118 I Love You

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Helpless cries and whimpers continued to prevail in the vast room since the moment Hanlu arrived. It had been more than an hour and by now, Hanlu completely sobered up from the amount of alcohol he had consumed and instead intoxicated by a different reason.

He was still mad at the thought of Ian sleeping with his friend, so even though he knew the truth now that he confirmed it himself. The image he saw last night still made him crazy. Added the fact that Ian was emitting his mating pheromones, Hanlu couldn't stop himself. However, he was not sure himself if he did want to stop.

"You like that?" Hanlu groans heavily as he plunges his massive length inside his lover's deep and wet cavern earning a loud whine. With his lashes still damp from his earlier bawls, Ian gripped on Hanlu's glistening arms needily. He hummed agreeing before his mouth dropped open in a soundless moan.

"I'll give it all to you," Hanlu said dotingly and moved the way he knew Ian loved the most. The room once again filled with loud gasps and moans from the two. And as Hanlu started moving aggressively, an audible slapping skin erupted across the room mixing into the existing sound. 

The sounds from the obvious love-making continued for long minutes before the two once again reached their climax, and screaming in glee.

"Ahhh, H-Hot! So Hot!" Ian whined arching his back. He gulps on his own saliva before the two engaged into a hungry and passionate kiss.

"Don't you dare mention another man when I'm around." Hanlu growls separating from the kiss which Ian nodded in a daze obediently before he once again clings to Hanlu.

"Hmmm, M-More. I want more." He demanded. Hanlu didn't make his lover wait and proceeded for another round. Ian didn't need to say it twice since he was not even planning to stop until all his build-up desires are completely sated. At the back of Hanlu's mind, he was thinking of making Ian unable to accept other men but him.

Without pulling out from Ian's tightening tube, Hanlu once again started to move. Pulling out by a half and plunging his hips back with force. He loved that whenever he did it, Ian would squeak in pleasure. 

There was no evidence of exhaustion on Hanlu's body with the amount of force he puts into pleasuring Ian. He made sure all of him was inside and stroking all of Ian's pleasure spots. It was easy for him because he knew Ian's body quite well and he knew the Omega liked being completely dominated in bed.

"YES! Luu!!" Ian whined, he wanted to watch Hanlu but finds it difficult with his eyes rolling up on his own. He had no choice but to close it. Getting more addicted to the pleasure Hanlu was giving him. Ian couldn't tell anymore if this was reality or not. All he wanted was to feel good, sating all his suppressed desires.

Whether all of this was happening in real life or not.  Maybe it was his fever making him think this way but at this moment, Ian just wanted to indulge himself. Only Hanlu is his cure. He knew for sure that as long as Hanlu was beside him, he would be okay.

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Waking up feeling his fever gone already, Ian snuggled closer to the warmth that he's currently hugging. He's already awake but his eyes were still so heavy that he once again fell asleep. He only fully woke up after 15 minutes realizing he was with someone on the bed.

With his eyes popping open, only one person appeared on his mind and he cursed internally as he slowly removed himself from the man.

'FUCK! FUCK! Ian are you freaking crazy?! I can't believe you did it with him. Are you that desperate?!' Ian scolded himself and quickly sat up covering his face in embarrassment and total regret. His face fell in horror as soon as he felt the slightly warm and sticky liquid gush out from between his legs.

Ian quickly removed the blanket covering the lower half of his body and turned pale in shock seeing the white liquid overflowing. Ian immediately turned sick in disgust and grieved. He started hyperventilating in panic, his eyes began watering. He held onto his bare chest as he finally started crying.

He tried to move his legs but couldn't. He was frozen. "N-No!... No!!" He mumbles between his abnormally rapid breaths. It didn't take for too long for the man beside him to wake up at the sudden commotion.

"Ian?! W-What happened!" Noticing his lover's panic attack, Hanlu quickly sat up and hugged him.

"Shhhh, it's okay. It's okay." Hanlu cheered, falling into panic as well, not knowing what to do. This was the first time he had seen Ian like this. Ian was always a tough guy, always had something to say. Never did he see Ian like this.

"L-Luu?!" Ian uttered in question, he could not believe Hanlu was beside him. Hugging him. He thought he would never be able to see or be with the Alpha like this ever again.

"Yes, it's me. Are you okay? Are you feeling sick? Did it hurt anywhere? Please, tell me." Hanlu asked in a rush before he pulled away from the hug and cupped Ian's cheeks carefully. He caresses the damp surface soothingly and thankfully Ian began calming down. His breathing began slowing down until it was normal.

"I-I thought... I thought it was Henry..." Ian bawled, his sight turned blurry with the number of tears falling from his eyes. When he woke up, he thought he had slept with Henry. He thought he had become so desperate that he made Henry Hanlu's substitute.

He thought he was just dreaming Hanlu with him since it was impossible for the Alpha to be with him now that he's going to get married. The second he saw the semen coming out of him, disgust overcome Ian. For a slight moment, he felt dirty. But now seeing Hanlu with him, he felt relieved. 

Tears overflow from his eyes knowing that he did it with Hanlu and not Henry. If it was Henry, he didn't know what he would have done. The thought terrified him.

Hanlu as soon as he understood what Ian meant to say, once again hugged him.

"Why would you ever think of that?! You were just moaning my name earlier and now you're saying you thought I was that nerd?! I'm definitely getting rid of that bastard." Hanlu growled, trapping Ian in his arms. Just the thought of Henry now made him want to murder him.

". . ." Not replying to Hanlu's statement, Ian embraced the Alpha tighter. It took a minute before everything sunk to his head that he quickly pushed Hanlu away from him. His face contorted with anger and confusion.

"What the fuck are you doing here?!" Ian roared, pulling the blanket and covering it to his naked body. He quickly wiped his cheeks dry and hastily jumped off the bed.

"That's cold. Now that you finished using me, you're angry?!" Hanlu pouted, a frown formed between his brows while he too got off of the bed. He walked towards the escaping Ian and quickly captured him to his arms again.

"Don't you remember what I told you?!" Hanlu whispered, his lips touched Ian's bare neck earning a soft moan from the Omega.

"L-let go! Y-You're... with that movie star." Ian squeals feeling Hanlu's hot lips on his neck and soon stutters regaining what happened to them in his weakest point. Ian shakes his head remembering Hanlu's whispers, blush soon appears on his cheeks.

"I-I don't remember!!" Ian muttered hastily, still struggling from the Alpha's embrace. 

'I love you... Please give me one more chance... hurting the person I love...' Hanlu's voice rang on Ian's mind as he remembered pieces of words Hanlu said to him while they were both intoxicated.

"I love you." Hanlu straightforwardly said against Ian's ears that it becomes red in an instant. Somehow, Hanlu felt very light that he was finally able to say it.

"L-Lie." Ian stuttered but blush remained on his cheeks.

"I love you. And I am not marrying Veronica Chime." Hanlu said again. He was hoping finally this time Ian would understand him but instead, he was wrong. Hanlu soon felt Ian's strong punch against his chiseled face that made them both separate from the embrace.

"MO HANLU YOU JERK! You still want to escape responsibility. You're really the worst." Ian roared. He remembered Veronica was now pregnant and here Hanlu was, saying he doesn't want to marry her?! Although Hanlu was now saying to him he loved him, Ian didn't have time to fight for a single man. He will be fine on his own compared to a pregnant woman.

"You still have this much strength on you. I thought I completely drained you earlier," Hanlu commented. He held his aching jaw in shock but it didn't make him angry. He briefly massaged his jaw and licked the side of his lips that seemed to have been bleeding due to the punch.

"Fuck you! There's still more from where that came from. You think I'll be happy with you saying that you love me? It's not that simple Luu. You're going to be a father, please don't blow it up for your future kid." Ian said angrily, making Hanlu roll his eyes. He turned around and walked to the bed before leisurely sitting on the edge without a care that he's completely exposed to Ian.

"I love you but I sometimes hate that you're extremely stubborn. I already told you, the one she's carrying isn't mine. I don't even remember when was the last time we shared a bed because it was too long ago. I only kept her and the others beside me because they helped me repel unwanted attention." Hanlu explained.

"And e-ever since you came back...It was quite hard for me to sleep with them. And aside from that, all of them are completely protected. I even use a condom. S-so it's impossible that it's mine." Hanlu added again and surprisingly, there was a slight blush on his cheeks. It showed that he was embarrassed to tell the truth to Ian.

Ian hearing Hanlu's explanation, his mouth opened in total shock. All his anger and frustration completely dissipated knowing that Hanlu was telling the truth. Ian knew Hanlu for the longest time and it was easy to know whenever Hanlu was hiding something. He just didn't say anything and acts like nothing is happening.

A deep shade of red covering his whole face to his neck and shoulders. Ian felt like fainting at the amount of blood rushing to his head.

"Hey, say something," Hanlu asked, blushing himself as he maintained his sight to the carpeted floor. He finds it difficult to look Ian in the face now that he's coming clean. It was true that Hanlu slept with multiple people but that was when he started feeling that he liked Ian and even more when Ian left him.

When he was in college, he refused to believe that he fell for a helpless and orphaned Omega. He tried to distract himself thinking it was probably because he was the very first and only person he had sex with that's completely innocent. Ian wasn't Hanlu's first but with Ian, it felt like it was his first time. Mainly because he had to keep himself in check from time to time whether he was hurting him, making him feel good, making him feel secure. For him, it felt like that time was his first time.

So when Ian suddenly left him, he felt miserable. It was his fault, it was his fault he couldn't confess. And when Ian came back, he was angry, his pride overpowering him. He made the same mistake twice. But now, he refused to fail for the third time.

"S-So you're expecting me t-to believe that?!" Ian stuttered blushing at the revelation. The baby wasn't his? Hanlu didn't sleep with his harem for a long time? H-he knew how to use condoms?!! From what Ian remembered, Hanlu told him he hated that stuff because he couldn't feel anything on it compared to doing it raw. Hanlu never wore condoms when they did it and he would always come inside like a fetish, so Ian expected Hanlu was the same with his other partners.

"Yes! Ian, I truly love you. Please..." Hanlu burst desperately in frustration but as soon as he saw how red Ian was, he soon calmed down. He walked closer to Ian again, he didn't say anything and just quickly kissed him, deeply, passionately. Hanlu knew that now, Ian believed him. Because even without saying, he knew.