My Sea Of Music

The noise was never meant for me

The quiet was where I found my peace.

But despite my words on many occasions

I found myself drowning in the sea of music

Such a thing never bothered me

For I never minded the music I played too loud

In my headset, In the corner of my dark bedroom

while everyone slept in a deep slumber

I should have been in a deep sleep too

But I couldn't sleep while I felt my heartbreak.

A thing I was never able to quite fathom

Was how my heart could break when no one hurt me.

No one left me

Yet at the same time, they did.

Sometimes I questioned if the loneliness was what made my heartbreak

In the corner of my dark room.

Just like the silence, I found peace in the darkness

But never minded when a little moonlight would shine in at 12:00 am.

The same time "IDK you yet" By Alexander 23 would play.

The same time my imagination would take over to break my heart a little more.

I peek out my northwest-facing window to look at the road.

A road that was always so beautiful at night.

A road I wish I could walk on under the moonlight

In hand a person I wished to know.

A face I could never clearly see.

A voice I couldn't even hear

A smile I only wished to see

In hand a person I'd never know.

My heart broke silently.

In the cover of darkness

A break no one would hear

In a sea of music now it's time for my slumber.