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Narra ... Mei ..

I know to return after so long that I cut off any communication with mom and Yuzu, mom was after the wedding when I left with my husband who was Ugadwa the man I met when we went on a sleepover at his inn, when I last saw Yuzu it was That time she went to look for me at Ugadwa's house after leaving her that letter, saying goodbye as ending our relationship together with the ring that she gave me was the most difficult thing for me to do. I still love Yuzu but my cowardice as my desire to having the academy was bigger than the last thing I said to him was "It was just a game" that opaque look was a trigger that my mornings were dark since that day every moment of my life I followed the orders of my grandfather who forbade me to keep some contact with her after all he heard our discussion that day became more strict with me to the point of handling everything for me when my wedding day came maybe see her stopping all that farza but the only thing I was a mother since then I lost all opportunity to see her again but during my time of marriage I could never have any relationship with my husband, he was like a friend to me but my grandfather's price to have an heir was very constant that we both came to an agreement on the above that I got pregnant with Riu who was my partner in my nights full of pain for my mistakes and selfish decisions, my support became the only thing that I am afraid of making the same mistakes as my parents My grandfather always takes care of him when I am working with the academy or the Aihara family businesses but he always wants to influence my son how he did with me but my little one is afraid of him because of how serious he is more when he is continuously being checked by his heart which is something delicate but good since then I have tried to be a good mother in that aspect as Ugadwa is a good father with our son but an accident happened a week ago Ana ago where he lost his life, the officers say it was due to a state of drunkenness but that did not convince me and it did not take two days for an anonymous man to be threatened with death if said amount of money is not delivered with a deadline of a month I do not understand why but it is better to hide for the moment that is the reason why I am in the home that was as a teenager ...

# Mom where is yuzu _ I know what to ask at a moment I did and with the different emotions I feel is not a good thing ...

Ume: she no longer lives here, but she told me that she would go on a trip and return in a week _ wait if Yuzu is 21 years old she has to be studying not working that she went through in all these years ...

# but she must be in college, no _ I know she sounded too surprised ...

Ume: as I told you, a lot of things happened _ because it sounds a bit melancholic ...

# What happened in all this time _ I know she spoke desperately but I really want to know about her ...

Jack: Mommy I'm sleepy _ I completely forgot that my little one didn't sleep very well at night, he had many nightmares since the death of his father, he cried too much ...

Ume: little do you want me to take you to sleep in the room that was once your aunt and your mommy _ my mother as sweet as always ..

Jack: yes please granny _ she said with a yawn as she stretched her little hand so that they would carry it ...

Mom carries my son taking him through the corridors to where the room is. Not if he was as before or had some change, but the happiest memories such as sadness remain in that place, I just waited for my mother to return to be able to talk, Yuzu because no longer You live here, what happened in all this time, what happened himeko every time I asked about you, she didn't tell me anything, she just changed the subject, that worried me a lot and now that mom is Sad about the subject, I know it's selfish but I need to know about you, mom It didn't take long for him to appear taking a seat next to me ...

# Mom what happened with Yuzu in all this time _ I know I listened to myself pleadingly, because of her look of compassion, she gave in, sighing heavily ...

Ume: You know, since you left home, she became like an undead she no longer smiled, the girls came to see her to make her laugh but little worked for a while I don't know what happened but she never gave me an explanation when I asked her but when it was your wedding she had arranged to meet Harumi and Matsuri that day I don't know what happened but she came back with a blow to her face she just told me I'm an idiot she wanted to talk to her but she locked herself in her room I thought the next day I could talk to her calmly but that morning I did not find her I was very scared that I only found a letter where she explains everything to me as her decision to leave the country she said that she would communicate when she returned if it was the case but it was 4 years she returned as a different woman in many aspects but her smile as her way of being is still the same after all she returned because in the company she works she transferred her to Japan I made her live in a home of her own with other colleagues of hers, well that's what she told me _ this can't be Yuzu that smiling girl disappeared because of me ..

# I'm sorry for ... _ my mother stopped me ...

Ume: Mei is not your fault, but it is mine after all I could not prevent my daughter from leaving my side _ she was crying ...