No matter what wizards they learned, they needed to keep themselves calm but she could not do it in a short time.
Especially after several times of failure, she was even more depressed.
She knew she could not make it up there but she did not want to give up. She always tried her best in everything as she would not regret in the end even if she could not succeed in trying her best.
However, when everyone had gone up there, she finally managed to calm herself down.
She knew there was a burning joss stick on the table and it was almost burnt off completely.
However, she did not care anymore as she has prepared herself for the penalty. Would he not kill her?
Since she had calmed down, her brain rapidly analyzed the factor of her failures and then concluded the experience for her to continue the next attempt...
Others only saw her rising and falling again multiple times, but she knew she had improved as she could fly higher with every attempt.