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Fate has truly abandoned me

I can only ask myself: Why was I born ? If my life were to encounter painful things like this again and again What will I live for ? Heaven, why have you treated me like this ? Did I do anything wrong in my previous life ? Would you please answer me before I die ?

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Shaken

Shuang Zihua, who had just heard sweet words from the person who could be called her husband in front of her, could only blush with embarrassment. She didn't think that he would say such words like other people. It wasn't that she had never seen people flirting with each other while living in a border town. It was just that she was being wooed by her child's father like this. So she acted incorrectly.

 Zhuang Kang saw that his wife was so embarrassed that her face was completely red. So he stood up and embraced her from behind while she was sitting shyly. Zhuang Kang also whispered to her to wait and see if he could fulfill his promise to her or not.

 Zhuang Kang did not dare to do anything too much. For he knew what his little wife had been through. Zhuang Kang could only regretfully let go of the hug from the soft body that he had been warming for so long.

 Shuang Zihua indulged him in the matter of staying at the back house or not. Zhuang Kang took the opportunity to order someone to bring him some clothes. Until now, he still hasn't slept with his wife. But got a little closer to her Just this, he had greatly increased his morale.

 Shuang Zihua sent him out of her house and closed the door. Walked back to her room to rest. But it seems that tonight she is so embarrassed that she has trouble sleeping again. This man really liked to make her feel embarrassed. She didn't know if she would. How long can you be patient and not give in to him? Just a few days ago He had already made her very shaken.

 Zhuang Kang walked back to his house in a good mood. At least today he was able to touch his little wife until he was satisfied. Waiting for the day when she opened up to him first. He would make her painful memories turn into happy memories instead. He was determined to erase all the bad memories she had experienced.

 The next morning, after breakfast at Shuangzhihua, he only made a large pot of pork porridge in order to leave Zhuangzi early. So she didn't cook much. However, she made stir-fried vegetables as a side dish and fried pork for everyone, quite a bit. By this, everyone should have their stomachs full before leaving.

 Shuang Zihua initially didn't think of going to see her son's procession because she was afraid of the many people coming from time immemorial. If it weren't for Zhuang Kang and Shuang Zhizhi, they urged her to go and support her child as well. She probably wouldn't dare go.

 This time the three of them, father and son, rode on Shuang Zihua's carriage and left Zhuangzi with more than ten bodyguards. Zhuang Kang promised to take good care of her after sending his son to join the procession. He would take her to wait to see his son's procession at the inn where he had already sent someone to reserve a private room yesterday.

 In fact, Zhuang Kang still had to join the banquet after the parade was over. But he was afraid that his wife would be lonely because his son was attending the party and it would probably be cold by the time she returned, so he wanted to stay with her instead. Zhuang Kang had already sent someone to inform His Majesty that his wife was afraid of many people. So he had to take care of her. As a result, today he was unable to attend the banquet with His Majesty. Waiting for his wife to get better first He would take his family to pay respects to the emperor in the palace himself.

 On the emperor's side, his brother's men came to tell the story. He understood that right now his brother's wife was more important than this banquet, so he didn't complain about leaving anything to his brother. His Majesty just told his men to tell his younger brother to take good care of her. If she gets better, it's not too late to get to know her. He was also ashamed that his sister and niece had always hurt her. So it's better to take the time to mentally prepare yourself now.

 Zhuang Kang sent his son to join the procession. Fortunately, he had already taught his son how to ride a horse before. Today, Shuang Zhizhi, who was the youngest in the procession but had to lead the others, had to be reserved like Father whispered. In truth, Shuang Zhizhi himself did not like being watched by so many people like this. But since it is a custom that must be performed every time one obtains the position of Zhuang Yuan. He had to endure this custom. He didn't want Father and Mother to worry. Shuang Zhizhi took a deep breath and composed himself to lead the procession of new nobles. They all walked along the route designated by the royal court before making a detour back to the front of the palace to continue attending the palace banquet.

 Zhuang Kang, who had sent his sons into the formation, ordered his men to take care of the other four distant sons, and he and the others immediately made their way to the inn at the passageway that had been reserved earlier. By the time the convoy arrived at this inn, it would have been nearly three thousand people. Therefore, they were not in any hurry to go to the inn.

 By now, people in the capital already knew about the parade from several days ago. So they waited and watched the procession with quite a bit of excitement. The women, big and small, also want to see the top three of this year as their children. In case they caught the eye of some of the new nobles and got married, some of them had happened many times before as well.

 Shuang Zhizhi had been warned from the beginning by Father not to accept any woman's handkerchief or purse given to him. Otherwise, he would have to accept her into the family. Shuang Zhizhi was therefore very careful. He also told Father's men to take it for him and throw it away as well. They would not misunderstand that he wanted those things. Otherwise, there would definitely be quite a few headaches that would follow.

 Zhuang Kang took his wife to a private room and ordered some snacks and tea for her to sit and eat, waiting for their son to pass by. As for his people, they would take turns taking breaks to eat snacks as usual. Two of them will guard the front of the room, while the others will rest first. and will take turns every two to rest. This was what Zhuang Kang had told them since he first came to serve as a bodyguard for this general. They both respected and admired Zhuang Kang, who had never once oppressed a lesser soldier like them.

 This private room is the best, with a window table giving a clear view of the street below. But while they were eating snacks and chatting about everything, Instead, there was a loud commotion outside the door.

 Shuang Zihua recognized her older sister's voice from the first time. She was shaking and had tears in her eyes, as always. She herself didn't want to be like this. But she couldn't suppress her reaction for so long.

 Zhuang Kang saw that his wife was not in a good mood. He hurriedly got up from his chair and sat next to him. and held her in his arms He also gently comforted her and rubbed her back to calm her down.

" Zihua, I am here with you. Don't you be afraid again. I will not allow anyone to harm you or your child again. I only want to see your smile. I don't want to see you cry again. You trust me, wife. "

 Shuang Zihua, who had reacted earlier, listened to Zhuang Kang and slowly calmed down. She looked up at the big man who was protecting her as he had said. Shuang Zihua could n't hold back her tears. She did not think that he was not her relative. Instead, he protected her under his wing without fearing anything. Shuang Zihua nodded to Zhuang Kang and tearfully told him that she was no longer afraid.

 Zhuang Kang saw her crying, but his heart ached a little. So he gently wiped away her tears. Along with kissing the forehead to welcome his little wife who must have been quite frightened before.