54 Finally Its FULL MOON { 4 }

Ryan took a step closer to me and I could feel his warm breath.

I shivered a little.

He leaned in and licked my scratch gently.

My chest tighten as I felt the sparks flying off of his tongue and the burning sensation on my cheeks.

I didn't know if it was disgusting or comfortable feeling of his warm tongue against my skin.

He licked my scratch again.

This time, my stomach squeezed tightly and my breath quickened as his's tongue's hot trail lingered in the air.

Even when he stepped back, I felt like I head was spinning hard.

'Breath.' I have to remind myself to breath before I really faint.

ARE YOU TIRED?

I notice that some of the pain went away. I smiled and nodded affirmatively.

'THE SUN IS SETTING ANYWAYS, LET'S SLEEP'

'Where?'

Ryan didn't replay, all he did was walk off, I just followed him.

Once or twice, I turned back to see if there are going to be any more vampire attacks.

'RELAX, THEY ARE NOT. GOING TO COME BACK'

I blushed, I felt like he could read my mind perfectly when I couldn't even hear his thoughts or feel his emotions.

We kept on walking into the forest until we found a perfect spot that was completely covered with un - stepped grass on that spot.

I didn't refuse to sleep on it.

I sighed and lay down.

Ryan laid down next to me, turning so that he would face me.

I blushed, I hate those moments when you are very tired and when someone stares at you when you are trying to sleep and suddenly you sudden don't feel sleepy anymore.

I turned my back towards him.

I quietly watch as the sun slowly set.

Some of the scenes from today flashed before me as I smiled in approval or frowned and disgust.

But I didn't know why can't I sleep.

Is it because he is right next to me or is it because the way he made contact with my cheek and neck?

Or is it because the day was very intense, interesting and . . . different?

I kept on thinking and thinking about Ryan.

When suddenly, I realize that he could be listening to my thinking if he is awake.

My heart pounded. Please, he can't be listening to my thoughts now.

I would die of embarrassment!!!

I quickly turned around to see if his eyes are closed.

'Ryan?' I asked, as my paw touched his paw to see if he would react to that.

And just by that little contact, my whole body tingled and warmth spread through me.

'Are you awake?' I asked softly.

He didn't say anything.

He's asleep!! YES! I smiled to myself.

I am so glad.

I was about to turn around and sleep when I decided to look at Ryan for a moment. I didn't know how long that 'for a moment' was, but I could tell it was a very long time because I started to feel sleepy.

'Ryan, I just wanted to thank you for today because it was very beautiful and I would surely treasure this day with all of my heart.'

'I didn't know why I didn't thank you - well, it's probably because I don't have the guts to say it.'

'Ryan, I am really sorry for what I did to you to make you that mad at me. I really didn't mean to make you that mad . . . I am so sorry.'

'Why don't you just tell me what happened, instead? So that I would know and I will promise that wouldn't do it again . . . And you know I found your ring.'

'Remember that promise ring that you gave me? I got it back . . . Ryan, I want you to keep your promise.'

'I really, really want you to. Or maybe you don't have to anymore because I think it is coming true now . . . Ryan,'

'I don't know when this happened and how this happened, but it just did. . . And my feelings are really starting to get stronger and stronger day by day. . . It's so strong, I can't ignore it anymore.'

'It's like there in my chest and it will always be there, it can't and wouldn't go away. And I want to tell you right now . . . I always wanted to, but I know that you would think otherwise.'

'I know that I will never be your type . . . even if I am your mate . . . But I really want to tell you how I feel, I want to tell someone how I feel about you . . . I - I really, really like you, Ryan.'

'Ryan . . . Ryan, I think I might even be falling in love with -'

I didn't have the energy to complete the sentence before a sudden wave of sleepiness hit me and I blacked out.

WHAT, JENNIFER ? SAY IT JENNIFER . . . SAY IT . . .