I'm a monster

Should I eat this now or after returning home? But there are probably a lot of people waiting for me back there so it's best to eat these now and save me from explaining where I got this.

I should first look for some water, this probably will taste like sh*t

*thud*

"Ouch!" Lawrence exclaimed

Sh*t I forgot the world tree can hear my thoughts just like the goddess Esmeralda. What are the odds that a tree branch will fall in my head after saying that? Now that I look more closely, it looks delicious, I must've been blinded by the sun ray earlier

"Well here it goes" Lawrence said with an awkward smile on his face

*crunch*

*crunch*

Hmm, it's not bad, crunchy on the outside but it's sweet and soft on the inside.

I wonder how will this help me see the world. I'll finish this first and explore my body later to see if there are any changes

*crunch*

*crunch*

*burp*

Damn just eating a palm size of fruit made me full, I can't believe how small my stomach has become. If there are any changes, I certainly don't see one.

Huh, my hand is covered with different colours. I see red, blue, a darker blue, brown, violet, white, gold, and green. What the hell is this? Is this the poison of the colour mushroom?

I don't think so, I should try to focus on the other elves around me

"hm I see green and white" Is that it? What the hell is this, see the world my ass. Why are they all green and white? Wait I see some with other colors like brown and red. Wait don't tell me..

"Natural energy!" f*ck the power a person can wield depends on the affinity with mana. Most humans can become aura users but we only use the mana within our surroundings and store it we definitely cannot absorb it while fighting.

But that's not the case with mages. Mages can use both mana and natural energy meaning they can continue to cast spells as long as they have stamina for it because their body absorbs natural energy and uses it to fuel their spells.

They only need to continuously use their spells to expand their core then they will be able to cast much stronger attacks, their only limit is their stamina, mental fatigue, and how long their body can withstand continuously casting spells.

After being in the army for 20 years I only know less than a hundred of them and the older they are the stronger the spells they can cast are.

They can use fire, water, ice, earth, wind, lightning and light for healing. I can't believe all the elves can use natural energy i guess that's why the ancient book says they are loved by nature.

That is also why the demons were so afraid of them to the point that they sent out underlings to wipe them all out.

Damn, unlike humans that can live around 120 years. I think elves can live for thousands of years. I don't even want to imagine how monstrous they are by that time. Wait I forgot I'm one of them

"Hahahaha!" Lawrence laugh out loud

"I'm a monster too"

So when goddess Esmeralda said that after eating the fruit, I can see the world how they see it. Does it mean they created the elves to some sort of maintain peace and prevent the demons from annihilating everything?

So that the other races can live peacefully?

Nah I'll live my life the way I want it to. Once I have some male children, I'll just send them out to fight the demons and kill each other

To gain experience and maintain world peace I mean.

Anyway, it's time for me to head back. Freya, my sisters and the Milf are probably waiting for me there. I should also get some camlika and drink it with Freya and deepen her a little *cough* I mean to deepen our bond a little.

When Lawrence arrives at his house his wife Freya, his twin sisters Claren and Miraen, and his Mother is waiting for him inside.

"Welcome home dear, how are you feeling? Freya asked

"I'm fine, although I still can't remember most of the things I'm feeling much better now."

Damn, four elven beauties my mother is a D-cup those leaves can barely hold her huge tits she barely looks 30 how can she be my mother.

As for my twin sisters, they also look stunning but their tits are still at C-cup and their petite body already has curves it looks like they are a few years younger than me, but they still have room to grow. They also have white hair like me. I feel like I'm looking at royalties. They all look gorgeous.

"Where did you go dear? and what is that you are holding?" Freya asked

"I just walked around and picked up some herbs they smell nice so I'm sure they will taste good" Lawrence replied

"Son please stop picking up random herbs, we have Amelia for that. Wait do you even remember my name?"

The four white-haired elves stare at Lawrence expectantly

"Sorry Mom, but I still haven't recovered my memories" It doesn't matter even if I did, my mind is made up. I'll be my very own stepfather soon enough

"Don't worry son I'm sure you will remember it eventually, I'm Karina your mother. This one is Claren and this is Miraen your sisters"

"We were so worried about you brother, Claren has been crying since you passed out from being poisoned," Miraen said

"Like you aren't" Claren answered back

Karina, Claren, and Miraen hugs Lawrence tightly.

it feels so good. In more ways than one. Lawrence thought

"Have you guys eaten breakfast?" Lawrence asked

"not yet dear we have been waiting for you" Freya replied with a smile.

While they were eating

Hmm, this seems like a mashed sweet potato and carrots all mixed. Come to think of it this is my first meal as an elf aside from eating fruits. I don't think I can last for a few days without meat.

Back during I was still a soldier although meat was expensive, we could regularly eat meat by hunting beasts ourselves and most of the time our rations had meat in them even a measly amount of it is fine.

I don't think I can last long with this kind of food. I really need to do something about this soon.