Why did I love her?

I'm going to be pretty straight and damn honest about this. Jenni is beautiful and attractive. The first time we met I was like, "wow! she's pretty!"

But then I was in a live-in relationship with someone at that time and Jenni was like 10 years younger than me.

I'm not someone who is out of control. So I didn't give a damn about her or anyone. It doesn't matter if someone is attractive. I wasn't messing around.

And since Jenni was my colleague, I used to get messages from her but I would reply decent and not build a conversation. We worked together for more than a year and I remained the same. Never in my wildest dreams I would imagine that we were going to be in a relationship someday.

Then it just happened. I suffered breakup and didn't have any friends or anyone. I was alone but that's something I'm used to. Jenni would message me and I don't like being disturbed. I ignored her mostly. But then there was a day I saw her photo wearing a saree. She was more than beautiful. I zoomed it and saw her pretty eyes. There was something about it. I was feeling breathless. Damn I was attracted and trying to control. She was really amazing.

I saved her photo but didn't see that for a really long time. I would be getting her messages everyday and I used to reply. There was a time, I literally had no-one to talk to and the only person who is talking to me was her. Our conversation went till late night. I was happy and comfortable that there's someone like her.

I have not yet realised the love yet. And we were like good friends but still who wouldn't want to be friends with a beautiful girl. Then there came a day when I have to leave outstation due to work.