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I have never felt stronger.

I know, I know. I whined so much in the last entry. I honestly didn't think it was worth all the pain.

I was wrong.

I feel so powerful. Even the pain and stress I felt during the training has lessened recently, or maybe that's just me getting used to the suffering. In any case, I'm happy that Kai became our trainer. He may be cruel and cold-hearted, but he's a dang good coach.

Recently, a couple of people who seem to know him have come. They never introduced themselves, so I don't know their names, but they look awfully close to Kai.

Well, I mean, Kai acts as indifferent and apathetic as always, but they talk like they're good friends with Kai. And he seems to tolerate them too.

I can tell one of them feels bad for us. He keeps staring at us with a look that says, 'I'm so sorry. I know how it feels."

However, this is not the reason I've decided to write an entry today. It's because I've found out something incredible. Something unbelievable. Something I would not have believed had I not seen it myself.

Kai is dating. Specifically, he's dating the guy who pities us.

I never would have pegged Kai as a guy that swung that way. Not that I'm disappointed, in fact, I'm just about going crazy over this new development. I've always been a bit, interested in such people. Ahem, bl comics are not something I can say I've never read.

Anyways, I have to share this with the rest of my team. They won't believe it. Such a cold-hearted guy. I'll bet he's the uke.

(Note: Experts are not quite sure what an 'uke' is, or 'bl', but they have inferred that the two have something to do with homosexuality.)

Heh, I can't believe I was able to catch such a scene of Kai being kissed by another person. A light kiss, but still a kiss.

How lucky.