PATIENCE OF HYRIA

I am living in a studio-type apartment so I can see everything I have.

In normal circumstances, I usually saw everything too much that it overwhelmed me.

But now…

I saw nothing, too much that I fail to recognize my room…

Is this what you call a nightmare after a nightmare?

Or did someone rob me?

I scan the room again just to be sure I wasn’t mistaken, but my eyes failed me.

I saw nothing but the man sitting on the floor like a prince that even I can fall.

But I am irritated right now to appreciate his very existence.

I don’t know where I would start.

Do I have to start about me crying on his shoulder or me being a sacrifice or my things that got lost?

I guess I have to start at…

“Where are my things?”

“What things?”

“My thing’s, the table there, my plates should be there and my… my used clothes that you might see everywhere.”

I can see how shocked he was, but can you just answer me.