Entry 2

Entry 2

# Fantasy B.

The artist.

Dear Ria.

Six months ago I told you I had found someone in my music group chat who's a really good song writer and I always downloaded his songs because he was always sending them along with the lyrics.

Six good months and I couldn't even start a conversation with him.

I found myself clicking on his profile and just staring at the chat bar unable to send anything.

I was crushing on his song, his writing and I had never seen his face at the time, Six months and it was a *half-blind-crush* on a person who didn't Know I existed.

Yo I recall how

I once commented on his song in the Gc. and he was like.

*Thanks bruh*

Yes that's the heartbreaking part. my nickname is terribly masculine. .

Well I had over eight recorded songs of his, on my phone and yet I couldn't bring myself to send him a chat.

But guess what, 3 nights ago at exactly 12 in the midnight, The Celestials of Love had smiled at me and I sent him a chat.

But guess what your homegirl said to the man. 😭💔

I hit him up with.

"Hey stranger"

Feeling myself thinking it was cute.

My heart shattered when he replied.

"Who the (f word) is this?"

It was at that moment that i realized that I had (F word) up.

But luckily for me I changed the mood and well sycophantly won a pass into having a normal conversation with him.

He was comfortable with me and I was really glad everything was working out.

But here's a shocker ...it turns out that he draws too and wow I was surprised to see his work, he showed me some animated sketch, a sketch of his friends and then his girlfriend.

GIRLFRIEND.

Yes, Cupid just reminded me that I wasn't supposed to be shooting shots.

I was silent for like 29 minutes. The 1 minute that should have made it a 30 was used to shed a tear in my heart.

I was crushing on someone's boyfriend all this while.

*Blazerema*