Raius

Rai has his hands around my waist and his head buried in my hair. I let him do as he pleases, the alternative is much worse. When I'm in in his world he holds and touches me like a human. When I'm in the human world...he becomes like an invisible jell, covering and inside every part of me.

Reminding me that I'm his, through and through. Body, mind, and soul are all his.

When Millie placed the seed containing his soul within my own I'm not sure if she knew what would happen. I suspect it was more of an experiment more than anything else. What would happen if a age old demon's soul was put inside that of a young girl.

I honestly think she may have expected me to simply disintegrate. Or get sucked dry. But I suppose the knowledge of my previous life saved me there. Or more the fortifications it added to my soul. So instead of destroying me the demon claimed me and everything about me as his. And everything about me is his...except my thoughts of course. My body only responds to his, my will is completely trumped by his, and my life-no, my very existence is in his hands. Except my thoughts, which are the one thing he lacks a certain degree of control over because to forcefully do so would mean erasing me and replacing me with a broken shell. He likes me for my thoughts I think. Although likes isn't the right word. I'm just an ant that he's taken a shining to. No, that he's obsessed with, in a sick sort of way.

My thoughts, although are unable to completely turn against him, at least understand what he has done to me. That this is not, in no way can be normal. I am at the mercy of a demon-no, any ordinary person could be at the mercy of one. I am being thoroughly violated by one.

And it's all thanks to my half sister.

I can't believe I ever thought she'd bring me my salvation when all she's done is shove me deeper into hell.