Exhausted Heroism: I'll Try Pure Evil This Time Around

Náli Erduin was a name I've had for a very long time, one that has never left me even once. What do I mean? Well, I was reincarnated multiple times and lived many lives, a total of 6,968 to be more precise. That all contributed to my tiredness, not only was I trying my best to be a better person all this time, I ended up becoming a hero, one who would be hailed in many worlds, one about which stories were made, and one who always had to be there to save people or become known as a failure. So many just causes I fought for in so many different worlds and yet, I could never truly rest or rise, I was stuck in stagnancy because of the celestial beings above. They decided that a hero as usual as myself had to be put to good use and to keep things that way, a few sweet nothings here and there together with hidden limitations to my potential so that I could never become more than a mortal, and done! The perfect hero who would always continue to save world after world was born. I literally did all they asked, and they just decided that they didn't need me anymore and I was banished to the abyssal void. In there, all things were beings they had banished and there I found the Chaos Conductor Core, something that changed everything, something that gave me another chance. A chance to finally live my life instead of falling prey to the heroic fate once again. This time around, I'll try pure evil and see how it goes. Disclaimer: I don’t own the cover