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Don't Judge Me By My Emotions

Tell me how the hell are we supposed to stay friends when all I am to you behind my back is some piece of dirt you wish to get rid of? When life itself holds greater challenges than all your evil plans and no one can run away from it, why not save your strength and worry about what your life would if only you keep your pants around your waist? If this doesn't wake you up then your mistakes will. The world you see is like an evil forest, a place where many are waiting for you to fall so they can step on you, a home where the battle never ends, an endless journey with lots of senseless and selfish monsters. In life, there are many questions than answers, like where do you belong? Do you even belong? Verily the world is a bitch because alot of you see it as a she but take a minute to see it as a he. Different believes but one mind, in life you need to smoke out your enemies. A smile is a curve that sets everything straight, pray to God to grant you the serenity to accept the things you can't change, the courage to change the things you can and the wisdom to know the difference.

YG_World · LGBT+
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28 Chs

Temptation

I was home cleaning, doing so much like some bored house wife, then I remembered what a mobile phone could be used for, I decided the only person I need to call was Eva, and indeed I called more the twice, only to see her message after the 4th ring saying where she is, is very noisy and even if she were to pick my calls I wouldn't be able to hear her, then I text back saying then why doesn't she try me and see, she replied saying so she should have picked non regardless, that I am now having some mind, i in turn text her back with fuck you!

Then I saw a message from her saying okay then...

And just like she wanted i was too stunned to reply her, the thought on my head was not like my still reaction tho, my thought ran wild and fast before I could grasp what all that was about she was already home and all I could do was welcome her abd receive her smile that seem to be like a mental healing as of that point, in all the gist she gave that day, the only thing I heard was fuck me, I couldn't even cloud the lost in my eyes and whenever our eyes meet for more than a minute all she did was smile and shake her head, and me in turn not knowing what this means thought I was overdoing it from my end, then I had to control my self I went to pick up her brothers laptop and sat on the sofa, while she and her cousin were on the bed, I was so deep into the movie cos I did not want to look up at her, meanwhile she was busy pressing her phone too, so I decide everyone has something doing, after like a while she went to the kitchen and brought out big coke and ice, and also my favorite which is spaghetti, looking delicious with food in her hands, i wanted to eat her up, we ate together and, then I cleared the dishes to the kitchen and before I got back she was on the sofa covering the duvet, i was like bae you know i was already sitting there, and I don't want to go to bed cause I would sleep off, then she said I am charging my phone and this is where the extension is also there's plenty space for two, and I felt like my whole chest just flipped, I suspected something, I sensed the situation to be very fish but then I decided to overlook it as tho it ment nothing, which was a very huge decision on my part, cos I was wet as fuck almost dripping but unfortunately on my period, nevertheless I still wanted to have her in my mouth, so I played along to see where this lead, which one funny trait about me I'd be curious as hell but I believe cuiriousity kill a cat, so I'd rather be damn than to do shit, it always about the energy for me, which is why I noticed the very moment her legs touch my folded laps effortlessly I felt a tiny sweet twist in my chest that feels too good to be true, it felt like dream come true, for good 30minute I was having a serious metal attack.....

If i should touch her cold feet, that looks so perfect on my laps, or maybe I should just kiss it or something, I was thinking of a very crazy idea of even going to kiss her but self resistance, I think i am too much of a considering person, and I i don't want a situation that would leave me sleepless and sad, and when I thought of a slap too my brain had to reset too, so I came to the conclusion of just gentle touch her legs, that kind of touch that only walk through your hormones, the craziest part of your body, that kind of touch that makes you want to open wide open, which happened to be exactly what I got and now it's soo hard to forget about it, every single details..... 

How the laptop on the table quickly got close, how I heard those beautiful three words, play with me, I thought I was dreaming, I thought I was fantacazing and it was good and even too good to be true I needed to come back to sanity, real world, cos I mean what the fuck did I just hear from the most beautiful girl in the world, who has the most sweetest voice, the most beautiful body, the most sexy lips, the most adorable smile, oh I was in ecstacy, and then I called out again to be sure that is what I actually heard, "you want me to play with you?" and with the a very slutty, horny voice she said, "if you want to"  and the rest of it was the awkward dress up around 5am cos I remember being wrapped up around her till then, and when I made a disapproving face, she made an hand gesture saying the cousin, so she has to be in bed, i was too sad and instantly lonely to care, i still wanted her, the milky feeling of her skin, how soft they were on mine, her heaven made parted lips, giving a low, sweet melodious sound, and when i got a satisfactory sign and whimpers that comes with laughter, all I did was smile sweetly and swallowed and oh I felt like I had a whole meal, too satisfied in a long while, but what I noticed was I was barely able to kiss Eva..

But then I was quite cos I respect her decision and she gave me what was worth more than kiss on a lip, so if that the trust we have for now at least she gave me something to work with...