Entry 4

Entry 4

# Fantasy .B.

*The narcissist*

Dear Ria.

Many people think often that since a narcissist only loves himself and thinks of himself first, he is prone to be selfish.

Which is a huge fallacy. Dumb fallacy.

A narc isn't **selfish** they are just **self-ish.**

They love themselves, they love who loves them, they love what belongs to them, they love who follows them.

That's the entire essence of a narc, they love who or what they accept as theirs.

I met this one on a Facebook comment section for introverts.

Your probably wondering, what the hell is she doing on a Facebook page for introverts gosh ENFP's yadda yadda.

Well that's a story for another day.

At first we were throwing banter in the comment section and I even thought he was a foreigner so I was having fun. We entered each other's dm and I found out that he was from my country.

He was odd, different, and believed that humans were stupid, he didn't see himself as a human, he compared his essence of creation to that of Christ, a wonderful and spiritual soul sent into an undeserving body. Unfit for his essence.

He said he was better than everyone and that he had lived a very long life, he knew classics, he knew myths, he knew much more about Celestials, Romans and Greek.

It took three years before he could see me as a woman. It was an odd way to ask me out, it was different and even I wasn't really into him as he was just amusing and had a really nice gym body which made sense at the time, plus he was intelligent (who wouldn't be friends with that).

I was friends with him for that long and it was a wonder, I never really liked him in a romantic way so it was funny when he said to me.

"____ I want you to belong to me"

I was a bit confused as I couldn't understand what was going on but he continued in the worse way possible.

......to be continued

*Blazerema*