Qian Renxue's realization

[A/N: You better prepare tissues when reading this one.]

Xu Shuang listened to the invitation of Qian Renxue with a calm face, as she already expected her to do this.

After all, Qian Renxue can tolerate and recruit the son of the enemy of her father, much less Xu Shuang that does not have any conflict with her.

But, Xu Shuang already has an answer to the invitation of Qian Renxue.

"I'm sorry your highness, but I cannot accept your invitation."

"Are the offers I gave too low? Then state your conditions, Miss Xu." Qian Renxue said.

Xu Shuang shook her head and answered.

"It's not because of the offers, but because I'm bound to get them once I'm stronger. Power, Status, and Wealth, which one I cannot obtain when I become a Titled Douluo?"

"Rather than participating in messy politics to pursue illusionary benefits, I would rather cultivate to be stronger, and the benefits will come to my door by themselves."

"If your highness doesn't have anything else to say, then may we leave now?"

Qian Renxue nodded in a daze.

After Xu Shuang and Ye Lingling left the restaurant, Qian Renxue continued to sit there in a daze, the servants at the side also sensed that something is wrong so they all left.

When she was the only one left inside the restaurant, she asked the air.

"Elder She, have I been wasting my time and talent all these 16 years?"

The empty space behind her rippled and a middle-aged man that has spiky white hair. He has a deep scar over his left eye and tattoos on both of his arms. He shows off his well-built body whilst only clad in cross-shaped bandages on the upper body

She Long stood behind Qian Renxue, but he didn't know how to answer this question at all, so he just remained silent.

But to Qian Renxue silence was already the loudest answer.

A golden light flashed as Qian Renxue returned to her real identity, the daughter of Bibi Dong, Seraphim martial spirit possessor, Qian Renxue!

She has snow-white skin, slightly slender phoenix eyes, and a face with somewhat stateliness. She is a rather beautiful person with a cold and indifferent face which exudes dignity.

But now, Qian Renxue's purple eyes were filled with confusion, trying to figure out what went wrong.

Slowly she started to laugh, but this laugh contained deep despair and sadness as tears swelled up from her eyes.

"Mother, your too ruthless, too ruthless to me, You sent me here to be an undercover agent for 16 whole years."

"16 Whole years, where I could have experienced the joy of life, play with friends, and socialized with others."

"I sacrificed 16 years of my life just to please you, to hope that when I got results, you won't look at me with those cold and emotionless eyes."

"But, 16 years have passed and nothing has changed, you still look at me with those eyes, you are still so cold and indifferent to me."

"And I heard you accepted a talented disciple, A fox martial spirit with innate 9 spirit power, but I'm more talented than her!"

"Why do you look at her with such gentle and caring eyes, loved her fully. Why do you love her more than me?! Your own flesh and blood, you chose not to love me."

"All I ever wanted was for you to look at me with love like a mother would, Spend time with me like a mother would, and take care of me as a mother would."

"All I ever wanted was for you to be a mother to me."

Qian Renxue sat on the chair as she said those words from crystal clear at the start to hoarse and filled with longing at the end. Slowly she fell asleep on the table with her face full of tears.

She Long on the side quickly took out a blanket from his storage spirit tool and covered Qian Renxue with it.

Several times he wanted to interrupt her, but he has no words to comfort her, so he just let her vent her heart out.

After all, no one can imagine how deep the pain and grievance inside a child's heart longing for a mother's love.