Chapter 14

Fiona Summers POV

I was dizzy already, just hypnotized by her beautiful face and body and she wasn't shy at all to get into my personal space and her lips touching my neck skin makes my body shaking. She was right , I wanted her and I don't know why . I wasn't in the girls by now and I thought that in a normal person. But I guess I'm not. 

"Di.. Di please …" 

She licks my neck and my I'm muffling my moan. That remembers me about that dream. Why both of them brother and sister are so hot and hard to resist? 

"Ahmm, excuse me ladies" 

The male voice startles me but that makes the connection between me and Diana to fade and she smiles to me while she backs off. 

I'm looking to see Samuel and a strange but handsome guy with him looking to put direction with a gentle but sneaky smile. 

I'm breathing fast and I'm voiding their faces and looks. 

"Princess Diana, your brother is in his way back with your husband. "

"Thanks Sam, I'll have a shower and I'll prepare the healers for him. Is my brother fine?" 

"He is but.. the fight triggered a war now. And Lucifer seem to be unstable. He done a lot of damage and I know the realm of light will not treat this lightly."

I was listening to them and I was surprised by their calming voice and tones. Was no panic despite that they were talking about a war. 

"Well maybe his future wife will manage to calm him down a little. " her words made me blush but angry at the same time. When they will get that I'll not be his wife ? 

"I don't want to be rude, but who's this ?" 

I'm asking to change the subject seeing that blond ish guy looking to us but saying nothing. He had the eyes of a strange gold color. I felt I seen them before. 

He approaches me smiling and he bows down a little, taking my hand and kissing the backside of it.

"I thought you will recognize me in human form as well my darling. " 

I looked confused but I remember that eyes. 

"King Ash? "

He smiles again with a smirk on his face. 

"Good, you remembered me now. It's a pleasure to see you again. "

"It's an honor your majesty." 

"No formalities please. If you can be casual with King of hell and the princess then it's my pleasure to hear you saying my name as casual as you say them." 

I'm smiling. He was so gentle. I knew he was a Lycan but his personality was way different than Killians or Diana's. Demons seem impulsive and irrational many times as they go head first in anything despite the consequences. Ash and Sam seem more gentle and rational as they didn't seem to rush things up or take risky moves. Maybe I'm wrong but that how it felt. 

"I leave you Di for the shower. I'll wait for Killian and Lex . Let's go out guys" 

I'm saying while Sam and Ash are following me out the bathroom and I'm closing the door after myself. My sight was loud after while I tried to pull my red hair into a ponytail trying to think that I was way to close to just fuck Diana and I fucking love it. I'm seeing the stare of both the man's in the room and I'm looking sarcastically to them. 

"Why you looking to me like that ? " 

"Nothing. You should change your clothes" 

Sam says as he looks down on the floor and a flush of pink color brazen his face. I'm looking back on myself. My dress was drenched in blood and was still wet as was half open between my boobs and my nipples were pocking through the wet and red material. 

"We will wait in the kitchen for you " 

Ash said as they both leave the room. I open the dresser there and I'm seeing a lot of clothes. Again they seem to be a little bit to expensive and to much for me. But I didn't had options for cheaper ones. 

So I dressed a pair of light blue jeans and a black top while putting my hair up my head in a ponytail. I didn't knew who owns the clothes but they were fitting me so I left the room and got to the kitchen walking on that long corridor. So I realized now that I'm in Australia and most likely I'll lose my job because I can't just fly back home now. I was worried and I've realized that I need to chose between a dangerous life around this bunch or say goodbye and go back to my life, to my job and to my hardships. 

I've entered the kitchen and I was stunned by that luxury. Was amazing. Sam and Ash where on the table with two glasses assumed alcohol due the whiskey bottle between them . 

"So guys, quick question. Do you think I can have a flight back so I can get in time for my job in the morning?" 

They looked to me a little confused and I didn't knew why. 

"You think you can get back to your job ?" 

Sam asked me calmly with a serious face. 

"Well I worked all my life and I don't want to be jobless. I want to keep my home and I don't like to struggle again. It's the only thing I done and I'm proud that I accomplished just my home at least " 

"I can understand that. But did you check in want date are you today?" 

I looked to him surprised and confused. 

"No. I slept for few hours only. " 

They both looked to each other and i can't understand the looks they give to each other. It's like they try to tell me something and they don't know how. 

"My darling, you slept for three days already. " 

My face dropped to the floor. Three fucking days ? No. That could not be right. 

"No.. it's impossible. " 

Sam hands me his phone and I'm opening the screen to see that was already starting of march. I remember meeting Diana around 27th of February. And the screen was showing 2nd of march. I put the phone back on the shiny table. I still couldn't remember what happened. And I remembered Diana saying that they saved my life last second . 

Essentially I lost my job most likely. 

"Where is my phone?" 

"Was destroyed… Killian sorted already a new one for you with the same number and contacts. Should be into your room" 

I left the kitchen in a rush and entered the bedroom where I find a new phone, essentially one way performant that what I had and I rush to open it up. 

Gone through my texts and I seen my boss telling me to that if I'm not coming to work I'll be gone. By my text back was that I'm quitting and I find a new job. 

What? I didn't wrote this. I felt as Killian just played with my fate and my decisions so I got angry and I couldn't understand why he said that. 

I'm now jobless again and all I worked for this years and all the pain I endured it's gone because with no job I can't pay for my house and my bills. 

"I will kill his ass" 

I'm saying muffling my words into my mouth. 

Diana exits the bathroom in a nice dress and she wipes her black hair with a white towel. In looking to her with anger into my eyes. 

"What is wrong Fiona? You look like you want to kill somebody." 

My anger felt ready to explode. 

"Your brother fucked my job. Nobody takes decisions for me. And I don't care if that is Jesus or the fucking Lucifer. I'll kill him." 

I'm saying with a high pitch voice and I'm rushing down back to the kitchen leaving Diana just stunned in place. 

This fucker will not fuck with my life. I let people walk over me from I was a kid, I suffered so much and I'll not let this billionaire demon to fuck with my all hard work and tears I had this years. 

"One of you needs to fly me back to my home. I don't care. I want out of this. I'm sick of being taken advantage of. You have one hour to sort a flight back for me or I swear to the fucking God I'll burn this house down with all you inside " 

My words make all three of them now , Diana following me into the kitchen, to look like they were stunned in place. 

"Fiona.." 

"No. I'm done. I've worked all my life for everything. I couldn't enjoy anything this life. All I've done was to put penny on top of another to have my own home so I can get out of that nightmare of so named family. Nobody plays with me anymore. Get me home NOW" 

"So you want out ?" 

That voice stunts me for a second. When he appeared? Killian was back and he heard everything. But I didn't intend to lie or hide this anyway. 

I turned myself back to the man that was in my back and I'm meeting that gaze. He was different. His eyes were red but hollow. He was emotionless. I couldn't see anything as I seen before. I used to see just a little bit of care or passion or something warm. Now his eyes were empty and cold as a black hole. I felt like I can lost myself into them and it gave me the feeling of being in danger. 

I wasn't afraid before of him. Despite that I knew what he is I couldn't find fear. But now was different. He was dangerous. His body was twice bigger than mine. I can spot the blood on him and that smell of iron. I can see his huge fangs over his plump lips and for the first time that my dream, I can see his big horns and wings. He had black wings and they look mesmerizing and soft. I refrained my instinct to touch them and i kept my eyes contact. 

"Yes. I want out" 

I'm saying looking into his eyes. I didn't lie. But at the same time I hoped that small warm he had before into his eyes will come back. Why I was hoping he will ask me not to leave? Wake up Fiona. You need to go back to the normal life. 

"Fine. You can go. " 

His words stunned me and my heart sank. Why I felt like this ? I should not feel regrets. I should be happy that I'll go back to my life. 

"Killian, I think you should not.." Sam tries to intervene.

"It's an order. Take her back to NY and her normal life. " 

His harsh words sunk my heart way more and I started to breathe quicker. I looked into his eyes trying to find anything. Again was empty as a black hole. 

"I understand. " Sam answered but I can feel his pain into his voice. 

"Was great to meet you and .." I'm trying my best but my voice was in shatters.

"Stop being pathetic. Just leave my sight. You're right before in one thing. Humans are good but weak as fuck and you're nothing different than them. You will never be a queen for demons but what it's sad is that you'll never be a queen for your own race. " 

My brain just stopped working and I can feel my blood boiling and rushing to my face. I was furious but hurt. I should not be hurt. Demons are like that. 

"Well one thing is clear. You should not be the king of anyone. You don't deserve your throne. And I hope the flames of hell will turn into ice as your heart is built on" 

I felt my eyes on fire. I was close to cry. The pain was like he ripped my heart of my body. Did I fall for him in this short time ? We're just a few months of on and off seeing each other and I thought will be way different. But I guess my gut instinct is broken. I turned myself from his face letting my eyes to cry and I approached Sam with my head down to hide my painful feelings and my tears. 

"Take me off please" 

He took my hand gently and I could feel his grip as he was furious as well. Most likely furious on me. That I disrespected his king. 

I felt as my body just float for a second and the next moment I blinked to clear my eyes of tears I was into my home. 

He let go of my hand but not before he bow down and kissed the back of it gently. 

"I'm sorry Fiona. He was in a war and I think his demon side just took to much of his .." 

"It's ok. Was my choice Sam. I'm sorry to you if you think I've disrespected you or any of the demons around . I had no intend . And it wasn't my choice to enter into this life. But I thought he will…." 

"He will regret my lady. And I know that. Because you're the only one that he made him to walk and talk and do things as a human. Please stay in touch. You have our numbers. Please stay safe." 

"Thank you Sam . I appreciate. Before can you please tell me what happened to me before?" 

"You got attacked by a demon first in the mall. And after the angels attacked as well and they nearly killed you. But will be better if I'm giving back your memory. " 

He said as he touched my head gently and I flow of imagines enter my mind. Everything I remember was a lot and I couldn't understand how I survived to something like this. I could feel that fear of dying again and my anxiety just grew up. 

"Thanks. I will make sure I'm staying out of your way guys. " 

"Please don't forget us" 

"I will not. It's a shame because I was falling for Killian. It's funny right? To think that the supreme demon will love you back or consider to have you the one and only. " 

I'm saying laughing in pain and my tears fall down this time in cascade. 

"We know. All of us know. His the only one who dosen't because he can't read your emotions and he is used to hate humans. Give him some time. Don't suffer please" 

"You're to good Sam. Please stay by his side. Don't let him lose the woman of his eternity. " 

"I will do my best my lady. Take care. I will see you hopefully again." 

"Thanks Sam. See you again. " 

I'm saying with pain in my voice and he disappears from my leaving room as he wasn't there. I still couldn't get used with this magic stuff. 

But the moment he left my whole body just fall down and I start crying like my life depended on this. 

My heart was in pain and I knew I fallen for him but hearing that hard words from him just broke me more. I knew I will not be his wife or queen or at least a love interest. I promised myself I'll not fall for it but without even knowing I've done it in this months. Maybe because he done nice things there and there. Maybe because he protected me and maybe because he offered me some friends I didn't think I can have in my life. 

But I knew I'm a weak person and I'll just be a pain for him. I need to be protected all the time because i can't protect myself against supernatural things. I didn't want to be a burden for him and I didn't want to be his toy as well. 

He didn't kill me so at least he was honest on that. 

Maybe is better to be heartbroken now again , than to go way to deep into it and have my heart shattered and not able to have the strength to fight back or put my peaces back together. 

"I'm so sorry. " I'm saying to myself and I'm lying down in the floor, on top of the fluffy carpet and I'm looking up to the ceiling. I don't know what I'm doing next. I don't know how to start again. I don't know what job to find and I don't know how I can trust myself again. Did I done the wrong decision? Did I lost my mind ? But he didn't stopped me. He pushed me away way more than I intended to leave. 

Maybe I should just sleep a little and I will have a better day tomorrow and a new idea of how to survive.