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Even if I am an Ugly Bastard I want to be a good person (English)

I have always had to deal with problems and pain caused by other people. When I finally dared to defend myself things got out of hand. In my new life, I had a second chance, but instead of getting better, my life only got harder. Again I have to deal with the problems caused by other people, but I will not give up, I will show that even if fate wants to turn me into scum I will be a good man. [New mission] [No one messes with the alpha!] [As the powerful Ugly Bastard that you are, you must teach a lesson to those idiots who do not recognize your supremacy] [Objective: Make sure the wives and daughters of those who conspire against you become addicted to your touch] [Time limit: 1 month] [Reward: Skill "Aphrodisiac Massage"] [Punishment: Prostate Cancer] … Damn system! ------- ------- This novel is my pathetic attempt to do R18 material, it is just for practice to improve my writing quality to do a better job on my main novel. ------- ------- Warning: Although there isn't much adult content at first, the novel is tailored for mature themes like rape, abuse, depictions of cruelty, and sex. -------- -------- I do not speak English and the novel is translated with Google Translate, I appreciate the corrections in the comments. -------- -------- The characters of anime, comics, games, and any entertainment media belong to their respective authors.

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Chapter 74: Close your eyes and not think

(3rd person perspective)

In Satou's office, the atmosphere was strange.

A fat middle-aged man seemed to be having an internal debate about what he should do. While that man was in a moral, personal and emotional dilemma, the women in the room had different thoughts.

Ai Hayasaka and Kiritani Konome didn't think much about the situation, rather, both girls had their priorities straight.

Ai knew that the world was not a gloomy place or a happy place, the world was of thousands of colors and could be both beautiful and grotesque depending on the perspective.

She had clear morals and a kind heart so she could tell right from wrong, but this did not mean that she was an idealistic woman who believed in human kindness, on the contrary, she knew that the kindest heart could be corrupted and the noblest of knights could become the cruelest villain.

Ai was very clear about something, Satou was a pervert, but not a rapist, he was a murderer, but not a psychopath. In her opinion, Satou was neither a bad man nor a good man, just a person who responds to the situations around him.

When the Saki incident started, Kiritani sent a message asking for Kaguya's support since the voice of a student council member would help lessen the problem, so Kaguya and Ai joined the discussion.

When Ai heard the incident she was clear about something, Satou would lose control and most likely he would kill the group of girls who made Saki cry.

It wasn't a matter of whether it was just punishment or excessive action, it was simply the natural reaction according to Satou's temperament.

Whether Satou sexually abused the group of girls or he murdered them, Ai didn't care, she was clear that the end justified the means, and to protect her loved ones she was willing to give up her morals.

This was the education that her mother imparted to her, she can question her master's actions, but she cannot deny his requests, she can be sarcastic and make fun of her master, but she cannot humiliate him, this is how a maid should be.

Ai's mother, Nao Hayasaka, was a professional maid who stuck to her role as a maid above any moral line, and since she was now Satou's maid then she would fulfill her duty to assist Satou to the best of her ability. their abilities regardless of other people's lives.

As for Kiritani's thoughts, they were even simpler. She was Satou's property so she would obey Satou, simple as that.

Satou did not force her to do humiliating acts, did not prevent her from practicing kendo which was her biggest hobby, and even provided her with a safe home. In Kiritani's opinion, this was more than she ever dreamed of as her parents were very traditional-minded and from a young age, she was instilled with the ideology that her purpose in life was to serve a man.

In Ai, Nao, and Kiritani's opinion there was nothing to think about if Satou wanted to take the bodies of the three girls who made Saki cry then that was fine if Satou wanted to kill them that was fine too, although the latter would cause some problems and was an of the reasons why Nao gave the option of using sex as punishment.

As for the other reason, Nao had noticed that Satou seemed to be excited so she deduced that he must have had unsatisfactory intercourse and since a maid's duty is to ensure her master's well-being, she searched for a way to make Satou can let off steam.

Satou had a complex expression as she thought about the situation, sometimes his desire to kill would fill the room causing the three troublesome women to turn pale, but every time Satou was about to snap their necks, the system would re-display the mission reminder 'Being a hero is for idiots' which would make Satou hesitate.

It could be said that the only thing that was protecting the life of the three troublesome girls was the system, although this was not kindness since the system had no emotions or personality, the system was an automatic program that served a single purpose, to turn Satou in the definitive Ugly Bastard.

Maybe if Satou didn't show so much distaste for the system, then the system would develop a feminine personality according to Satou's tastes and communication between them would be easier, but unfortunately, Satou is not so degenerate as to want to fuck his own system.

While Satou was debating with himself on what he should do, an unexpected person approached Satou.

"Eh?" – Satou put on a stupid expression of disbelief when a girl approached to caress his crotch that was still hard due to the effects of the aphrodisiac.

"I-I j-just have to rub it?" – The girl asked anxiously as if she was afraid of doing something wrong.

The girl's name was Izumi Nogami (Bullied ~Revenge Hypnosis~), the only daughter of an important Japanese businessman who was always busy working so to compensate for his lack of presence he always fulfilled his daughter's whims from an early age causing Izumi to develop a sadistic personality where she is only happy when other people are miserable.

Izumi was a narcissistic girl who hated women who were more outstanding than her which is why she hated girls like Sayaka Akimiya (Rinkan Biyaku Chuudoku), Lala Yamada (Lala Satalin Deviluke) (To Love-Ru), and Kaguya Shinomiya (Love is War).

Izumi had been thinking of ways to damage the image of those girls, but she didn't find anything since they were 'perfect'. Appearance, money, grades, personality, charisma, and reputation, the three girls had everything going which only increased Izumi's hatred.

One day she enjoyed reading internet forums about other people's misfortunes as it made her laugh. By chance, she found the video of Saki's rape and at first found it funny until she recognized her face.

Izumi didn't hate her as even though Saki was cute, her submissive attitude and average grades put her below Izumi. What interested Izumi is that Saki was a close friend of Lala, Sayaka and she seemed to know Kaguya, the perfect target for Izumi's 'revenge'.

Izumi's idea was to humiliate Saki to hurt the other three girls, she knew that if she can't hurt one person, she should only hurt the girl person's friends and family and that will be even more painful than causing a direct injury. After all, friendship is a strong bond that, when broken, becomes a painful wound.

What Izumi didn't think was that Saki was not only friends with three of the most popular girls in school, but that there was an impulsive man who loved Saki and would go crazy when Saki was sad.

The first hit Izumi took made her feel furious, the second hit made her feel pain, the third hit made her feel fear, the fourth hit made her panic, the fifth hit made her feel despair, and all the hits that followed destroyed something in her mind and heart, destroyed her will.

A person who has never experienced suffering will be weak in the face of pain, but even people who know the pain will fear death.

So what if a person who does not know pain experiences being on the verge of death?

Submission to violence.

Izumi Nogami was an irrational and cruel girl who faced how irrational and cruel a human blinded by rage can be.

Izumi was so scared that she didn't think of calling the police, she didn't think of taking revenge on Satou either, she even considered the idea of her being raped by a man she considered disgusting as something tolerable. The only thing on Izumi's mind was the fear of pain and death.

Satou was unaware of this as he underestimated physical pain, not because he lacked empathy, but because he considered that life was full of suffering and with time one could get used to suffering.

In a certain sense, Satou was similar to Rinka, two people for whom emotional suffering was more painful than physical suffering.

Because Satou was used to being mistreated, he believed that words hurt more than blows and so he did not consider how traumatic it would be for a 'normal' girl to be beaten to the brink of death not once, but twice.

"What are you doing?" – Satou was confused when the girl he just hit began to touch his pants as if she wanted to satisfy the hardened monster.

"I-I'm not doing it right?" – Izumi panicked thinking that if she didn't make Satou happy, he would hit her again.

Izumi remembered the rape videos she watched for laughs and thought that maybe Satou wasn't satisfied with the contact through the fabric so, with clumsy and shaky movements, she unbuckled Satou's belt and pulled down his pants.

In the whole process, Satou just stared without moving as his mind had frozen due to disbelief and excitement, Loli Enma's drug turned out to be more effective than she calculated.

When Izumi looked at the thick pillar of flesh that marked Satou's underpants, she felt an infinite amount of disgust, she despised men and fat men even more so the very idea of touching Satou made her want to vomit, however, the pain from Satou's fists remained fresh in her mind so she did not hesitate to lower the last piece of clothing that separates the maiden from the monster.

Izumi looked at the hardened and monstrous 'thing' that could intimidate lolis and milfs alike. Although she was disgusted by the inhumanly thick object, she parted her luscious lips to attempt to insert the phallic object into her small mouth.

When Izumi had a third of the object in her mouth, she started to feel choked so she had to stop.

The situation was so humiliating that she wanted to cry, and what was worse, she noticed that instead of disgust, she was enjoying the taste of the object in her mouth.

Satou stared blankly as the girl he hated was broadcasting oral sex to him, he thought this was part of his plot armor being a hentai protagonist so he didn't question the situation and got carried away, anyway his system kept sending him dozens of reminders messages to complete his mission.

Izumi lacked any experience in sexual matters since she had not even experienced masturbation as she saw sex as an action that only mindless animals care about.

On the side, Ai and Kiritani looked at the scene while blushing.

Ai remembered the time when he had sex with Satou, a moment in her life that she would never forget and which she longed to repeat.

Kiritani was still a virgin so she had more self-control, though ever since she moved into the mansion, she joined the other girls to watch Satou's 'nocturnal exploits'.

Izumi's two 'friends' looked at the scene in horror since for them Izumi was something like an unattainable queen so seeing her acting obliging towards a fat and idiotic man was like witnessing the fall of an idol in their hearts.

The only person who remained calm was Nao, she was able to remain calm in almost any situation as a professional maid must make sharp remarks with an expressionless face.

Nao approached Izumi and her right hand grabbed her hair while her right hand pressed a specific area of ​​her jaw to prevent her from closing her mouth.

Izumi panicked, but before she could resist, Nao pushed her face forward causing Satou's crotch to go deeper into Izumi's throat.

Contrary to the occasion where Anida kindly assisted Kaguya in her first sexual experience, Nao used Izumi as a sex toy intended to masturbate Satou.

There was a clear difference between the women Satou loved and this troublesome girl so Nao didn't care if this left permanent trauma in Izumi's heart.

With quick jerky movements, Nao used Izumi's mouth to stimulate Satou's crotch which was satisfying for the fat man.

The sadistic side of him was being stimulated by seeing the pain and fear in Izumi's eyes, and the fact that the expressionless Nao was the cause of this made the situation strangely exciting.

Every time Izumi seemed about to suffocate, Nao would pull her back to allow her to breathe and when she caught her breath, Nao would press her face towards Satou's crotch which strangely had started to arouse Izumi despite the pain she felt.

The cycle of tortuous pleasure continued until Satou finally felt the need to ejaculate so he grabbed the girl's head aggressively and let out a large amount of white liquid deep in Izumi's throat.

When the semen touched Izumi's tongue, she felt something explode in her mind as a hitherto unknown level of pleasure coursed through her body.

Izumi was suffocating at the same time that the pleasure made her have an intense orgasm that wet her underwear, her body trembled as her eyes rolled back in her head and finally her mind couldn't bear the overload of pain and pleasure making her lose consciousness.

Nao took Izumi away from Satou's crotch and found that the girl had only fallen unconscious so she didn't care and dropped her as if she were a dirty rag.

Nao raised a finger and wiped away some of the semen that overflowed from Izumi's lips and then walked over to Izumi's two 'friends' who were still pinned down by Ai and Kiritani.

"Getaway!" – The big-breasted girl screamed in panic when she saw Nao approaching.

She was Minako Sanada, Izumi's childhood 'friend' and her oldest follower. Like Izumi, she despised people so she always supported Izumi's cruel behavior.

Minako tried to fight to escape, but Ai's strength was far superior to hers leaving her defenseless.

Nao looked at Minako and nodded, the girl's large breasts matched her master's tastes so she chose her as the next 'onahole'.

Nao pressed Minako's mouth in such a way that she couldn't close her lips, then inserted her finger with semen into the big-breasted girl's mouth and made sure that the white liquid spread over Minako's tongue.

When Minako felt the taste of semen, her eyes widened in horror as she realized that she did not feel disgusted or the desire to vomit, it was quite the opposite, it was as if she had tasted the most delicious substance in the world and her body yearned for it. more of that flavor.

Nao nodded towards Ai to which the blonde girl released Minako.

Although she had regained her freedom, Minako did not attempt to fight, instead, she began to pant as her thighs rubbed against each other.

Her body began to feel hot as her intimate area that had never been touched by a man had begun to feel a strange itching sensation that could only be relieved by a long, thick object.

Due to the combination of all of Satou's passive abilities, he was a living aphrodisiac so if a normal woman tasted his semen she would fall into a state of excitement comparable to a rabbit during mating season.

Minako was starting to feel hot, but she was still keeping her rationality as her disgust for Satou made her unable to recognize the fat man as a potential sexual partner.

Nao saw this and didn't seem to care, she just ignored Minako and moved towards the unconscious Izumi to take another sample of the semen in the unconscious girl's mouth.

With her finger covered in semen, she walked towards the girl who was being held by Kiritani.

This girl was Sae Hinata, among the three girls she was the least intelligent and was actually something like the energetic pet of the group. Both Izumi and Minako treated her well, not because of friendship, but because they saw her as a cute dog worth taking care of.

She wasn't a really cruel person like the other two girls, it was just that her simplistic and impressionable mentality made her easy to manipulate so she just imitated the actions of her two 'friends'.

Nao repeated the process that she did with Minako. As the semen entered Sae's mouth, she began to arouse and pant like an animal eager to produce offspring.

Sae was different from the proud Minako, she didn't seem to care too much about her abnormal state of arousal and she looked at Satou's hard crotch like it was a delicious candy.

Sae didn't think too much about things, since the leader of the group had licked Satou's crotch on her own initiative, so there was no problem she imitated her, especially when her body yearned for that piece of meat.

Sae crawled on all fours toward Satou, her hips swaying as her instincts told her body to 'seduce' the man to get what she wanted.

When Sae had Satou's crotch in front of her eyes, she opened her small mouth, and not caring that the phallic object was stained with her friend's saliva she put the tip of Satou's penis into her mouth.

Even though Sae had started sucking on Satou's crotch on her own initiative, Nao still repeated the aggressive process of holding her by her hair to force her to use her body as a masturbation sex toy.

Because Satou's penis was already covered in semen, Sae began having multiple orgasms as her body was used as a sex toy. She had no conflict between her pride and her pleasure and directly gave in to the erotic sensation of sexual pleasure.

Sae's sexual inexperience was greater than Izumi's so when she received Satou's ejaculation in her mouth, she was completely unconscious while her crotch leaked so much fluid that it seemed she had urinated.

With the second girl unconscious, Satou sighed.

It would be a lie to say that he wasn't enjoying the situation, he was certainly enjoying the sadistic act similar to a porn movie, however, he still maintained a certain level of rationality so he understood that this situation was totally wrong, but even with a feeling guilty, he wasn't going to stop things, the fact that he still had a bit of killing intent showed that his fury hadn't calmed down.

"What are you doing?" – Nao asked a question with her monotonous voice.

Satou looked at Nao and saw that she was talking to the big-breasted girl who has now been pinned to the ground again while Ai held her hands.

"Let go! Damnit let go of me!" – Minako began to fight like a crazed beast.

When Minako saw her 'pet' being used as a sex toy, she felt a great deal of hate and indignation, but what was more worrying to her was that she also felt jealousy.

Minako had taken off her underwear and started to masturbate to try and lessen the itchy feeling inside her, watching her 'pet' lick Satou's crotch with a look of ecstasy made her bite her lip in frustration as she herself I wanted to experience that feeling.

Her guilty desire to be penetrated by Satou's thick thing made Minako start to fill with hatred.

She hated Izumi for convincing her to bully Saki, she hated Sae for being a useless pet, she hated Satou for having such delicious semen, she hated Satou's maid for making her taste said semen, and finally, she started to hate herself for not being able to take her eyes off Satou's crotch.

When she was about to reach a small orgasm through masturbation, Ai had pinned her again causing her sexual frustration to skyrocket which made her go crazy.

Nao saw this and nodded with satisfaction, for her Ai's actions were according to what a good maid and a good daughter should do.

Nao approached Minako and forced her to spread her legs showing how wet her intimate region had become.

"Satou-sama" – Nao looked at Satou who had a wry smile as he imagined what was to come. – "The main course is ready"

Satou sighed, he didn't want to do this.

Even if Minako was a beautiful girl with big breasts, to Satou, she was as repulsive as a dead animal on the road.

But that was not the main problem, the personal disgust he felt towards this girl was insignificant compared to the disgust he felt towards himself since he was becoming what he has hated most in his entire life, a rapist.

Satou was so frustrated with the whole situation that his own death wouldn't be enough to give him peace, but even with all that frustration, he didn't hesitate to walk towards Minako.

This was no longer a matter of revenge for what happened with Saki, this was also not a personal prejudice due to the fact that this girl reminded him of the woman who hurt him in his past life, no, none of that, Satou did not back down since for him this was something he could not avoid.

When Satou discovered the skill 'Oppressive Patriarchy' he realized that the women around him are in constant danger, and what was even more terrifying, if Satou didn't get that ability there was the constant risk that a pervert with no moral limitations would appear who would not hesitate to make him netorare since the women around him are waifus that many perverts would covet as trophies.

The most curious thing is that even though Satou always gave freedom of choice to the women in his life, deep in his heart he was scared of being abandoned.

The truth is that if any of his women made him netorare he could not bear it, his heart would not resist it, but at the same time, he is not willing to take away the freedom of the women he loves.

Satou is aware that following the plots of web novels and fanfics it is impossible for him to receive netorare, but his pessimistic mindset makes him fear an uncertain future so he made a decision.

Integrity, personal principles, moral values, and ideals, everything was disposable as long as he could protect the women he loved and who loved him.

Showing a grim gaze that was more akin to a serial killer rather than a perverted man, Satou knelt between Minako's legs and aimed her crotch against the girl's wet entrance.

"No! Stop! Sorry! Please do not do it!" – Minako began to sob.

All the haughty princess image of her had disappeared leaving only a scared little girl who seeks to be protected by her parents.

Satou felt his heart ache, strangely he felt that killing her would be less cruel than raping her, which was a strange prospect.

Satou looked into Minako's eyes and at that moment something died in Satou's heart.

"NOOOOOOO!" - Minako screamed in extreme desperation as Satou's crotch invaded her virgin vagina.

Satou was not merciful, he entered his entire crotch in one thrust without considering that this might hurt a virgin girl, luckily for the girl, the skill [Virgin Hunter] made it so that even if Satou had sex with a loli virgin, the loli would not be hurt and would only feel pleasure, but this is something that Satou was not thinking about, he simply did not think about the girl's suffering and looked at her as if she was not human, in his mind she was just an object, maybe then at least a fragment of his sanity could stand.

Minako screamed in desperation as she cursed Satou for being a rapist as she cried and called her mother to rescue her.

Satou kept moving his hips causing Minako's crying to moans of pleasure in a matter of minutes.

In less than five minutes, Ai let go of Minako's hands as the big-breasted girl now clung to Satou as she moaned loudly moving her lips to Satou's mouth on her own initiative.

Satou didn't allow Minako to kiss him and just continued penetrating her without showing the slightest happiness on his face, for him this was just a mission from the system and he had no interest in developing a relationship with any of the three problematic girls.

Between gasps and sounds of bodies bumping into each other, Satou finally felt the urge to ejaculate.

Satou moved his hips faster and without warning let his semen flow deep inside Minako causing the girl to scream loudly as an intense orgasm clouded her mind.

Like the other two girls, Minako could not bear the pleasure and fell unconscious as her body trembled and her intimate region let out a large amount of liquid.

When Satou finished ejaculating, he stood up and used a magical artifact to cleanse himself, then went to his chair and sat down in silence.

Nao and the other two girls didn't say a word, they could see that Satou didn't want to speak and although they wanted to say something, they didn't know what to say or if what they would say could be harmful.

Nao picked up the three unconscious girls and with the help of Kiritani and Ai took them out through a secret passage to avoid other people's gazes.

"Satou, if you need anything just call us…" – Ai spoke with concern while Satou just nodded without looking at her, his eyes just staring at nothing as he kept a blank expression.

As the three women left, Satou let out a sigh and then used his hands to pat his face.

"Good, I didn't have an anxiety attack, everything is fine…" – Satou spoke in a low voice as if trying to talk to someone who didn't exist.

When Satou saw the system notification from him indicating the completion of the mission, he just sighed and closed his eyes.

Whether it's crying, screaming, lamenting, committing suicide, evading responsibility, or going into denial, Satou didn't do any of it, he just closed his eyes and stopped thinking.

For a couple of hours at least, he just closed his eyes.

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Author's Note:

I'll be honest, I felt very strange writing this chapter, it was like "Oh shit, I don't want to write this anymore, what's more, I want to die" at the same time I had a "Well... Who cares, let's see how it ends..."

Anyway, it was an emotional rollercoaster for me to write the chapter.

Anyway, I hope it's not too heavy or uncomfortable for you.

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