ENCOUNTER (MEET THE PAST) It composed of different stories. Please be guided.

(1)

I woke up from asleep,I felt the tiredness like I'm on the race of something.i suddenly closed my eyes  imagining and trying to remember some scenes.I saw a girl begging someone to stay, I saw the tiredness and disappointment in her  eyes. I feel her pain, like the girl and I are as  one.

"The world left me behind, my man, my family and my friends" she said

In her words, you well see that she suffered too so much.

I suddenly open my eyes, realizing that my tears flow over my face. "Oh my!, why I'm so  emotional thats only a dream.

Little did she knows that the girl is her 5 years ago. Begging all people around her to stay, pleasing everyone to be with her. The girl  who sacrificed her all things just to be with someone she loved. The girl that  suffered alone, fought alone and stand with herself.

Her past self hunts in her dream to say "Thank you for being strong when anyone left you". "Thank you for standing  alone when no one  helps you".

(2)

   She was walking in their neighborhood, she notices that all the eyes is on her.

"Gossiping again? It irritates me" she said while rolling her eyes.

She is a hyper one and cheerful. She alwsys help others than her self.For her it's okay to help others than accepting help to them. She fears the word "rebuke."

"I can't handle this anyymore" she said thinking how to solve her problems.

"Wow!I'm good at giving advices to others, while on myself? " laughing silently on her own words.

"Oh! How are you? " her friend asked

"I'm doing fine, how about you?" she replied.

But on her inner, she is on the line between life and death, she's experiencing emotional and physical breakdowns.

Her four cornered room, her blankets, pillows witnesseed how she suffer a lot.Behind her smiles, her comforting words she suffered a lot.

"Trust no one.."

Even though someone smiles or happy we can't guarantee the real feeling.

"Oh is there's someone who want to go?"The conductor of the bus shouts.

The girl backed to her senses,she wipes the water on her faces came from her eyes. She thinks her late friend who are dead because of suffering in depression.Her friend who always looked fined, smiles widely and her friend who always says,"Don't worry, I'm fine friend.

(3)

"Let's end our chapters together in writing the phrase " the end"  even  though, this isn't the ending we want for us. Then lets close the book, afterward let's abandon the book on a table or make it as display on a shelve. Try  not to open our book again, btw  I'm starting writing another book with someone else".

Message sent few days a ago.

I'm reading this message multiple times.

I can't move my body in where it is.

The pain a long time ago is suddenly back.

"OH MY GHAD!after all this is what I got?! This is not enough!

She sacrificed all just to be with this man.

"Does he really love me?"

The pain is back AGAIN.