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The number of people being deleted daily has decreased lately.

I don't know what is happening or why, but I hope it continues. No, I hope the deletions stop altogether. How wonderful that would be.

I've decided against writing in this journal at night anymore. It seems that I tend to get over emotional when I do.

I wish I could say that I'm optimistic about what's been going on lately, but I can't. I can't help but feel like they're setting this up for something. That, just maybe, they're planning to wipe us out all at once now that our purpose had been fulfilled.

Not that I know what that purpose is.

None of my life makes sense right now. I don't get why they are having us do all these things. What's the purpose? Why do they keep deleting us? Did we do something wrong?

I just want to understand.

I feel like, if I could at least see the reason why they are doing this to us, I would be able to rest easier. I would be able to better get through this and accept my fate.

But I'm clueless. I'm swimming in the dark. I have this feeling inside me. A want to know. They say knowledge is power, well if so, I must be the weakest person in the world right now.

And I want to be the strongest.