NEWS UPDATE*

Hey all I am very sorry about the lack of updates as of recent last week on Friday my uh grandfather passed away

On Tuesday we buried him and there was just a lot of emotion and crying being pent up inside of me and I've sort of just been feeling to down and energy less to even write.

As such I'll be taking some time off don't panic, I am going to come back I just need sometime to get myself together right now since I am in such of an emotional mess right now.

Life is such a fragile thing, so I want you all to really appreciate those you love while you can because you may never know what can happen. 

My grandfather was a very wise and insightful man...he already knew he wasn't going to make it and had everything for his funeral prearranged. He even prerecorded his own voice just to recite out his own prayers before he was finally buried next to my grandmother. 

He never once feared death and I asked him why he didn't fear it and I remember him saying with a smile "this world that we live in right now is good...but in the life after this one it will be more beautiful and amazing beyond anything else,"

I appreciate all of you all who understand why I won't be updating for a while, and I'll be seeing you guys when I can.