Disturbed mind

Tang Yin had difficulty calming down as soon as he saw her.

She looked so beautiful, so unique and so delightful to his eyes, that for a moment he had the impulse to pounce on her as if she were a small prey he wanted to hunt and yet he had only seen her for a few seconds.

The beautiful landscape in front of him stunned him for a moment, but he quickly pulled himself together and nodded to her. He didn't show anything on his half-visible face, he simply pointed to the pot.

--"Come in, may hurt yourself a little at first, but you must hold on." Tang Yin said, and she nodded gently and entered the tub.

As expected, she felt pain at first.

It was a stabbing pain that circled her body back and forth, but she gritted her teeth and endured.

The reason for the pain was the large amount of spiritual energy that was stored in this large pot.

The spiritual herbs and other materials used for the medicinal bath contained a large amount of spiritual energy which, when put into boiling water under Tang Yin's procedure and preparation, caused all that spiritual energy to spread throughout the water.

Tang Yin then began to explain to her a little bit about what would do, step by step...

While she began to cultivate the cultivation technique Tang Yin had given her, which was an advanced cultivation technique for scepter use. One that belonged to his sect, although this was the first phase, out of a total of 12 phases.

But, still, it was a Supreme Grade Technique.

The Golden Arm of the Supreme Scepter is its name and basically what it seeks to achieve is that, whoever learns it, feels as if the scepter were one with the dominant arm.

But it is difficult to master it, in fact, if Huang Feifei manages to master the First level of this first phase before Tang Yin leaves, it would already give him a good surprise. Because it is very difficult to do so.

After all, it is a genuine cultivation technique with incredible effect. Even in his world such a technique was coveted by all Divine Masters who used a Scepter as a spiritual weapon, but it was not available to them. It is one of the best-kept techniques of his sect, which Tang Yin learned at some point.

That's why Huang Feifei finds it difficult to learn it, but he still started to cultivate it fervently, while listening to Tang Yin's explanation.

The fact that she had to cultivate a technique like that inside a medicinal bath was so that her body would be purified and shaped by the spiritual energy and at the same time, she would get to use the spiritual energy purified by the fire to make breakthroughs in her learning.

The spiritual energy would start hitting her body again and again while she is cultivating, which will make her body slowly absorb the spiritual energy in the water.

Although it is a slow and painful process, it is a process that leaves the best benefits.

That is because spiritual energy in a liquid state is the best way to cultivate and strengthen a cultivator's body and foundation. This is because the human body is mostly composed of water.

Therefore, although the process is painful, it is still the best way to cultivate and make someone achieve a better understanding of everything.

After having explained a few things here and there, Tang Yin took out 10 initial ascension pills and threw them into the water, one by one, 30 minutes apart from each other.

Gradually, these began to melt in the water and soon turned into huge fountains of spiritual energy that were beating back and forth on Huang Feifei's beautiful body.

From the initial ascension pills given by the system, Tang Yin could verify that they have no impurities. And being so pure, they are the best source to get spiritual energy in these medicinal baths for Huang Feifei, so those are the ones will use.

--"...Remember, don't use spiritual energy for anything but cultivation. Don't resist the blows..." Tang Yin said at that moment and threw the second pill...

Thus, 5 hours later, Tang Yin released all the pills, and Huang Feifei although she was in pain and being continuously hit by those huge streams of spiritual water back and forth, still endured this and entered a state of cultivation.

Seeing this, Tang Yin smiled.

'I didn't think she could endure all night on the first day and she's been clenching her teeth tightly all this time to endure, it seems I underestimated her desire to become strong.' Tang Yin thought and after that, he turned around and left.

She needed to cultivate on her own in order to understand everything perfectly and he needed to think about various things.

During the day, he had heard something that disturbed his peace of mind, though it was nothing bad. It was simply something that touched a beautiful memory from the past.

A beautiful, but painful memory from about 10 years ago.

So, Tang Yin went up to the rooftop and looked at the night sky, that beautiful starry sky was still there.

This beautiful scenery, that beautiful moon that was a little different here than it was in his world, was still there.

The big and small stars that could be seen in the distance…

Everything beautiful about the starry sky, it was still there and, even though he had changed worlds, he could still see that beautiful starry sky.

But...

'...If you are not there to accompany me to look at this beautiful scenery, how can I enjoy it in its entirety?' Tang Yin thought with great nostalgia, as he remembered a beautiful woman from his past.

Yes, it had only been 10 years since he had last seen her. But, sadly, those 10 years would soon turn into 20 years, and then into 100 years, and likewise into 1,000 years....

Very soon they would become 1 million years and he would never see her again.

Even if at some point, he achieves immortality and achieves to live forever, he would never see her again.

Right now, he is closer to those 10 years turning into a billion years than he is to seeing her again.

Because that is the harsh reality facing a person who lost someone they loved.

It is a reality that, the fewer years that have passed, the more painful it is.

Because that person knows that there is a whole life ahead to live, but it is a whole life in which their loved one will not be there.

'...My beloved and desired Star Reader. Always loved by the Moon and adored by the Stars. My precious Qingyue, my beloved Moon Queen... I would love to have returned to the past instead of reincarnating... Only then could I see you again...' Tang Yin thought and leaned back on a corner of the rooftop to look at the beautiful night sky.

Right now, he didn't want to see anything else. He didn't want to think anything else.

He didn't want anything to disturb his current state of mind.

He only wanted to remember one of the people who had been of the greatest importance in his life.

'...If only fate wasn't so cruel and I wasn't so weak...' He thought and his consciousness soon faded away in an inaudible whisper of the beautiful moon in front of him.

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