Chapter 2: Evil Goddess

"I don't really regret dying so soon..."

"I'm even quite curious where that wisdom went."

"But, after all, everyone has desires that cannot be fulfilled. Even if not everyone and only some 'people' regret it, I'm one of those 'people'.

"So, of course. I regret it."

"... A little."

He knew what had happened, which was why he was relieved to die early. Because if it lasts any longer, it will just be like a ball that is not used but is continuously pumped forcefully until it is over-pressured.

It is very likely that he will soon become a slave to his obsession which is now starting to manifest itself in dreams that have been increasingly present for a long time.

It came at night when he was sleeping soundly, it came during the day whenever he was tired and lost his mind for a moment.

He knew how much fun those terrible things would be if they could be done, but unfortunately he still made calculations. There was no event in his life that was worth making him lose his mind, he would not harm himself by committing immoral acts just for the sake of fun. And in the end it will make the direction of his life more complicated for him to guess.

No, at least not here and not in this life. He couldn't do it where his circle and future blueprint lay. He doesn't live as an overpower main character in a fantasy land. He had to pay attention to every step to make it easier to plan an agenda to revisit branches he didn't have time to step on. At least that's what he once thought when he was alive.

He didn't forget when his classmates gathered in a corner because the teacher was having an impromptu meeting. And in the middle of the conversation someone put in a fact, which can easily be understood that this brother wanted to lead them to remember something. It's about some people who stop using safety ropes when climbing high cliffs because they consider themselves experienced enough to be called professionals. And that made them including him remember two things. One, news about men and women falling to their deaths because they climbed a skyscraper without an official event. Secondly, just a common teenager's problem. But the discussion was soon closed because in the end the school chose to finish teaching and learning activities early.

But it didn't matter even if everyone forgot about it the next day, he still thought about it. He thought, they miss the sensation of being close to danger. And they know it has to do with a special cocktail of chemicals that their brains naturally make to enhance their responses and reflexes so they can survive the danger. Like when someone is about to hit, the person who will be hit immediately raises his elbow and prepares his fore arm as a defensive movement while preparing to attack back. 

Therefore it is not surprising that someone would be crazy enough to climb the world's tallest building in the world with his bare hands and no safety equipment, they miss the danger. And maybe they are curious about what surprising things they will find to deal with the dangerous situation in front of them. Of course, they thought it wasn't a rope.

At that time he went back to thinking about something else. So, he became more confident, that his obsession wasn't worth people knowing. He didn't need to bet because he knew that he didn't have the ability to withstand that loss. It would eventually destroy the simple relationship he had built. All of this is important because it is his main capital if he wants to live safely and comfortably. Many people recognize him as a simple man who is easy to talk to. Only himself knew that he was also a coward and he was quite stingy. He still cares about profit and loss. He didn't dare to have many random things that didn't make for a normal life.

He was a young man who had lived for 18 years, and he didn't know when he had become so obsessed with evil things. But that's just wishful thinking. However, he is lucky enough because his obsession can still be overcome by healthy relationships with the people around him.

He himself was not a person who had ever experienced a big problem that made him truly hopeless, at least he felt that way. He himself had no trouble adapting and of course he thought there was no need to be so open.

Although he can learn to laugh out loud which is very perfect. But he tries to be careful and looks in the mirror at night to see if he has done it completely. He didn't want to be considered a freak, or make people suspicious of his character. He guess people didn't know that the big man was a coward, with an unexposed bad side.

Everything he did had to seem reasonable, but still doing it was ineffective. What was easier for him to adapt to people's routines was to meet and see firsthand how people enjoyed their lives.

So in the end he managed to do a lot of normal things that even made him look like an honest young man who was careful with other people, but also like a simple young man who could unintentionally make other people comfortable. This also made him see reputation as his main capital.

He realized someone could endure the pain of a single blow and avoid it afterwards, but the bad words would reach that person's ears before he could do anything. And bad words can reach more people than a fist. That's why bad words are more hated than fists, even though bad words don't make them bruised.

And it just so happens that he doesn't need to restrain himself from saying anything bad. Because throughout his life, he didn't have enough reasons to do that. And even for small things he still knows how to apologize if he has to. Apologizing at the 'right time' can win people's hearts and make them respect you more, that's what he thought.

But he also knows that something is hard to forgive once it's been done. And unfortunately, that's exactly what he wanted to do.

"I want to do evil things..."

That was his last wish

.....

All thoughts come and end quickly. It was a thousand boring words, that's quite a long time when he think about it but in reality it only takes a few minutes to do it.

He opened his eyes, and there was only a dark void around him. While his head was still facing the ceiling, he immediately moved his waist forward. With the help of his elbow and a bit from his palm, It was easily lifted. It happened that his stomach had no fat, and in fact he felt that he was thin and only looked big because he was tall.

What he could confirm right now was that he could feel the surface of the floor where his butt was lying with the palm of his hand. It's just a conscious feeling that it's a hard surface. The temperature was neither cold nor warm, it seemed to be the same temperature as his body.

Currently he was sitting in a 'sleeping L' position with his long legs stretched out in front of him. His back, which looked straight, seemed like it would fall backwards if it wasn't supported by his straight arms. This is a pose that people often choose when relaxing on the green grass of a park while observing the view, which can also be done while talking to friends.

Suddenly!

HA HA!

Just about to stand up to recognize the situation around him. Without having time to think about dozens of questions and express his amazement at the phenomena after death. As well as the fact that he still recognized himself.

HAHAHAHAHA!

The sound of a little girl's laughter filled the darkness of the void. This made the young man frantically look in all directions because the sound seemed to come from various directions. He could hear the little girl's laughter clearly, but all he saw was darkness.

This moment was more surprising than the fact that he could see parts of her body clearly, with no lack of color on her spotlessly clean clothes, in the lightless darkness.

Ha ha!

Suddenly!

The origin of the sound became easier to find. It turned out to be right in front of him. He didn't know why it became like that suddenly, so he just continued observing.

Ha ha ha!

Quickly!

In the void about 5 feet away from him, a small plump leg appeared gradually, all the way to his thigh, it was a right leg in white stockings. But before showing her entire thigh or rather her buttocks, the convex surface that was immediately recognized as the stomach also appeared almost at the same time. It slowly continued to reveal the surface above it.

Until!

"I didn't guess wrong!" He had expected it.

'Maybe there are some myths that are true, like the myth that angels take the form of babies...' It was a baby, a baby girl who was only about 3 feet 2 inches tall.

'And can I call her Rael?'

'But, is it true that the baby in front of me is real? isn't it a magical illusion created by my brain?'

In the sling of her white and chubby left arm was a milk drink in a light blue carton measuring around 950 ml, it was not a milk drink product he had ever seen. He only knew that there was a picture of a white cow with a large, rare black pattern on the white, well printed on the packaging. This drink also has a straw on top.

Also, he could see the white stockings seemed to cover her entire plump thighs. But he couldn't see the entire shape of her short thighs and small hips, because they were covered with a pink flufy tutu skirt. Her top is a light pink shirt with an open collar.

He knows many styles of skirts, but he doesn't think he knows enough. But this illegal loli used a model that was also often used by one of the little girls he knew. So that's why he recognized it easily.

Meanwhile, the little girl knew the man in front of her was watching her. But she just stood and saw the man in front of her. The man's butt was still on the ground but now his legs were no longer straight, the man bent his knees and hugged his legs as if he was cold. The little girl's right hand was still busy holding the long and thin stick of a lollipop, whose size could cover the girl's entire face while licking it.

Slurp!! Slurp!!

The little girl started sucking the contents of the milk bottle in her arms.

SLURP-P-P!!!

The sound was loud, it was a broken slurping sound and they both knew the milk was almost gone.

Burp!

The girl burped as soon as her little mouth left the long straw.

"So, Sam Alexander Tejo."

"a.....!?"

"Ha ha ha!...."

"..."

"It's been a long time since I last encountered someone who still had the desire to do evil, just moments after their consciousness separated from reality."

Ha ha ha!

The little girl immediately laughed even louder when she said that.

"Gulp..."

Hearing a strange little girl dressed in ballet clothes say his name made him a little nervous. He was still guessing whether this little girl was an angel of death or an angel of judgment.

'What does that mean? Am I going to hell soon after this'

His desire is to do evil things. If he said yes to that, he would probably be punished. But for a moment, he immediately stabilized his mind. Basically, even though he has evil ideas, he never carries them out. So basically, isn't he an innocent person?

"Are you the angel of death?" He only asked that on purpose.

But before getting that answer, his face was relieved early. Like a hero who has completed his duty.

"Oh, hmm… You call yourself a mortal. And you can consider an existence like me as a Goddess. Hehe..." Her face looked funny when she said that, and without waiting for the reaction of the man in front of her.

"Ah, hmm....!"

Suddenly! It was like there was a yellow light bulb illuminating his face.

"....."

"Hahaha! Looks like I found the right name. Just call me Lusy, the Evil Goddess."

Hearing that answer and seeing the reaction of the strange little girl in front of him, he didn't want to say anything, he just needed to feel a little relieved even though he knew he was currently making a ridiculous guess.

Suddenly!

Suddenly she flew closer until he could clearly see the pattern on her white ballet loincloth as she began to fly low. This time she was very close!

Only about 1 foot away from him and stopped in front of his eyes, But still floating! Her bulging belly was right in front of his face, and his chin was always ticklish and itchy with the edge of her tutu skirt which was also blooming and moving unsteadily. He could also smell the scent of baby powder which immediately filled his nostrils.

Suddenly!

It was like there was a black dot in the middle of the little girl's bloated stomach. Initially a small dot then became a line circling his stomach. It immediately split into two lines separated by black mesh fabric, revealing a prominent pink navel that was previously invisible due to being covered by the white ballet gown. The lines kept moving, one moving up and the other moving down. Every time the line moves, the surface changes. It didn't take long for it to change into a gothic outfit

"Ha ha ha"

"Young man...."

Suddenly! Before the loli who now changed her style finished her sentence.

"....!"

There's a Vibration!

And what's interesting is that it shocked two people including the Evil Goddess in the form of a gothic loli. Make them look around and look at each other again.

"....."

"Huh... Ok, let me help you make your wish come true. And for that I have a suitable place for you."

"....."

"Ah, yes. Hahaha, and of course I will give you something"

".....?"

SLAP!!

".....?!?!"

Without a sound, suddenly the loli goddess disappeared.

"What's this?"

He didn't know why he was reluctant to speak. He didn't have time to understand the whole situation. Everything happened very quickly, and that loli Goddess....,

"let's just forget it."

He was still rubbing the left side of his skull, right above his ear, because it wasn't his cheek that was being slapped.