107 Beat the gay out of you

Jack. 

We have been dating for a week and two days. 

I mean, this is very weird for me. He is not my first relationship, but it feels like he is. The significance of this relationship outweighs all my others. For the first time in a relationship, I am honest with the person. When I look at Trick, I want to tell him everything. Share my whole life with him. 

That is just how I feel. 

''Come in,'' I hear his voice through the door after my gentle knock. He looks up from the canvass in front of him and gives me a warm smile. That smile melts my heart, into a gooey mess. Just a smile from Trick and I am weak in the knees.