Regret??

Anthony's pov

"I love you Oli".the moment I said those words I saw the shock in her eyes .she gave me a hard look like she was trying to process something.

She was about moving away from me when I quickly held her to my chest .her breathing was high and could be heard in the room

"So you were not drunk".she asked in a whisper

I hissed and shifted more closer to her 

"I was drunk at the time I called you "

"And ?".she asked

"The drink clear off the moment I got to your apartment"

She was quiet and just lay her hands on my waist.we were like that for a moment before I spoke up

"Do you regret it ?".I asked hoping she would say no.because this was the best moment of my life .

"I dunno".she spoke in a whisper.

I hissed and move my hand and placed my fingers in her hair .she hissed in satisfaction and closed her eyes.

"What now?".she asked 

I felt restless the moment she asked those questions . because I did not have an answer to that .

"Got no answer?".she asked in a whisper but I could notice she was hurt.i moved sideway so that I was facing her and staring right in her eyes.

"I meant it when I told you I love you Oli ,I really do and I meant it "

She stare at me for a moment before speaking up

"So?".she asked 

I placed my hand on her face and touch it gently

"So give me a little time ".I told her in a pleading voice .

She hissed and closed her eyes for a moment before she opened it .

We lock eyes with each other before she shifted closer to me and placed her hands on my chest .I moved closer to her and held her tighter.the feeling was so good and unreal and I wished to stay like that forever.

It wasn't long when I heard soft breathing under me.i looked at her and noticed she was already sleeping.i place small kisses on her head before going to sleep

I was woken up by movement under me .I opened my eyes and blink it for a moment so I could remember where I was

She shifted beside me uncomfortably and I saw she was trying to get off the bed.i stare at her and she shyly looked away

"Look the other way, I wanna get off the bed ",.she said those words while trying to cover herself with the blanket.i chuckled and moved closer to her

"Are you shy ".I asked with a big grin on my face .she gave me a shy smile before looking away .

"Can you please look the other way ".she asked in a shy voice .I stare at her and wanted to tease her but I realized she was uncomfortable, probably she wanted to use the restroom.i smilled at her before looking the other way.

The bed moved indicating she has left the bed.i turned around and stood up so I could at least put on my underwear.i stood up from the bed and started searching for my boxer when I noticed the bed was stained with blood.i stare at it and remembered Olivia was a virgin last night .

I hissed and sat on the bed .I was angry with my self .this was her first time and it was supposed to me magical and special for her.

I was still in thought when I realized if she was a virgin then she never had sex with Jude .that means she and Jude wasn't that serious.i felt happy knowing that she hasnt been with any man sexually apart from me .

I was picking up my jean when she came out of the bathroom with just a short and a big shirt. She shyly smilled at me before sitting on the bed .she looked around and noticed the blood stain on the bed.i watch her stare at it and wondered if she was regretting it .I looked at her and saw that there was no Expression on her face .

I hissed and moved closer to her.i took her face with my both hands and stare at her 

"Say anything but don't tell me you regret this ".I said those words with a pleading voice .

She stare at me for a moment before speaking up

"Last night was the best night of my life". imediately she said those words I saw her smile brightily and I couldn't help but lean and kiss her so gentily .I was glad when I noticed she returned back the kiss.we kissed for a while before she ran out of breath and stopped the kiss.i looked at her and noticed she was shy .she was indeed different from the troublesome Olivia I knew.i Chuckled at my thought and kissed her forehead.

"Are you in pains",.I asked while staring at her 

"I'm okay ",.she replied back 

"I'm sorry if I was a little bit rough on you "

She chuckled before answering me

"Maybe I like you rough"

I laughed at her words and kissed her forehead before I stood up and walked towards bathroom.i was almost at the bathroom when I turned around and smiled at her 

"Do you wanna join me ".I asked with a mischievous smile on my face 

She chuckled and throw a pillow at me .I laughed  loundly and  step inside the bathroom.