why is this happening? (1)

May 06, 2009

In this morning I'm very happy, because today is my birthday and of course my grandma will come too. I'm 17 old's now, and can go to find a girl to love without my parents give chit...chat.. about life.

07.00 AM, I go to the market for buying all ingredients for party later at home.

Pork (ok)

chicken (ok)

salt (ok)

sugar (ok)

etc (ok)

Im somehow tired just to search all this, looks like i need to train my body more in the future.

11.25 AM, I go home with my bike. On the road i saw tiny strange thing, that thing fly around the air so free. I dont know what's that and im so tired right now, so f*ck that...

I keep going on my way until i see that thing again, im looking at it again and to my suprise it flew into the straw cat in the trash box near the road. "Maybe it's just some big dust", that's what i think.

i keep going until then i heard something so noisy in my back, what i see make my hair stand. The straw cat hitting his head to trash box until it broke and lots of blood scattered around. Im so frightened so i ride my bike so fast eventhough i hear thats cat howls.

00.20 PM, I arrive in my home, i run to the bath room to puke, the image about the cat still haunt my mind.

I make coffe to cool my mind and then someone knock the doors, that was my grandma.

I run so joyfull like nothing happend before