Chaos within one's soul

After meeting with the ORIGIN, the original incarnation quickly went into a lotus position and started meditating. Even though his will that had been tempered through countless battles was the strongest among all the incarnations, the original incarnation was still in a chaotic state from the news he just heard. After stabilizing his emotions the original incarnation's state returned to his usual neutral state. 

'So the time has finally come. Will I be able to win this time?... What the heck am I thinking, of course, I'm going to win this time! As the original incarnation of those battle freaks how can I think of defeat even before a battle starts.' 

When that thought crossed the original incarnation's mind he could not help but shake his head as he smiled.