Arrange wedding

We keep chatting with my besty til our topic about her brother Z, she told me that her grandpa want Z to marry his partner grand daughter and will introduce Z to his partner when Z return from his business trip and Z accept the offer to meet the opposite family to ease their grandpa and say if he like the girl he will say yes to engagement... Well its hurt after listening to it, I cant deny it coz i still like him even we never met each other in person I wish his gud luck that time... We keep chatting till dawn and after that we both knocked down and feel asleep and in my dreams i dream i meet him and got arranged wedding to him and we both keep staring to each other then i hear my phone is ringing to wake me from reality... Finally new day, new hope... I open my eyes and look at my phone and see it was a call from my mom, i answer the phone and she asked me what im going to do this weekend coz shes planning going to Hawaii with my stepfather and asked me if im coming and as usual I said im busy coz I dont want to be their light bulb, and tell her just enjoy their vacation and I will visit them when they return from their vacation. My parents live in Colorado and i visit them once a month, after graduating from Brown University i start travelling then moved to NY and work as a caregiver to take care of the old people coz i feel relieved when i watched the old people and take care of them like I take care of my own parents. But what make me busy is my art, since I start traveling I also started painting... Im a painter just like my deceased mom, i like to paint to release my stress and like to listen and play music just like my decease dad.... I told u I like art just like them..