Chapter 170 : Sorry, I Have A Boyfriend.

Gu Nian pretended not to see those eyes and followed Yan Lui to the top floor.

The wind on the top floor was very strong, and her hair was messed up.

Just as Yan Lui was about to tidy her up, Gu Nian raised her hand to tie her hair into a ponytail on the back of her head, hung it on the ready-made headband on her wrist, and tied it up.

"I'm sorry that I kept it secret from you for so long." Yan Lui said with a long sigh.

"When did you come back?" Gu Nian asked.

"Yesterday." Yan Lu paused and said,"Yesterday I met with the leader in charge of that matter and Director Cheng to report on the work. I went home in the evening."

"Uncle, aunt, must be so happy to see you." Gu Nian said, raising her hand to suppress the hair that was messed up by the wind.

Yan Lui nodded: "My mother fainted immediately, and my father slapped me, but I deserved this slap. I'm sorry for hiding it from you for so long."

"You don't need to apologize to me. I'm glad you're okay." Gu Nian smiled, "I was a little angry when I met you just now. But think about it, compared to being cheated, it's best that you are safe. ."

"Do you want to know what happened back then?" Yan Lui leaned back on the railing, put his hands in his trouser pockets, and said.

"Can you say that?" Gu Nian was stunned for a moment and brushed the hair beside his ears.

She thought this should be kept secret.

There was heating in the police station and it was very warm everywhere, so when she entered the office, she took off her coat and put it in the closet.

Now she was only wearing a slightly thin loose sweater and jeans, and it was very cold.

"With you, nothing is impossible." Yan Lu said, taking off his coat and putting it on Gu Nian.

Gu Nian immediately took a step back, subconsciously distancing himself, leaving Yan Lui stunned.

Thinking of what he saw downstairs at her house last night, his heart ached.

"You're not wearing a coat, you'll be cold." Yan Lui explained, "I think your lips are almost turning purple from the cold."

"Take off your coat and you'll be left with only a shirt, which is even thinner, so you don't have to think about me." Gu Nian said with a smile.

"You wouldn't have been so polite to me before." Yan Lui looked at her deeply, thinking that she would be happy to wear his coat before.

The big coat was draped on her body, which looked particularly beautiful. It made her look petite and well-behaved.

Yan Lui's eyes narrowed and he couldn't help but put his coat on Gu Nian's body.

"I was indeed injured at the time."

Gu Nian was about to return the coat to him, but when she heard that Yan Lui had already started talking about what happened back then, she had to give up.

It was just the scent of men's perfume with Yan Lui on the coat. Although it was not strong and light, she still couldn't get used to it.

It turned out that she had long been accustomed to Chu Zhaoyang's mint scent. The fragrance had penetrated into every cell of her unconsciously, making her accustomed to it, making her addicted, and she could no longer accept other smells.

"It's just that I didn't die. After I woke up, I was recuperating in a very secret place. Only then did I know that we had always had a secret department that had been responsible for the affairs of Organization R. They had been transporting undercover agents for so many years. ."

"They asked me if I wanted to be an undercover agent in Organization R. If I didn't want to, they wouldn't force me. I know the danger, but I also really want to do big things. I don't want to be a small policeman all my life. With my passion, I agreed. But with our ability, we can only send me to the periphery, and I will have to rely on my own efforts in the future."

Yan Lui took out a pack of cigarettes and a lighter from his trouser pocket.

"You didn't smoke before." Gu Nian said subconsciously.

"I can't help it. Being an undercover agent is too stressful." Yan Lui twitched the corners of his lips bitterly, "Many things are beyond our control. I think smoking is the safest way to relieve stress. I don't dare to drink, because I'm afraid to tell the truth when drunk. If you use drugs, you will be even more afraid to touch them."

Yan Lui had already taken out a cigarette and put it back: "If you don't like it, I won't smoke it."

Gu Nian shook her head. She couldn't bear Yan Lui's words, so she immediately said, "It's not about whether you like it or not. It's up to you."

Yan Lui put the cigarettes and lighter back and said, "Being an undercover agent made me realize how difficult it is. I live in fear every day. Every few days, I think of giving up. Just like there is a gun pressed against my head at all times, and if I am not careful, my life will be gone."

"Every minute and every second can't make the slightest mistake. Even my sleep is uneasy and I don't dare to sleep soundly. I open my eyes almost every hour to see where I am. I'm glad that I'm still alive. This kind of mental torture was more painful than the physical one. Several times, I thought I was going crazy."

"Actually, when I was working as an undercover agent, I kept asking myself. But since I have already chosen the road, I can't help but regret it. I can't regret it either. Once I regret it, I won't be able to survive." Yan Lui looked at it deeply. Looking at Gu Nian, "So, whenever I can't hold on any longer and my spirit is about to collapse, I think of you and my family. I think of you guys who are still out there and don't know that I'm not dead."

"I told myself that I will appear in front of you intact and never let you worry again."

Gu Nian avoided Yan Lui's gaze and said, "You just came back. But how did you get out? Won't they look for you?"

"The higher ups have arranged another suspended animation for me." Yan Lui pointed to his left arm and chest, "There are two more injuries here."

"How have you been over the past year or so? I heard from my sister that you were very sad, and you were in a trance during that initial period. I'm sorry, I didn't take your mood into consideration. I know, no matter what I do now and matter what I say, I can't make up for it."

Gu Nian didn't know what to say. How could she say that she was fine?

It seemed not good to say this in front of Yan Lui.

"What's more painful is your family, but now you're fine." Gu Nian smiled and avoided the subject of Yan Lui.

Yan Lui's eyes narrowed, he stood up straight and looked at Gu Nian seriously: "Gu Nian, before I leave, that day is Chinese Valentine's Day. I originally wanted to confess to you. I have been preparing for that day for a long time, and I am also preparing for it. I have learned a lot and want to give you the most romantic confession."

When he mentioned it again, it was Yan Lui who mentioned it in person, and Gu Nian felt as if she was in another world.

The person who was thought to be dead suddenly came back and mentioned the past in front of her.

The sun was shining on the top of his head, casting a layer of light on Yan Lui's hair, like a dream, very unreal.

But other than that, there was no more excitement in Gu Nian's heart. There was no longer the throbbing when she first learned about this incident, and she was no longer so excited that she couldn't sleep all night long.

It turned out that she had completely given up long ago.

From the moment she met Chu Zhaoyang, her mood really couldn't be affected by others.

Her mood at this time was like recalling a long-ago event after experiencing many vicissitudes of life. All that was left was the memory and no other emotions.

Gu Nian's face was calm, and Yan Lui's heart sank even more.

"I know the time to bring it up today may not be the best, but I can't wait, I'm afraid there will be another accident." Yan Lui took a step closer to Gu Nian, "Gu Nian, I like you. Will you be my girlfriend? I promise, there won't be any more accidents. I won't leave you again, and I won't lie to you again. From now on, we can be together peacefully."

"More than a year has passed. It doesn't seem like such a long time, but to me, it feels like a lifetime. It's because of your presence that I can support me until now. In the past, I was immature and didn't tell you clearly immediately, I have to drag so many people along, and do a little bit of testing, which wasted so much time."

"Yan Lui." Gu Nian took a step back and shouted, "Sorry, I have a boyfriend."

It was one thing to say that Yan Lui was set on the spot. He had seen it last night, but he still couldn't accept it when he heard her say it with his own ears.

He thought that she had not been with Chu Zhaoyang for long.

Yan Lui tugged at his mouth a few times and laughed miserably: "Yes, you think I'm dead. Of course you have the right to invest in new feelings. Besides, we didn't promise anything to each other at the beginning."

Yan Lui clenched his hands. He really hated himself for procrastinating at that time.

"Sorry." Gu Nian said helplessly.

"But I'm back now." Yan Lu said hurriedly, "It's my fault that we missed our time. But I'm back, let's start over, okay?"

Gu Nian shook her head: "Yan Lui, I can only say that when we met, the timing was wrong. We were not destined."

"Gu Nian, I've been gone for more than a year, how long have you been with him?"

"Yes, I haven't been with him for long." Gu Nian was not surprised that Yan Lui would ask this question. Yan Chuwei might have told him, "But I love him, and it has nothing to do with the length of time. It's such a coincidence that you just happened to be away, I just happened to meet him and I fell in love with him."