80 Friends?

Patrick. 

I didn't linger in front of the apartment building in hopes that he would see me. Or rather in hopes that I will bump into him. Yes, I know I was looking for him earlier, but I gave up. Everything just took a toll on me. all my worries keep eating up at me. 

Every single thing that I have had to go through. 

Flashback. 

''Do you think you will ever be loved?'' my father's words echo through my room. He says this all the time, there has never been a time where he didn't feel the need to remind me that I am going to end up alone. There was never a time where he didn't tell me how much of a mistake I am. 

I don't need his reminder. I already know this; I already know how much of a loser I am. I will never find someone that will love me for me. I am meant to spend the rest of my life alone.