ch 1: Bye bye Naruto-kun I'm going home wtf I'm a Divinity now!.

... very long ..time skip ...

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~ It passed 246 years ; from my one way ticket- joy ride in here . And I'll bet someone else in my place would have done more than : training, meditation ,stalking ,sulking and yeaa playing safe..

`And probably had more exciting story's to tell you about actually cool stuff like : neet exciting adventures while fighting the bad guys like some badass whit his cool overpowered sharingan or Rinesharingan or why not both ; throwing Rasengan here and there and doing naughty pervy stuff to <Tsunade> and company.

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"...But not me : "I'm just the guy who wana go home.. and i guess that it's kinda sad!" .

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~ I just said goodbye to a : cold pice of stone were was buried the only person i had anything to do whit it.

And only because i had no choice in the first place. so:

And by sayings goodbye is: leaving a "white lily" like i do every year on a grave and saying like i always say "love u and bye" .

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~ I packed up my important stuff from my house in my own Kamui, throwing everything in my cool badass Fuinjutsu storage Earring..

And i teleported right in the atmosphere above the clouds .

One last look and one last breath and i disappeared from this place...

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"...Good luck Naruto-kun enjoy your life and follow your innocent dreams!"...

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...DIMENSION TRAVEL!?.....

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~ I jumped thousands of times , and whit every jump all i found is disappointed and much despair...

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"...I got screwed out big time from the Otsutsuki Method of so called "DIMENSION JUMP!"..

Because It doesn't actually mean travelling to a new reality but actually it is just a simple "Vers-Travel" always in "Naruto World" just different Time-Line !".

The famous spiral of" Endless Same-World" but different time-lines and different paths and situations because of it .

Sometimes so similar with the original one.

From different little things or small deviations to endgame apocalyptic version like :

- No Life, No Planet, or No Moon sometimes : Naruto died at birth sometimes this and sometimes that ..over and over, damm it!" .

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~ So i decided to return back to my <Kamui> to rest and think it over whit a clear mind....

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~ Dimensions-Jump :use Space-Time law's. So i need to figure things out or try to see the bigger picture. I did failed whit the Otsutsuki method but learned plenty from it so..

For a while i blame my origin as a human bound or chained by the "world's law's" who governs this reality since technically:

- I'm chained into death and bounded to the reality were i was born to .

- And the law's are everywhere and in everything , every element , matter , antimatter ,energy even in ourselves even in those damm bloodlines so there is no escape from those.

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`Hell!.. you won't get so overpowered abilities from a Bloodline you possess without law's intervention since :

- Having eyes that do the things Sharingan or Rinesharingan do need literally freaking godlike intervention....

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`So I get two options :

- Nr "one" start over from scratch or blank state : new body with no chakra coils and network and bloodlines .

But the truth is that for me will make no difference in the first place since : for one i don't use bloodlines i use pure law's, chakra coils and network .. "pfff" please.. every cell in my body acts like a network and coils are meaningless when you have access to :a Metaphysical Body and Mindscape plus Dantian's....

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- Or nr two or second and most credible but insanely way...do the cultivation shit :

- You know drying the planet of everything energy , ki ,lifeforce, nature energy and turn into a higher being or something.

`Hell convert the entire planet and his inhabitants into energy , food .

If you can mold energy into matter or elements you can reverse it to and not to forget : I can use "Creation Of All Things" and basically if i can understand it> i can create it the price is energy....

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Or nr three ..

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`Dimension-Jump over and over until: i find

a [Dying Reality] maybe..whit luse law's .

And try to force my way out into the Void > by piercing the [Almighty Bubble] of soap that contains that Reality .

And once out i can search my way back home or the next reality... so :

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- Nr one is out or useless as i explained..

-And nr two and i mean "popping" hehe! se what I just did "pff!"..

"...Sry hysteria... nevermind!".

Well Nr two is out I'm not building my happiness or future > whit innocent life's, i rather die ...

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- So nr three it's ..now let get some rest and get back to business later....

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....a few days later....

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`I did rest well ,seen some movies in my [Mindscape], cooked and eat some delicious food, since I became a huge glutton and cooking is reality relaxing :)).

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....and now...

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`Well I'm looking at something that makes no sense.. "hehe!" .. many things make no sense until you learn about it .

But what I'm just... observing now can only be described as Universal <Chaos> in pure state.

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`You see there is a funny thing about the so called [Chaos] and [Order] : they really are two sides of the same coin > glued together by Law's and they governs together and...

You can really say > : "There is : [Chaos] in [Order] and [Order] in [Chaos]"..I know right it make no sense.. but apparently Is like going to the left and right in the same time:)) yap it definitely makes more sense now right!":)) jokes aside..

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`This place represents a good opportunity for me because it is like an open door to the Void!?"...and....

How is throwing yourself into the infinite almighty Meat Grinder going to helping your cause! you might ask.

Well is simple actually : i can adapt fast for starters , secondly : luse law's are easy to digest , bend and power up ,third luse law's equal luse prisoner nek chain or my shity shackles and so...convict on the luse...!''.

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What i mean by eating and digesting law's? hehe remember wuxia legends?..

A lighting hits the ground and some of it remains in some form of crystal..!?".

Well those are residue of law's, crystallization of elemental ki and if you are proficient at that law you can suck it dry with a straw and convert it as your own..!"

...so....

Throwing myself into a vortex of chaotic elements is no biggie just food or batteries for the taking more or less maybe..

Being familiar with the law's, means a certain degree of immunity, adaptability kicks in >you atune and adapt to it!".

And last using your senses you can search for the weaker layers of the protective bubble that holds everything together inside and "anchors" the dimension to the Void > the outside...and you can try a permanent jailbreak! ".

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They say the universe is ever expanding like a balloon who grows over and over and because of his growth you can't really reach the end of it .

So here comes the advantage of this place . This place is destabilizing himself > in this [Chaos] > this place is still stagnant > so easier to reach the end of it.

" ...And if it blows away, is even better than way you are out .But i don't think I'm so lucky. :))

And finally as i survive it adapt to it..? I can escape from it, Simple?..

Not really, this is no joyride but far from it ..

Flying to the border?.. "lol hell no! here they are millions of Wormholes you'll play cosmic Ping~pong with your life right on the line!".

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Need to play smart > from point "A" take a direction "B" and maintain it ,flying only if necessary ,not even light speed will help since you'll run in circles even if your intention is to go straight..

And here comes teleportation skills very handy, you'll have to go crazy with it, luse law's means what was hiding the borders does not work properly enymore so ..

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"...good luck commander may the force be with you. :))

....few h later...

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`...Aaaaaa" ! this was very "anticlimactic" as a experience ... I'm embarrassed to say i made a good "gameplan" to win the challenge but the "enemy squad" given up the game !"

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I have jumped from one dimension to another for weeks > until I found this place and it took just one hour and half to reach the border, there's a few hundred metres until i can reach the end of it.

But they are the worst of this journey no instant teleportation because here law's are such a pain in da ass , just flying and small speed bursts...one last look back and...Godspeed..I'm out of here sayonara!".

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...the end of long and lonely road?....

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Finally i reached the VOID or absolute NOTHINGNESS and...

"...Aaghhhhhhh....!" The pain... Arghhhhhhhh ...!"

~ The first impact was merciless ; the pain was so unbearable that i olmost blacked out and more than half of my body mass was obliterated and gone on spot, when i got back online ; so i hade to increase my body regeneration by my own since my passive regeneration didn't seem to cover or to be enough to keep up whit my own erasure.

~ To make things worse the pain was not only to my body but my very own core mind and soul and which were subjected to an absurd amount of pressure under the corrosive effects of the Void.

~And let me tell you that nothing could ever prepared me for what I'm experiencing right now; Even if i become very intimate whit it for more 200 years of pain.

~At first or the beginning it was psychological pain because i felt lost and confused ; and i couldn't find my way back ; followed by the pain of losing someone precious.

~Later was the psychical pain from hellish training regiment olmost turning me into a self mutilating freak ; is a miracle a didn't turned in some sort of S/M junkie .Well i never was one to begin to.

~And later soul pain from the impotence i felt because of those damm butterflies.

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~ But right now hell nothing prepared me for what I'm experiencing right now all i can do is grind my teeth and persevere hoping i don't luse my mind.

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~ And again the irony of struggle which defines my entire existence :

Struggle to remember and not to luse myself Later struggle not to kill myself while exploring new element called chakra. And right now in here were I'm struggling to keeping myself alive and sane of mind .

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....Unknown period of time....

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It didn't even passed seconds from my coming to my senses and my mind almost blacked out again under the violent corrosive effect of the Void, i almost got turned into cosmic dust...

But Luckily i got myself back online and regained myself before disintegrated completed .. but not as fast as I would like to .

i greeted my teeth and kept focused on my own survival.

I have lost more than 50% of my body but I keeping increasing my regeneration rate until I'm a whole again.

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I have no sense of time ; so I don't know how much passed since i arrived here in the Void, But I'm getting better .

If at the beginning i could barely keep up whit the damage and pain gradually i got better , i stabilised myself from being erased and going mad.

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I'm very lucky ,because a have a tremendous amount of energy and life force (chi > ki > chakra etc) and i have truly mastered the use of it control and manipulation of it.

While others use a pool of energy for a great achievement whit pathetic control ; i use a little raindrop in total control for same thing or better. And all this translates here in more time being alive in the [Void] and trying to figure things out....

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When you fall into the abyss all you can do is give up > or stand up ; But in my case i just crawled up and after many baby steps up i end up running ; in other words > if at first i was struggling very much now is a walk in the park... !"

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"...just don't look in the eyes of the abyss if you gaze into the abyss, the abyss gazes back to you....just saying.... !"

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And when people think abaut Void: they only think abaut the empty space found between: Planets , Suns , Satellites and so on but that ls just empty space .

The Void can be found well..! preaty much Everywhere and Nowhere really . But in truth technically : Void is not only that metaphorical infinite ocean were everything that exists floats inside of it or the outside of the bubble called Reality ,Universe , Dimension and so on .

But it's actually found everywhere since everything is floating and soaked in it .

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`But be aware of the dangers of slipping out the comfort and the safety of your Reality because, coming here is the same to a death sentence...

Since here after all this is were truly powerful beings comes to die or to ascend further to ... [Goodhood] .

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`The first thing you'll notice if you can! ..

What do i mean whit if : it's if you survive the sudden change of environment or the sudden instant death because is like being thrown into a pool of acid on the surface of a Sun ; Were not only the flesh is subject to erasure but your very soul and mind to .And you regain your senses fast enough.

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What you will notice once you survive and get yourself fast enough back online is : nothing that actually makes sense : no space , time , gravity , elements , light, no chaos, no order , no laws ,no freaking anything just [Nothingness].

And the only way you can even know about your own presence , since your self awareness body and spirit is subject to nothingness .

Is when the mind adapts to the sudden rude changes and get yourself back online , you will notice the absurdity of the situation you got yourself into... since...

"...People comes in here to die or in the pursuit of [Goodhood] after they faced heaven tribulations!" . i said to myself after i regained my senses back and my full body.

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Goodhood what a strange and impossible dream for the most of us the mortal beings. I sake my head trying to forget about this topic and try to focus on the reason of my coming here in the first place.

No matter what i do i can't find anything about going out of this place or home since all i can do is to bearly keep myself alive so I'm stuck in here for now .

"...Nothingness.... !"

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So what next?; i survived and adapted to the Void : > i mean i almost depleted my energy reserves but i need less to maintain myself so what's next..

"...Let's think about it and find out. i cant seem to find anything about using this place as shortcut to other worlds ..!"

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"...Becoming a god!?".

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"...That ..again... !".The Early thought abaut Becoming a God..!?

"..Noop can't do : I dont have the manual you know ..

"Ten steps to apex" or something similar!, and even if I had the manual....!"

"...I probably got to many "Heart Demons" or something ; since frankly i really don't look or feel like the perfect picture of "Mental Health", and a "Shrink" from good old "Earth" would surely agree whit me , don't know about a Shrink from some Supranational World would say? .. !"

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But still what would be necessary to achieve something like that hypothetically speaking [Goodhood] Hmm!". From my past memories It's goes like this :

You need to condense your entire being into a [Divine Sparkle] and after you need to evolve into a [Divine Seed] and last step forming a [Divine Body] and voila: God Mode in Half Life 2....

But as much of a fascinated subject all this it's a lil out of my league and above my paycheck.

Since I'm missing too much info . All i know it's that for the wuxia cultivators use Primordial Energy, whit a Cultivation Path Method, and they stimulate their own body, mind and soul with the help of Treasures and Alchemy Products .

I don't have anything like that > no Veins, no Root's, no Cultivation Manual, no Treasures and no Alchemy Juices or Candies " hmm!" .

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All i know is that i reached my mortal limits and absolute balance between my trinity.

Since you can say that : Mind>Spirit>Body are a trinity in perfect balance normally just for the act of living .

But when reaching absolute Balance or Harmony you will be granted the chance of evolution and the last step of losing your mortal shell and ascend by taking the first step to [Goodhood]

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"...Harmony! "..and also i do have the Willpower to grow and adapt and the basic knowledge to do it and my chakra coils and path circuits as alternative route..maybe .. nahh! ..

Dantian's and my to Mental and Metaphysical realms are the answers".

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~ In Naruto World i had no "golden finger" no Bloodlines only my Modern knowledge, anime manga ,novels, Knowledge and Willpower and i did the Impossible reaching this point were i can touch and > interact with the > very laws that > governs reality ,specifically in Naruto reality since every reality has its own sets law's or so they say.....

~ From there things got peachy easy simple, need Sharingan ? you dont need to pluck it from someone and transplant to yourself. A drop of blod and the corresponding chakra sample and voila got yourself a manual of how to achieve it whitdout even changing your Bloodline or simply the original jutsu used for it.. simple:))

"...well not really that simple but enyway.. !"

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"...Let do what I'm best off!.. yea Yoghi the Bear < Meditation>...thingy..

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I returned in my <Mindscape> i can stay here and maintain myself indefinitely in theory..

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The plan was simple :

1 throw myself into the Void. 2 adapt to it : as the ultimate tempering process .And nr 3 search for way out to other realities right!?. And now nr 4 evolve and gain [Goodhood] .. which it's just absurd ...

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"...Man never even considered that ever in my life before.. !"

"...I got the first 2 and it seems nr 3 is out of the window....so now now Evolving part and [Divinity] it seems the only Feasible path to take....,but how to do that !?" .

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"...What I'm missing in here..: - It is like a Puzzle to complete : A Mystery wrapped into an Enigma and looked away into a Dungeon well hidden inside of an absurd Maze !"

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~ Suddenly It felt like I'm getting "cold feet" even if is not possible in my situation .

"...WAIT I'M into the Void or Nothingness the source of Everything : from Nothingness everething is Born but also Everething return to it Beginning and End .... !"

"...Holy Cow it means if you survive it , you can Adapt to and Resonate with it , like the Ultimate Gamble All or Nothing , Everething or Nothing , so i can become one whit it and Perish or Ascend or Adapt so well and get stuck here forever? . "hell no.. !".

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~ While I was having my internal debate , two things were happening , the first one was my reserves dropped suddenly even if it shouldn't have happened in the first place. And since my body couldn't regenerate as usual because of the lack of mojo, so slowly like a Sand Castle i was literally blown away .

And second my [Mind] and [Spirit] special [Dimensions] were acting wierd : they were attracting and rejecting themselves while they resonate, over and over ,faster and faster, and between the two dimensions that were playing a bizarre kind of ping~ pong a small anomaly was forming right between and from it surface a figure was emerging , the sudden changes alerted our mc.

But before this phenomenon could go on , sensing his impending doom he activated one of his trump card , well the only card actually because everething else was destroyed when arrived here, his Kamui connection too...

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A chakra seal, similar to the one Tsunade used but instead of having it on his forehead he actually planted it in his very heart, his reserves were filled very fast, and his regeneration kicked in so fast that that Sand Castle was reformed in a split second...

And the reason why? it didn't used the seal at beginning when he first arrived into the Void with low reserves to begin whit it's: because his total reserves were tremendous to begin with ; more than dozen of tails, so that lil what remained from it was one tail or two enough for a long time, so activating the seal was unnecessary, and every tail was many, many dozen of times denser and purer then original tailed beasts from Naruto world ...

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.....unknown period of time....

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~ After the last near death experience our Mc had a lot on his mind, thinking about what just happened , he came with many theories about it , and non of them felt like helping his case or they simply made no sense to begin with: to many unknowns , to much missing info ....

He revised his memories over and over again , to reach some form of inspiration or insight or simply called enlighten, and after so much of simulating scenarios using his past life mundane info from earth and supernatural info derived from novels, anime and on was still struggling to find his path....

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~ But suddenly it hits him, apart from the wierd phenomenon ; what confused him was the figure that was emerging , recalling back it looked similar to him, not the current but his past life self, it made no sense at all who it was why was coming here how and ??..??..??

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...a big decision...and a leap of fate...

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"...All my life i played it safe, i was a ghost now is the time to end this ,I'm already to far away to turn back ,i always said all or nothing but never really meant it because I'm a coward by nature .. well not a coward but a big softie who dislikes free violence and rong stuff.. !".

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"...No more hesitation let go down with a big bang and a smile on my face (wild west way), because nothing works and my time is really running out !".

"...Let get luse and meet our maker ,and just like that > i cut de chakra supply to > my body but to my surprise this time > I'm not blown away like a sand castle for a sec or two nothing even seems to happened ?"hmm"!...

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~ And then I noticed is slow the erasure process is very slow

"...Ehmmmm"!? .. I'm adapting further to the <Void> strange and even the pressure on my spirit is almost not traceable what going on ???... !"

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~ Do you remember that nagging feeling you get sometimes in some corner of your mind who tells or warns you about something like a six sense or something which I'm very intimate with it from young age , the first time i sensed exotic energies as a fetus ,and later was saving my ass every time i was about to do something by common sense standards Retarded .

I got one right now, but this time every fiber in my body > tells me to let go and... I just do that... I'm letting go and close my eyes and observe when I reach inside my [Mindscape] i hear a voice.

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...UNKNOWN ENCOUNTER.....

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UNKNOWN>"finally your here!" the aperantly similar to my old me being tells me whit no visible emotions on his face .

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MC>"hello, i say !".not knowing what else to say in this situation > i look at the figure in front of me , it feels like those fanfiction scenarios when you meet God or future self.

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UNKNOWN> "I asure you I'm not God your and before you ask me, if i can read you mind the answer is : the Void or Origin connecte us , i can't hear or read what you thinking about and even if i could i wouldn't read your mind that would be rude , well if i were alive or a living being.... to begin with! ".

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MC> : - "Then why.....?".

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UNKNOWN> : - "Who I'm a is not important, well not enymore... im on my last breath literally but what's important it is:

- who are you and before you think about how cliche it is ; you need to know this situation is quite unique, your time is running out and is a paradox since time in the Void by definition is null... !".

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`MC.."Then what can I do for you!?".

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UNKNOWN> "Receive something from me!"

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MC> :-"why?! i said while raising one eye brow awaiting his response.

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UNKNOWN> "Because you are worthy since you are a unique living miracle and paradox that is all .And i know your mindset and character so accept my goodwill, because it will not taint ..or manipulate you..after all for my intervention i will pay the ultimate price and all fade away into the very Nothingness period ..well i would fade even without meeting you after all i came to die here!".

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UNKNOWN > Now about me since this isn't going anywhere and i need your trust for it since my time is running low, I'm an like a clone but it would be better to be defined as a low interactive recording or a tool carrying a message from the future you.. !''.

"....the future you choose erasure by coming in here, choosing this for his own volition and the reason is!?: misplaced purpose and life choices, so while dissipating into the void, he found his past self here too and made an last effort by creating and sending me to you!" .

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UNKNOWN >"you can say!.. a change of heart of sorts, and a opportunity... !".

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MY FUTURE RECORDING> My purpose a message>and a Memory-Orb..

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"First the memory orb - "after that a small orb of transparent energy flew into Mc's astral forehead dissipating slowly ".

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MC> I tried to dodge the incoming orb by pure instinct but I failed , a myriad of things were passing through my mind, afraid because every action > had an reaction and everything has a price...For example all those <OC's> from the stories received some"form of help or cheat ,golden finger" but those advantages they must have some kind of price to pay ; since they say : -" there no free lunch in the world," which i hate that saying, because i kinda disagree , since I'm more a ferm believer of equal exchange and fair trade but also of generosity in the right context.

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And it happened fast...memories my old memories things that i lost, I finally saw the "faces of my love ones", remembered their "names" my true name, and joy fills me up, but suddenly > i experiencing my own death > my sudden rise from my own body just like a ghost..and...I'm looking confused at my own body > i try to touch it but i can't...?! i pass through it > i watch helplessly at my own sleeping "wife" who is near me> i try to do something > but i luse consciousness in "my astral form" and a <gate> formed right above me which it suck me in away ...

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...All this gives me mixed feelings "joy" to se my family faces and finally remembering their:- "names"..But soon my joy is followed by "despair" because what if i can't see them again...? what if i fail..? but a terrible feeling hits me hard > why all those images were in "Third Person Wiew" like an observer point of view! ??...

...And fear is taking Root inside of me ,what is going on?? ....i hiperventilate> I'm getting a panic attack.... "Calm down!" i hear in my head.. "calm down remember were you are and what you are doing!"...the voice tells me again..

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...MC>--What is going on? I. don't understand everything enymore!?".and I'm out from the memories.....

...FUTURE ME MESSAGE> "I know you have questions i see you noticed the abnormality of the situation?. but !"..you need to.."Calm down since time is running out and you need to understand the particularly of your own situation!".(and again the scenery changes)..

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...This time I'm into the "gate-tunnel"> i was sucked in before and I'm floating up flying versus the "end of the tunnel", but again something happens is like I'm trying to wake up struggling but fail.. but something like a sparkle fly > out of my astral body and I'm calming down right after while the spark takes shape of "an orb" similar same colour of the "ghost like body", the body who reaches the "end of the tunnel"....and it was gone..

...But the newborn "orb" who remained inside it's thrown into a "sea of many orbs" to many to count, it stays there a period of time ,while many other orbs appear and disappear, and after a while the "orb" goes away to..travelling in some new direction like it was guided, again imagine changes and I'm back to the beginning of my adventure in my "mom" belly as a "fetus" this time I'm not experiencing in "third person" but "first person" is like doing it again and finally...

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~`I'm out facing the unknown entity with my old face and body.

UNKNOWN> -"You needed to know everything before you start your new journey, you need to make up "Heads to Tails" and understand your "particular situation" before you begin to Ascend!".. And you are correct about the Equal Exchange is always needed ; but in this case or situation you are not the one who pays the price, but the "future you!"....

UNKNOWN>-Im just an "Medium" a Tool whit no ego just an entity whit "one purpose" only to deliver what i just did >and a "Message"> (and again a small orb fly away to my direction).."The price was paid by future you i hear!"..

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...Suddenly i can hear in my mind :"All keep this short -you would succeeded to ascend but because the lack of memories you don't have..you would becomed a [HALF BROKEN DIVINITY] who would live a very long ,lonely and sad life right until you would take the "Final Jump" into the void to end it ...sad but!"...

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...`But an unexpected opportunity arised> when the "old" and "new" come together in the [Void] were time is "null".. an opportunity to change everything "back to the right track!"..

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...`The "missing memories"or last pice "of the puzzle"> the message and the price > my own erasure > which was unavoidable enyway!"...

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..."Live life properly this time... be more selfish and less selfless ,World Problems are not yours to solve..And do remember were Heroes end.. and what remains of them ...Dust..just an old tale to be told, lost in time.. good luck sadly what i said to you, can't work on me because is to late for me ,and the memories you just received i recieved myself while dissipating into <Nothingness> , were? from and how? from who ?idk...<Void> is truly <Mysterious Place> and second and last , WHATEVER YOU DO.. DON'T TRY.. NO.. MATTER WHAT ..LV OF POWER YOU ACHIEVE YOU SHOULD!".....

"...you understand it..!do you..just live and don't waste the new life chasing the old....just let it go and!"....

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UNKNOWN>-"I have completed my task , good luck!" .And puffs away like a "shadow clone" whit a vague almost untraceable smile on his face.....

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MC>-"I have seen, heard and did so many things in my long life, but how do you even react to something like this ..?!"... who I'm i..!?.

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...`in this moment I'm feeling lost like never before..Who am I'm?, what am I'm ?what to do ?, were to go!?"....

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.... unmesurablle amount of time....

MC> At the beginning> i needed to calm the ''rageing storm" inside of me ; The gift was "brutal" but at the end there was hope, " so to go on..i need to let go", let go of my past the so called my old life and family..myself..

...i dont know if I can do that completely but all try...

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~`After i somehow calmed myself down.. i redirected back to the "ASCENSION", back to the old MEDITATION , my body is gone ; well i can always rebuild it .... my soul-spirit is under erasure process ..slowly but certain, even my missing Spirit pieces can be rebuilt.. but I'm a actually let it happening on purpose because on INSTINCTUAL lv > i know what to do and I know more or less what will happened but can't find the words to explain it is sort of "autopilot"? thingy.. i don't control it i follow or I'm riding the flow...

...I'm calm so calm that.. I'm looking at my Metaphysical body dissipating into particles almost fascinated about it..

...i mean... i spent more than" two hundred years" building, reinforcing and evolving my body and soul and now...! I'm looking at them while are fading away into the <Nothingness> and instead of panic is excitement...

I'm fascinated about all this, you might ask "why I'm reacting like this!?" : is simple my mind is so "clear" that you can say I'm influenced by some external force. but in reality I'm in full control.

The reason why is simple ?..usually when <Body and Soul-Spirit> is under attack >even the <Mind> suffer like hellish pain.. but not now... I'm crystal clear freaking "Zen" ,that's the reason.....

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...And yet under this circumstances here and now, I'm good "enlightened" in trance and full of control (i feel like rebuilt everything i lost in a split second). And also even if i have only seconds to exist... i know is not the end but a new beginning ...i have to take the final step i have to take the <Final Leap of Faith>..puffff..

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....new beginning after the end.....

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~`And so my Spirit 'puffs away' into the Void. But I'm still in here, I'm different not a "Soul-Spirit Formlike" but "Astral Form" like when I used to spy my way.

The difference is that then... i felt connected with my body and soul ..but now I'm connect to the VOID or NOTHININGNESS and damm it feels like having a Video Game char selection well not really like it sounds it ;no i don't have a video game character creation screen in front of me , is more like i feel like i can do it ...so let get to work...

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....uncountable time passed....

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~`I'm in the middle of turning my [Divine Seed] into a [Divine Body] or the very last step of becoming a [Divine Being] .

Why not a [God]?..*hehe!*.. Newsflash.. [GOD] by definition is perfection , eternal , infinite , omnipotent , omniscient ,omnipresent , omni everething and on, whit no equal .

So you think is that easy? do you..?...You get <Isekai> and get <GodMode> from the "console chat" " pfff!" .. no way would be that easy, isn't it.. !".

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...So back to the [Divine Thingy] .. Is a Mind Blowing Experience .."a two way street" i think you learn a Infinity of things like a perpetual state of Enlightenment and you learn by doing it ....

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....They are few conditions to achieve True <Divinity>:

- First you need to be claim by death, dieing and rebirthing can do the job; But only if you keep your memories? .. if not you will keep going into the "endless cycle of reincarnation.

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- Second, <KARMA> yes the famous "Fabled Karma": "good deeds bad deeds" thingy and in "balance" or< Positive Karma>.

-And third make pace with <Your self > being in pace deal with your personal "demons" and "traumas" or will twist you and remove from your path...

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-And last you need to be "UNIQUE"

"...Well aren't we all? Noop incorrect "unique" like the only you no alternative you existing in the "alternative world's " (you know Jet Lee "THE ONE").....

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...And those conditions are not Optional. But they are a few lil ones who they are ,a little "giggle in the background" funny stuff actually....:

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...You se you need to be strong enough to come in here at first and after you survived the Voyage and the InstantDeath to the exposure of <Void> . And for that it might help if you have perfect balance between Body -Spirit and Mind or Harmony (like personal stat's in a videogame perfect balance between str, vit, int, dex, wis and so on) they are other but they are only optional and no fundamental... but they help a lot ...overall more you know and you can do will make the difference...

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...I was in the middle of my 255 th attemptive to create my [DIVINE~BODY] but before i was about to finish it i had to abort it ofcourse without consequences, because:

From my first attempt something was definitely lacking: TO BIG and started again FELT RONG and again .

So no i didn't fail but everytime i did it didn't felt like me since every path i chose I'm becoming a freaking Titan the size of a Sun which it's cool but not practical if you wana interact with other mortal beings and that olmost felt like "dressing for a date" and none of my clothes were good for it .

But every attempt was a Learning Experience making the next one better and better until it just clicked to me and i realized THAT WHAT I WANTED AND WHAT I NEEDED WERE >TWO SEPARATED THINGS and stopped .

...And also i was surprised by my usage of dates and mortal beings use of words ..."man I'm olready changing, I'm using words like "mortals" lol and also I'm getting giddy for a date :)) you see , after all I lived all my entire life like a "Monk"and a "freaking stalker", I'm sick and tired of solitude and I'm getting out of track..

...So Gigantic Being the size of a Sun is out of question ; compressing myself at a decent manageable size is..?..yea.. out of question too..even a small breathing alone would erase a city's and every step would..damm i can picture in my mind.."earthquakes"and as cool might sound to you isn't to me since it's giving me some..rrr. shivers on my spine especially when I never liked those who build their future and happiness on cadavers of the innocent simple folks..

.. So this isn't the answer I'm looking for, need to be done >in a way that allows me to travel, similar to what I was before my ascension even if it might be weaker compared to a freaking divine titan ; back in Naruto world i was so strong body wise that i had no challenge i could take the entire world by myself even if I'm a bif softie and a very peaceful person.

~`So the answer is actually very simple and yet very unorthodox so :

~ I planted my complete [Divine Seed] that I already formed> into the <Void> and started the process for the last time..and..i decided that I'm going to evolve my [DIVINITY BODY] into a [DIMENSION]..

"...Yes you got that right I'm going to become a freaking World, Reality , Realm, Dimension, Universe ,you name it;

A separated entity from the Omniverse but anchored into the very VOID itself like a Tree planted whit it's ROOTS inside the NOTHINGNESS .

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P.S all stick to void from now on.

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~So I can use <Avatars> to travel were i want to...

...So let it be done and.. there seems to be a little problem thou; or an incident you might say.. you see while forming the new me > my last 255 failures decided to..join in!?.

And i have no idea how or why!?. But i can't feel everything bad about it. Soo all deal with it later since i can't split my focus now when i have to imagine my Universe using the same "law's from Naruto World" as a template who can be improved later and done ....and lost..... consciousness again....

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~`I know.. I'm lacking the "creativity" to come with something truly Original..

"...But for the love of creation... This takes my breath away.. !"

~"I'm a <GIANT SUN> with a size i can't even quantify it ...maybe a gigantic mathematic compex formula can help enyway..

...The Sun is my core > and the space is my body * hehe!* I never thought I'll say something like that before it's kinda making me so giddy abaut it ..

...and if you're wondering how can i travel as a sun!? ,hehe i can Project Avatars hell i already 255 plus one so 256 ;

Remember the failed attempt that have rudely decided to follow me from my last attempt to finalise my "DIVINITY" they decrease in size, and i can feel connect with them like my own limbs similar to PAIN SIX PATHS .."hmm" ! but different all explore theat road later ..

~ IF GOD IS PERFECTION ,DIVINITY IS A PICE OF IT~... and...

"You're not perfect but aspire for it and if you don't stagnate you can grow indefinitely and infinitely but never be perfect and yet aspire to be : simply but poetic and yet the truth of the irony is not lost on me...

i mean who's crazy to wish for perfection a human reaching perfection, means eternal loneliness ; you need nothing, aspire nothing, you are enough for yourself period what a strange thought.. !".

~`Now I'm a giant [Sun] surround by[Endless Space] that Expands Infinitely and keeps growing especially when I focus on it to happened .

I can feel the [Reality Bubble] the very borders of my new self and all the space inside and it is simply mind blowing ...

...If as a human i was similar to an<egg> let's say , the white cover was the Body the semi transparent part was my Spirit... and the orange or reddish part was my Mind as a human....but....

...And now the <BIG SUN> is my <MIND and SOUL> the "deep space "surrounding me is <SPIRIT> and domain. And the protective bubble my limit or my own skin..

...If u noticed <Soul-Spirit> use of words ..let me clear that fact, Living Being have Spirit since the Soul is the source and Origin of spirit .

...Soul is like a Cell in a Infinite Body whit Infinite capabilities and ETERNAL....

...Spirit are extensions of Soul like the light emanate from a sun; whit a wireless connection that maintain and feeds the Spirit and yet the Spirit can become in the right conditions a Seed of a Soul just like i did ; which means that i lost my "spiral rainbow rope" who connect my Spirit whit my Soulsource after my ascension as a complete being or DIVINITY .

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~`After observing my new self and playing "lol" whit myself it sounds so rong "hehe"(but don't care I'm a Divine being now so bug off) , it was time to get busy ; No rest for the lil oll but new me , got it ? lil me hehe. :))

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~ Time for HOME PLANET DEVELOPMENT PLAN PROJECT live on VOID TV broadcast . So i take control of a body from the my failures >morph into it to suit myself better and adjust to it and it become part of me now.(my avatars looks well like a mixed version of my past two life's but i reverted back to my new Brandon Lee look) .

And start to work at my new home, my past self hade many job's and >construction work was one of it.

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~`But first for the planet > Lava release: into a Giant Ball of pure Lava > and cover it whit Earth release and finally > Water release.... and that it's a Planet ..but not a living one ..so i added much diversity of Earth variations Metal's and crystals included and on...

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~`The atmosphere i made later was of a variation of manny gases >mainly oxygen in superior quantities , nitrogen even higher, azoto ,carbon dioxide water vapour ...etc need further exploration..

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...To contain all this need lairs of protection:

Ionosphere , Mesosphere , Stratosphere , Troposphere and so on..

After all i did explored them in Naruto world while flying into space and my inquisitive mind and curiosity pays off and so...

I returned to the core, like a Giant Rasegan of lava and unmelted rock i let it spin slowly, then i reinforced the confines between core and earth with different variations of stone but i left a few tunnels to the surface just like back home for natural mountain formation.

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~`Next step creating <habitable islands> from the surface of Earth> lair who's piercing the giant Oceans surface ....

~`And done let's gravitate the Planet around my narcissistic self <The Sun>, while it spins clockwise into herself or himself , and the finishing step mokun a lil bit whit all the stuff i know and accelerate the time law's to fast forward let's say : a few millions of years and voila..

...And the he seventh day i rested myself enjoying my new home the end .(addon later):)) every travel all add new things.

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.....I think all love my new life!.....