I feel so indispose but I needed to be strong, that's the only choice I have. It's dawn but I couldn't sleep so I am just staring at the paper. This is Andrei's letter to me, that man! He could've stayed for me and tell me these words.
I fought the urge to cry because my brother hates seeing me cry, I knew that he's just around.
"Fine! I won't cry, you're unfair but I won't cry!" I said under my heavy breathing.
Savannah Moure, Sav? It's me, the most handsome GS. . . Did you know? Of course not!:)
You were just 13 year-old when I met you. I was asking my parents about your sudden existence and I was really shocked when they told me that I should be nice to you because we're siblings already, like what? I don't even know where you came from.
You're emotionless sometimes and most of the time, you're mad for no reason huhuhu :(
Dad explained everything to me and I am really happy but feels sorry for you, you had a bad journey at that age:(
Still remember? All of the househelps were scared of you, even your voice scared them hahaha! But you're pretty so I'm a little bit okay with your attitude hahaha and you're so picky when it comes to your food.
So much for that, I just want to be honest now. Don't be upset or what, okay? There are just two things I hated in this world, the first one is seeing you cry while the last one is hearing you calling me your brother.
Why? Because we're not blood related so loving you ain't a crime, I'm safe. Yes, I love you. I love you, okay? I am writing this letter to tell you that, I, Andrei Moure loves you, while you were calling me your brother, I am loving you in silence too. Savannah, please don't cry anymore. I love you. I prayed that in another life, our paths will cross again. Take care and be strong. Opppss, don't cry because I'm watching!
Until the paper's all wet because of my tears! How could I not cry, huh? You answer me, Andrei!
"I hate you, why are you so unfair, huh? I told you not to leave me, to stay alive for me but why?"
I swear to the depth of hell, they will pay for your death, they're gonna pay for this.
...
Andrei wrote that letter like he's so certain that something will happen to him. He's also acting strange that time. That means something, he knew that he's gonna die.
"Shit!" I said through my gritted teeth.
He's acting strange and. . . he bought me a new phone which is very unusual and my old phone still had that message.
"Fuck!" Andrei's not fond of buying me things unless I asked him to.
Die! you're not Moure anyway!
He saw that message that's why he took my phone. Now, I am certain that he really saw that bullshit message. I hurriedly went to Andrei's room, hoping that I'd find my phone, what ifs are bugging me.
I checked his bed, his huge closet, the shoe rack, the table, the cabinet, the study room, the small library but I couldn't find my phone. The bathroom is my only hope and but it's a bathroom. Still, I tried to open it but it's locked.
I hurriedly made my way to Jang's room, she has all the keys. She ain't in her room so I was making my way downstairs but stopped when I heard a small argument.
"You're the father of this child but I don't have plans marrying you!" It's Eloise talking to Joseph.
"Just let me love you, I'll do everything to be the best father of our baby."
But I'm in hurry so I won't just stand here and listen to whatever they're talking.
"Early drama?" A kind of blatant question.
"Shut up!" She exclaimed and I kind of agitated.
"Why would I? This ain't the right thing a couple should do in the morning." Her cheeks redden in vehemence upon hearing the word couple. Joseph just stooped down his head.
"We're not! You crazy!"
"You guys fucked but you're not lovers?" She was taken aback at that, "And if I am crazy? I'll really choke you to death." I added, my temper really rose up to the extent of wanting to pull her hair.
I left them standing—unable to say anything, I hurriedly went outside and I really saw Jang talking to someone over the phone and when she saw me, I told her about the keys. I am in hurry so we're both running upstairs to find the keys. His bathroom's always open and now? It's freaking us out.
"I'm afraid. . ." I uttered under my heavy breathing. Miss Jang was already looking for the key and when she found it, we both held our breath.
"Miss Jang, I'm really nervous. . . open it." I crossed my arms while walking back and forth. I'm nervous. It's just a mere bathroom but why am I so anxious about it?
"Jesus! Oh my god Andrei!" I heard her voice behind me and when I went towards her direction. . . my lips parted in horror because. . . there's a blood that both stained the floor and the wall. What's with this blood? Is it Andrei's blood? Shit.