Chapter 23 : The story that end without its begin.
A moment ago.
When they where having snacks at the kitchen with Dilbung and Angus. Andie walk in before hand from them as she din't feel much appetite, then she saw Dilbung phone over the table as she subconsciously touch up, the phone lock screen being on with the pics of Dilbung and Angus being crop out from the summer pics that have taken on that summer vacation.
Andie finally understand the one Dilbung have crush on, it's Angus. She can't believe what she have saw. She feel bitter within her deep down inside her whole body. Sudden she hide back the phone the moment when Dilbung entre. Luckily Dilbung failed to notice as she just hold up her bag.
Andie give Dilbung phone to Angus as she know they where in conflicts from misunderstanding she wish for their happy end. She give a chance to make over. Finally Angus walk off while Andie look after him with those weepy eyes. She loves her brother, how can she betrayed him.
Brr~brr.
" Little muse, I'm at the intersection. Come slowly." a text came from Elias. Turns out Dilbung send a text before to Elias asking him to pick her up and left the phone on table as Andie's called them. And never thought she will miss out.
To a surprise, Angus show the lock screen wallpaper when Elias text ring up. He get stunned seeing the crop pics of only him and Dilbung standing together. Then he brings out the pics from his pocket which he have failed to give it to Dilbung.
He ran up fastly. Finally seeing Dilbung standing their smiling over to Elias while he pat at her head with those warmth smile. The jealous Angus walk over to Dilbung, suddenly grab her hand and hug her.
Stunned!
" I love you. Dilbung, I really love you.": Angus finally speak up his feeling with a serious tone while looking at Elias with a cold gaze.
" This is my confession. As dark as I am, I will always find enough light to adore you to pieces, with all of my pieces." Angus speak up boldly confident.
Dilbung start sobbing, Elias stand still looking over them. Angus look down at Dilbung and wipe off her tears, who is turning red with those cutest face.
" I'm happy. Thank you brother Angus. I love you too. I love you the moment i first meet you at the hallway stares. I'm happy but it's just one sided. How can I lie at your relationship?. Thanks for the confessing and making me happy but I wish the best for you and for you relationship.": cried Dilbung bitterly with her head down. Rubbing her eyes with those tender hand.
" Dilbung...I can explained. It's misunderstanding..." Angus grab up at her shoulder with both of his hand with those anxious look, a nervous enough voice. But sadly before he finish off his words Elias grab Dilbung hand and pull up close to him as he cover up her crying.
" She wish it. Stop making her suffer.": said Elias as he look at Angus with those scornful gaze from jealousness and worried some.
Angus called back but fail to hear an answer from her. He look her back view who is walking away without knowing his real feeling. No, she din't even try to understand him she set her feeling with her conclusion. That moment Angus feel miserable, he just feel like to went off somewhere far, far enough to heal his regret of confession or for not able to know her feeling from the start.
Do you ever want to run away and starts over? Wipe the slate clean. begin all over again with a blank canvas? It's okay, we all feel that way sometimes. It doesn't mean you don't love your life or the people in it. It doesn't mean that you wouldn't giver your last breath to see them happy. Sometimes when we yearn to be selfish, it means we have been selfless for too long.
Its already 11pm yet Angus din't go back home. Angus's parents called up to him but he ignore. Like a fool he sat their at the intersection point where Dilbung have left away crying. He can't think straight anymore.
Andie called up at Dilbung phone but Andie pick up as he failed to give it to her. He responded to Andie luckily as he pick up because of Dilbung phone. Andie came running out and saw her brother sitting their at the intersection looking shrunk over his knee. Andie sit beside him and embrace him. That moment Angus can't hold but cry himself till his throats become sore.
Angus failed to face the reality he is being hiding himself with all those feeling and finally when he's become brave enough, he end with his love live betrayed the fate din't find favour him nor Dilbung. It's the little conflict yet the wave hit them hard from different angle.
The pure like sunflower, Dilbung cried till her voice put off from being dried up. She just wanna to make the time rewind, the wave hits her hard at the point she din't know what to decide nor have the guts to speak with Angus anymore. But one things she is isn't aware about the Angus feeling neither she trynna understand him. She have blinded herself with her ownself. She is lost.
That night Elias end up staying up watching her under those moonlight peeps in through the glass window. The light effect make her look more like those of the myth angel. He find his own lost of him within her, he feel more torn up seeing her crying for someone. Wishing that he could make her feel those feeling only by him.
We always end up more obsesses with the things we can't have or the things that can destroy us. It din't need a reason to keep on dreaming for the unrequited feeling nor we can't be help. The learner find it sweet but no wonder what the real person have suffer. Words goes more fluently with the flow as compare to the feeling. Falling in love is a precious things but ending up to the pitfall of the darkness will only eat. Better of the time.
And their the story end without any begin.