Chapter 4: Suicidal Thoughts

Jason woke up and looked at his phone, the time was 10:30pm. He didn't expect to sleep for that long, he came home at 3. He looked at his brothers who shared a bed as they slept and smiled a little, he loved his brothers, no matter what they did or how loud they were he wouldn't change them for nothing. That went for the rest of his family.

He laid there for a couple seconds before he got up and opened his laptop, he went to WebNovel and decided to write a story. As he opened his workspace and was about to type those thoughts started running through his mind. Those thoughts that you hate so much, but can't seem to get rid of. Those thoughts that you try so hard to run from, but they always seem to catch up. Those thoughts that you want to kill but they end up killing you.

Jason closed his laptop and laid back down, in the dark he stared at the ceiling, a small tear ran down the side of his face. He hated those thoughts, he knew he wasn't gonna do any of them, he couldn't he had little brothers he knew looked up to him and cared about him as much as he did, parents and sisters who cared about him, and grandparents and so on.

He closed his eyes and tried to think about stuff that made him happy, but those thoughts just seemed to murder his happy thoughts. He wasn't dreaming but the bed that he laid in in the middle of the ocean started to sink, he tried and tried, but he ended up sinking with the bed and drowned. He shot up in his bed, he didn't even realize how much he was sweating, he sat there panting trying to catch his breath.

Suddenly a bright light appeared, the light made all the darkness scared that it ran away, soon there was no more darkness. There he was again laying on the bed in the middle of the ocean, he put his earpods in and turned on his music, once again he was relaxed and calm. Those thoughts were killed and now all he thought about were happy thoughts.