118 Date and determination

What was it that was so important that Evin needed lose limb and blood to obtain? 

It wasn't patriotism, the desire to become strong so he could protect the kingdom from its enemies. For most others, this seemed to be the case, especially so for young mages and young soldiers. Evin was also like them once, but the Voice made sure to wipe out any and all signs of goodwill towards the kingdom from Evin's mind. 

It thoroughly educated Evin in the matters of selfishness and not dedicating one's everything to something that's job was the use him. Of course, Evin still liked his country, but he couldn't say he'd sacrifice his life for it.