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Seems like everyone's paying attention about the orientation. I'm too tired to listen. I'm sleepy. I hope this thing ends already.

Me as usual,the not so friendly person are just observing my surrounding. I'm bored.

After for how many hours,the orientation has come to and end. The students are very happy because it's time to go.

I just watched them silently while walking towards home.

I used to be like them. Talking with friends,excited to live,having dreams,etc.

But everything changed.

I have lost my passion. Life's cruel, and I have lost my will to live.

One day you'll just wake up and feel empty. You are no longer good at things you are good at.

You just want to be alone. And life will always test you.

I amazed as I watch the skies. It's painted with pink,orange,white,and blue. Idk. Maybe I am just color blind. But it's sunset already.

I've reached home. I just dumped my bag on the couched. I'm tired. Very tired. I've lost my appetite also. All I want is to rest.

Even though I want rest, I stand up and make my way to the kitchen to cook myself a meal.

It's always been like this. Same routine everyday.

I don't know where this thing started. But one's thing for sure, I just woke up like this and became addicted to it.