hold back myself

and saw her with stick in her hand.. and axe fall far from us on ground and all are shocked i think am also.. i know my girl i know that she will find the root for her..

if she want something she will get that by any root... so it means i am not going to lost her.. and i can fullfill my last wish and what remains in life.. i wipe my tears and unknowingly smile appare on my face...

here....

me : (i am here panicked and scared while looking death front of me...and my mind is about to stop processing.. i am busy to trying hard to think how to stop this all i dont want to die today. suddenly this jerk make my mind to stop remains processing.. when he said that i fill my heart skip beat...and its start beating so fast.. my heart beat start increasing. i am filling a sweet sensetion in my body.. this sensetion is filling sweet and too much crazy.. this fillings are new for me.. after he confess i also want to confess to him.. i want to huge him.. i want to show him my love very badly.. i want to be with him very badly. but wait ! did he was true is it true i cant belive my ears what they hear.so i ask him in my way but no he was serious and he told this to me. finally! . i know i am red i also can fill my burning cheeks.. and i am smiling like idiot.. wait.. i need to control my fillings.. if he was lieing to me..

but i hear while dieing peoples always said truth.. did he really true.. or it was new step towards my heart brock..or if he was true..

did i am right for him... no i am not right one for him.. i need to stay away from him.. wait but i am about to die.. so did i also confess.. wait i dont want to die.. not this early.. i need to control my self i am not right one for him..i need to stop my smile ..i bite my lips try to control my smile.. i am about to get free my hands.. whole time when they drag me here i am trying to open my hands.. and i am about to open my hands.. suddenly i saw a shadow front of me i turn my face up and saw that person rise his axe. i close my eyes in fear.. and suddenly i fill huge to me a tight huge like someone is trying to cover me.. i open my eyes and saw tae is huging me tightly.. like he think he was about to lose me.

he huge me much tightly that even my head attached to his chest..i can clearly hear his fast heartbeats.. i close my eyes and start thinking why this village want to kill us.. in this moment i start thinking in mind and start connecting.. the chain.. and i think i got my answer.. i open my eyes and call my stick... and before he attack on us.. i throwed his axe far from him.. and get stand..and make him kneel down to me.. i can see king and all peoples are shocked.. because of this.. i turn back and saw my jerk's watery eyes.. my heart ached to see him like this.. dont worry my jerk i am not going to leave you.. i saw him smiling and my heart fill happy..

i turn back to face that person.. and saw he was struggling hard to move but this dude dont know this is magic..a smiled appared on my face.. how dare him try to rise his damn axe on me and my jerk.. i think this gay desurve death.. but i am not heartless, and he was abandoned in order of king.. its okey. i stop magic on him and he fall down.. while taking heavy breaths.

tae come and huge me from back and kiss me on cheek in happiness and i am blancked for moment..(oh no how can i forget about confession.. what should i do now...i want to hold back my self but i also dont want to brock his heart. i lightly push him and turn towards him

he quickly cupped my face and attached forhead to forhead i can see his teary eyes now also .. and he was gonna kiss me but i step back (yah after this i also want to kiss back but i need to hold myself back) i told him to call his stick cause i need his help.. (and i think after kiss i cant stop myself i need to show him that i didnt understand and i need to skip this subject from now. cause i cant brock my heart or not his also.. its better to change the subject always. i need to put myself inside my limits its best for both of us.