Chapter 9

Jaya shivered and reached shaking fingers for the board, moving another piece while she thought about what to tell him. Ivan wanted her badly and he wasn't making a secret of his intentions. She knew that he wasn't holding back out of any desire to make her more comfortable with her situation. A man who could ruthlessly kidnap and keep a woman, then subject her to the things Ivan had done and threatened Jaya with wouldn't care about her comfort. No, Ivan didn't like the idea of anyone having any kind of control over him. So he was spending time with her, trying to figure out what it was about Jaya that drew him to her. What scared Jaya was the thought of what Ivan might to do to her if he decided she had too much control over him. Because there was something about her that drew him and she didn't want to be around when he decided what it was and what he wanted to do about it.

She took a deep breath and began speaking while he debated his next move. "My brother was the youngest at nine years old, then I was the next at twelve, my two sisters were fifteen and sixteen. I always wanted to be treated like my sisters but was often too young to go out with them so got left behind with my grandma. My brother was the baby and indulged, which was pretty common. He was a sweetheart though and loved to share. He used to come into my room to play with my toys because he liked mine better. It used to annoy me, but now I wish I could go back and share better with him. My dad was strict, but not authoritarian by any means-"

Ivan snorted, "So he isn't where you got your severe dislike of organizations."

She glared at Ivan and continued speaking. "My mother was awesome. She could yell like nobody's business when she was mad about something; usually one of my sister's coming home late or someone messing up one of her rugs. But mom also cooked better than anyone I knew and loved having people over to eat. She shouldn't have died the way she did. None of them should've. They were just- just applying for passports. We were going to travel-"

She couldn't stop the tears now as they spilled from her eyes. Her hands fell into her lap and she glared at the chess board, no longer interested in playing. She didn't want to jump through Ivan's hoops anymore.

"Your tears only make me hornier, sweetheart," he said, smiling coldly. "Keep crying. In fact, why don't you pull your chair closer." He reached out and slid the chess board closer to his side of the table. "Come here."

She swiped angrily at the tears dripping down her face and bared her teeth at him. "You're a sick fuck!" she snarled. "You know that, don't you, Ivan?"

The only evidence that her outburst hit the mark was in the slight tightening of his muscles. His smile never slipped though the grey in his eyes became even more glacial if that was possible. "Just for that," he said coolly, "you can get on your hands and knees and crawl to me. Then you can finish this game sitting on my knee. Apparently, you need to learn your place."

"And where is that?" she asked, her ire growing with each exchange they had.

"For now?" he said, eyeing her with little more than casual interest. As though she held his attention for the moment but could be easily discarded once she no longer amused him. "A slave."

Jaya knew she should be outraged, and part of her definitely was. But her opinion of Ivan had sunk so low that she expected little else from him. She stood and stepped away from the table, her fists clenched tightly against the soft folds of her sari. He waved his hand, gesturing for her to move away from the table. As she did he pushed his own chair back a few feet and spread his legs, resting his arms in a relaxed position. She knew better though, Ivan never relaxed.

He lifted one arm and pointed two fingers toward her stomach, "Remove the wrap," he said, waving his hand imperiously.

Breathing heavily through her nose and using jerky motions, Jaya took the wrap section of her sari off. She allowed it to drop to the stone tiles. She lifted her chin and stared at him, trying to convey every ounce of contempt she felt for him in one scorching look. If the heated look he gave her in return was any indication, she both succeeded and failed at getting her message across.

He nodded toward the ground. "Now the shoes."

She kicked the shoes off, knocking them viciously to the side.

"On your knees."

The words were emphasized with pleasure dripping from each one. Reminding herself that this was all a game to him, a power play to get under her skin and rattle her, she lifted her chin and dropped to her knees, wincing a little as she hit the stone. She leaned forward onto her hands and arched her back, her hair falling in a wave on either side of her face.

"Now crawl, Jaya," he said huskily. "Show me what a good little slave you are."

She glanced up at him. His voice sounded different, as though he were struggling to control it, keep it as cool as always. She was affecting him. Gritting her teeth, Jaya started crawling toward him, ignoring the tug of her skirt as it caught against the rough stone with each movement she made. What did she care if the delicate fabric tore? He could just get her a new one from his seemingly endless supply of Indian women's clothing.

He shifted his chair even further from the table, closer to her and patted his knee. Jaya stopped crawling and dug her fingers into the stone tiles. She pulled her lips back in a growl and thought about launching herself at him, maybe punching him where he was vulnerable. She swayed forward, closing the space between them until she was kneeling at his feet, glaring up at him. He leaned over and braced his elbows on his knees until his face hovered over hers. She tried to cringe away from him, crawl backwards but he grabbed the hair at the back of her head, tangling his fingers in the thick mass.

Using her hair to guide her, he forced her up higher and urged her further between his legs until their lips were only inches apart. Her heart nearly jumped out of her chest and her skin crawled as if it was on fire. Though she didn't want to touch any part of him she also really didn't want to get any closer, so she grabbed his thighs and braced her arms. He yanked on her hair until her head twisted. He leaned down, his lips grazing the edge of her jaw. He didn't kiss her exactly, but he ran his mouth over her, touching the skin of her chin, the curve of her cheek and finally the shell of her ear. A tiny sigh slid from her lips before she could stop it. She wanted to hate his touch. But, while his caress invoked terror, the slightly rough rasp of his chin sliding across her also felt good.

"Such a sweet little slave," he murmured in her ear.