Chapter 4

In my head there's an image I find so hard to erased but my mind is telling me different, that am strong enough to let go and that everyone who comes into our lives has an end day where it's just going to be us by ourselves and that we are all we need an every other person is just like a wind and that is okay if the wind blow off things, we can never tell how much dirt or dust its taking we only worry about the new face it brings than take.

It seems like every time we think we've got it all figured out?

We get to realize it is just a beginning of a new race, there's no end until you take your last breath.

I pray God make our end better than the life we've lived.

Don't undervalue yourself by overvaluing someone else.

Listen to the silent word inside you and that which is said and unsaid by others don't be too blind or let yourself get carried away by what your eyes see or what heart wants because sometimes you get lost in yourself without you knowing.

It might cost you a price for a lifetime, do not be afraid to face your friars in life sometimes it holds you back from your victory.

Learn not just from your mistakes but from others too, it somehow makes the journey easier.

Do tears really make you weak?

Why should you bow down for others?

Why should you trust someone?

There are so many questions to human existence but what will you do?

Will you stop living because of this entire obstacle? The answer is NO you have to survive.

Fight your own battles and of those who are worth fighting for, remind yourself of what was and what is?

Live in the moment but also learn from past and then be a better version of yourself, be the writer and actor or your own story do not live a life for others for you are you and there would be non like you nor would there ever be.

This doesn't mean that other people's feelings does not count "No" it does but what matters is the effect and impact you both make in each other's life.

In fact value and appreciate those that give you all that in return, for what you give is what u get and one thing is certain KARMA really is an honest bitch.

Know your limits because knowing limits extends your limits.

When you begin face challenges and trials n sometimes even when you growing pride due to power or wealth please take a moment to remind yourself that you were born with nothing,naked and you are going to die naked with nothing but your deeds, you won't be able to bath nor cloth yourself just like you couldn't when you were born.

Come to think of it?

Before any of us were born, we were carried for 9months in our Mother's womb, there we all went through transmission and reformation we had someone to check on us and watch us grow but it's totally different when we die, it's you and you all by yourself. So many things running through my head all at ones.

Are you one of those that believe in birthdays? Do really want to do the maths?

Faith? So to say.

You make it while others say u take it but think, its best when you bake it.

What month where you born for me its April 20, and it takes 9months before a

normal baby is born. So count nine months backwards from April and do the Calculation, tell me what your Answer Is ? You are right if you got August.

Why do I Believe so much in this? Maybe because i was alive and was going thru transmission form the very month my mom realized she was carrying me and i've lived for 9months unknown to the world and my parents, that is the 1st special gift in every humans life not just any life but yours. This is what make us unique we exist even before

we were seen or heard.

We were created out of Clay, and to dust we shall return, we are all going to be helpless at some point the same way you have lived.

The ground you ruled, had control over will be the one to make a choice whether or not to let you in.

Isn't it funny how we plant seeds and they become food and grasses grow on Graves?Why rush? why hate?

A friend once told me it's easy to watch, easier to tell about yourself or be in control of what happens around you? There's so many questions about Your existence.

I get lost in my thoughts and wonder about so many things. What would you want to hear about others or be told on, how to be like others or how far can you grow? how long does it take you to discover yourself? What is

wrong?

If every story was written before you ever lived, do you think you still own it? THAT is the only way you can understand how to dish it.

Animals feed we burn and cut trees like they ain't got life too?

What if the same grass grows on you and then nothing else would matter right? Does It

matter how much your worth?

However we are human, we forget that we were made and created too.

Ask about life and one's self/existence.

your purpose? How often do you think if everything you ever believed in, I'd actually Real or rather find yourself in, Is true?

Make a name for yourself and let others tell your story for another man's greatness but remember very few would tell you about their own story.

Life could hurt but sometimes knowing who you are truly are and letting go of what you are not is what makes you free and happy.

It's a cold world, scary, to many it's a battlefield, we all have our own definition about life but what matters is how you see yourself and build the world around you. .