[Reality] My Twenties

Six years of on and off relationship, I knew if I broke up that last time I would lose my fated love.

I hated failure and felt that being in a relationship became obstacle in my career path. I lost inspiration and wanted to break free from the relationship shackle.

So I cruelly broke a boy's pure heart. And I ate my karma.

My heart froze into stone. I got close to other boys and entered into relationships but still felt nothing. Relationships were just for status, not love.

Gone too my dreams, my muse and my inspirations. Life without love was like a dry sheet. That was how I got through my 20s. Colorless.