Reincarnation, Realization and Resolve

"Uu...."

As I regained my consciousness, I was immediately attacked by a jolt of pain in the back of my head, I can't do anything but groan because of the pain and that's when I realized–

"Eh? why can I feel pain? I'm dead already aren't I–"

"Woah that voice... that was not my voice..."

What the heck is happening, that voice was cute and feminine, that was not my voice at all

Rather where am I even??

I looked around and found myself inside a... room?

This can't be a room... this is too big

This place was ten times larger or more than my old room, I don't want to believe it yet every thing inside here screams that this is indeed a room, also, aren't all things here so extravagant looking? the bed, the window, the curtain, the dresser, the sofa, the table, everything! The mirror even has expensive looking shiny gems embedded on it!!

"Wait, that's right the mirror!"

I got down from my fluffy bed and immediately went to the large mirror to see what I look like

"Ah..."

As I saw my own cute face, My face immediately became grim..., it's because all of it came to me, I mean the memories of Lilliana Beckett, the Villainess of the game I was playing before I died...

"No... no no no no... this can't be..."

I'm a calm guy that doesn't easily lose temper but that moment, I was so confused and afraid, I reincarnated as Lilliana Beckett the Villainess that led a life of ruins, pain and suffering. I remembered all of her routes, all of them she was either killed, assassinated etc. in the most grotesque and terrifying way. Just a thought of it possibly happening to me drives me crazy. I don't want to accept it, I hate her very much. It's making me insane.

"My lady are you okay??"

I was about to lose my sanity at that time when Sena, my nanny came to my room and hugged me tight

"It's okay, don't worry nanny's here..."

Maybe it's because I just remembered all my memories as a kid Lilliana Beckett that when I felt nanny's hug, i can't help but cry

"Nanny... Uwaaaaa!!!"

Before long, I finally calmed down

"Hai hai, are you okay now my lady?"

"Uu... yes I'm fine"

Yosh, I've decided, I will do my best to survive in Lilliana, the Villainess!!

But first... I need to fix my current mistakes

"Nanny, call all the employee in the manor, now."

"...! ah yes my lady"

Nanny looked confused or rather– terrified for a little bit but she left and called the servants anyways.

—

I went at the main hall where all the servants have gathered, they all have terrified face, looking at all of them, haven't I done some bad things to all of them, if my memories haven't failed me.

"Ehem!"

This is so nerver wrecking, I never stood in front of this many people before, they also have a very grim complexion. I wonder why?

"What's wrong with all your faces?"

After saying that, they immediately put on the best forced smile they can do

"No matter, thank you nanny for calling them here"

"At your service my lady"

Nanny curtsied, accepting my thanks with a smile, oh that one is genuine, meanwhile the servant started whispering to each other

"Did she just say thank you?"

"Are my eyes failing me?"

"The country will end tonight!!"

"Oi you know I can hear you all right?"

Oho, they immediately went silent

"Anyways I called you all here to say thank you for your service–"

Amidst of my announcement all the servants suddenly kneeled down begging me

"No my lady please consider, have some mercy"

"Yes please my lady! I don't want to lose my job"

"I knew it my world will collapse!!"

Oi oi what's with that exaggeration

Haaah, this has become troublesome, they can't hear me like this, I guess i need to borrow the old Lilliana's personality this one time

"Did I allow you all to speak?"

Ohoho with just that they immediately flinched and freezed on the spot

"I didn't call you here to fire you, I came here to say thank you and apologize"

They suddenly have a dumbfounded face

With that I bowed and shouted "I sincerely apologize for all the bad things that I did to you all, You can hit me if you want so please forgive me!"

Now I'll wait for some harsh punishment

"We forgive you my lady..."

Eh?

"That's right You're the one the one that gave most of us this job in the first place"

Umm... the old Lilliana just picked you up to be her playthings she didn't mean any good will I want to say that since that's what I remember but I decided not to

"Yeah I always know that the lady is a good girl from the start!"

"Phew, the universe won't collapse after all"

Oi!!!

"We forgive you my lady"

"Thank you!! I'll be a good gu– I mean girl I'll be a good girl from now on!!"

Good thing I reincarnated as a kid, it's because the things that she's done are just some mischiefs here and there, the worse she's done so far is to fire some servants

And with that, my first step is done