeting people again.

 A village woman returning from the city looked at the strange woman pushing a cart and called out loudly to her in confusion. But she didn't walk away. She stood and waited for the woman in the cart to reach her before talking.

 Shuang Zhihua pulled the cart in front of the village woman. She immediately opened her mouth and asked what she wanted to know.

" Sister, can I ask if it is still far to the next town? I have never been to this area before. "

" Oh, not far, sister. You walked that way for less than half an hour and you reached You City. But what are you going to do? " The village woman looked at the clothes and hair of the woman in front of her and was surprised. She was actually dressed in old clothes. But the fabric was quite different from the clothes she was wearing.

" I am traveling to the border town with your son. So I'd like to find a place to stay for the night. And buy some food for the trip with you. " Shuang Zihua saw that this village woman didn't ask too much. So she smiled a little and answered her.

" Then you hurry and leave. The sun is very hot now. Your child will soon be sick. " The village woman, when she learned that she had a small child, was worried about the little child. She hurriedly pointed the way for Shuang Zihua to hurry.

" Thank you very much, sister. My child and I will go first. " Shuang Zihua smiled and hurriedly pushed the cart and took the child out in the direction she pointed out.

 It was true what that older sister told her. It took Shuang Zihua less than half an hour to see the You City gate she had described. Shuang Zihua told her son with a smile that she would take him to a comfortable inn for the night before leaving for the border town. Shuang Zhizhi only slurred his voice in response to his mother's words. He didn't know what his mother said. But he thought it was probably a good thing because his mother smiled beautifully at him.

 Shuang Zihua drove a cart into the city with several villagers walking as well. It was good that those villagers didn't pay any attention to her and the child. So she didn't have to bother talking to these strangers. She was still afraid of meeting bad people all the time. It was as if her subconscious was telling her to be very careful.