140 Cumsalot

Stranded in the null-

I had way too much to think about-

Namely-

Why did I fail?

Why did I get punished?

And why did the system want me to keep living?

What merits did it have?

Well- the short answer to the first one was- I was weak and didn't know much about my enemy. I didn't know much about my own capabilities either.

Till now, no matter what- the system had my back and even in the most horrible of situations, I found ways to overcome it.

However-

I got punishment because I directly acted beyond the system's boundaries. But that also bore the question- why did it have boundaries?

Why couldn't it just make me really strong?

What were even levels anyway?

And why did we have those?

Too many questions-

Yet no answer…

Just floating around-

The dark-

Purple null-

Just floating around.

I didn't need to breathe- and I didn't need anything in particular.