Failure and Success

Now I can recognize how difficult it is to have no cheats  and become powerful in this real world and not following the novel mcs in the fiction story world. It has been more than two year's after arriving in this world. 

There has been failures and little success in the preparation list made by the past me which knocked out my present me of the reality and the difficulties faced by the current me.There has been no improvement with the sword technique which tells how a combat genius was Cid who came up with those fighting techniques and no qualitative improvement in the fighting power other than fast reflexes in using the sword. 

Nuclear magic also is little hard to successfully power the output with the magic ratio in them to cause significant damage to the enemy and slime suits experiments are with no better results from the black pigments being a less reference to combine with cores of it.

Facing no good results even led to some depression and lower my self-confidence has an otherworlder but that leads to the ending of my loneliness in this world after me meeting my first partner in my life a beautiful elvish girl  Luna who comparable to the beauty of Alfa in the anime with pink hair with golden irises of a cute face with a S class body shape and good assets of a seductive pre developed of a adolescent women in them at a very young age, this happened  before three months ago...

I made some additional planning of experimenting with magic power after getting a scout message from one of the knight, so I decided to have knights to capture the demonic possession from a church transport team in the outer part of the city to a secret family base in the capital building where after overloading the magic output ratio according to different types  of wavelength(According to Cid) for two months I have successfully transformed her into  her original form and rightfully saved her  in  hero style and made her my personal knight with absolute loyal to me as one of my wife in the future with feelings for each other.

After this event I planned to collect.....I mean rescue other girls to form my knights order of girls but unfortunately I was kidnapped by the super seven of the shadow garden members.

After this event I got a enlightenment in my 33 years of life  experience (Including previous 20yrs+current body 13yrs) result is that life does not go according to the plan....