The beginning
When I was younger all I wanted to do was play with my dolls and play in my own little world
I never had many friends I was always the bullied child but all I wanted was friends I remember feeling very lonely and unwanted because no body liked me but I actually never did anything wrong half of the time it was people that didn't even know me they just seen me as an easy target to bully , I hated school because all I ever did was get name called and on my first day of high school the bully's that used to bully my sister turned on me I used
To get trapped in to the girls toilets buy these three year 9 girls and I wasn't a fight is I used to hide from them I did you to tell the head teacher as it got that bad I didn't want to go to school anymore because I was so scared to go but the boys in my year used to do that same as they started to join in and if I had my lunch in my hand they would knock it to the floor and tip there drinks over my head and call me names like dirty
Stinky slag ugly minger and they all used
To stand there and laugh at me I remember feeling so embarrassed I used to hide in the girls toilets a lot so I didn't have to see anyone lunch times I used to sit in the toilets and lock myself away behind the door
Just so I could eat my lunch without getting any abuse or something chucked over me or food knocked out my hands sometimes they used to follow me in group and just humiliate me and that went on all the way through school up to year 11 I got hit by one of the teachers he used to stand in the corridors to make sure everyone wasn't being silly in the corridors he I was walking down to my next class and he grabbed the corner of my strap under my arm and swinged me in to the lockers I fell to the floor my bag went over my head when I got up he grabbed me to the side verbally abused me and then I walked off I went to my class and when I told my teacher he hurt me he come in to my class verbally abused me and shouted at me In front of my hole class and when it come to break time I walked home told my mum and my mum was so angry she took me back to school and I had to pick him out of the teachers photo book and my mum was told to sign a peace of paper otherwise they would make me look a lier after that I never wanted to go near that place so I'd always hide around the school away from everyone one of only go to lesions when I really had to I used to love school I used to love PE but it was all routined for me because people wouldn't stop bullying me I just remember school being this place of hell and the other kids being vile little devils like children of Satan