Chapter 146: Bogus Regrets

  "mmmmmm"

She moaned in her sleep, that was all it took to ignite the burning Inferno in me,l once again, as I continued kissing her back going down to her collarbone, that earned a sweet moaned from her.

  "oh my goodness, what just happened, what have I done, what would happen to me now, how could I be so stupid, stupid enough to fall for my lustful thoughts over you?" 

So I saw her exclaim as she immediately stood up stack naked, I saw her covered her breast like she was shy, it was kinda cute.

  "you know that was the breast I just sucked a few hours ago?" 

I asked chuckling, I can't help but find it so amusing.

  "How could you do this to me, you... you..."

She stammered as she allowed the glistening tears to find their way down her cheeks, I don't know why she's crying, I remember vividly well, she enjoyed the sex, she even told me to climax inside of her, then why is she acting weird right now? This is what she do always, she will ignite me and later blame me for getting hard like I have got any control over it. Right now I was so confused, I knew not what to think as her tears broke my poor little heart.

  "Why are you acting strange my love? I saw you enjoyed having me in your horniness, this was not a thing of my decision alone, you walked into my room and to my bed, much worse you told me to knit inside of you, saying that you wish to have my baby."

 I said looking so perplexed at the whole situation.

  "I...I...Did I say that? Did you cum in me?"

She asked looking so scared.

"No! I didn't, I just knew that you were so filled with pleasure and you were not thinking straight. 

" But...you...you shouldn't have done that to me, yes, you shouldn't, because I was drunk, yes Damie you knew that I was drunk but instead of stopping me, you took advantage of my drunk state, you took my virginity." 

She said awkwardly like her excuse was tangible enough. She was so not drunk, the other day that she was drunk I did nothing because I was scared of this same thing, I knew she don't like accepting responsibility for her actions and I do not want to see the way she was seeing me today.

  "How could you say that to me, you know very well, we have craved each other, we have wanted this for a while now, even if you were drunk which I know you were not, so, your drunk state, made you confess how you feel about me, it made you show your cravings towards me?" 

I said standing up only to come closer to her, I stood up stag naked as well, as I reached her place, I immediately envelop her in a tight hug, only to be violently pushed away by her.

  "don't you dare touch me, and why are you still hard? Or do you want to rape me?"

She shouted making me open my eyes wide in shock.

  "I can't believe you, we made love not too long ago, and for the love of God, please tell me why you are saying all of these, you mean you do not want the sex? You never wanted it from the beginning? You never felt anything after the lovemaking?" 

I asked feeling sad that all this while she never felt anything for me. She just wanted to have sex with me and then put the blame on the nice me so we could break up.

  "you took away my virginity for crying out loud" 

She shouted, sobbing silently.

  "You also took mine, did you realize that, why are you doing these to me?"

 I asked allowing the anger that I have tried to keep at bay, immediately unleashed. 

"Baby please stop this you are breaking my heart, why will you be saying all these things to me, what did I do wrong? This was something that the both of us needed and we had it, now you are pushing it all on me."

So I said feeling so emotional myself, this was when she now looked at me with a look that I still could not explain to date.

"So you are mad at me now right, you took my virginity from me and you are still mad at me abi." 

She said and started gushing out tears, really I will say that I have known Cynthia to be a great drama queen, but not to this extent. Why was she crying for God's sake? And she looked serious on cry. Now I quickly walked to her again but with caution, I wouldn't want to lose an eye from her punch. But surprisingly, as I came with my hug she accepted it quickly and gave her a strong grip.

"I am sorry my love, I thought you were in It with me, I never knew it was a one-sided thing, please forgive me." 

So I begged again just for the sale of the reign of peace. But as I held her, her soft boobs pressed against me and immediately my senseless junk started detecting again, it erected and kicked her on her laps and she jumped Out of my arms again saying.

"What is that again for God's sake? You are apologizing and you are still getting ready for another one, what are your plan Damie?"

So she said to me. Of a fact why the hell can this meet not fucking stay calm, why is it erecting again, can it not see that it has caused enough harm?

So, now she went to the bed searching for her clothes one after the other while Injust stood there looking at her so helplessly. Really thinking of my first day of sex, I never Imagined it to end an apology like this, and Cynthia I thought we were good and ok about the sex I saw no reason why she will start acting the way she is right now. Before a short time, she had already found her pants, her blouse, her skirt, but she was yet to find her bra. Now, this was where I came in.

"So that is how you will stand and watch me, so you won't help me find the bra you pooled." 

She said looking so annoying at the moment, someone who was supposed to be in my arms right now listening to my sweet words while she blush all around, now she is there making trouble with me.

"Come help me joor." 

So she said and I just walked to her like a robot and started searching for the bra, we later found it, it had already fallen in between the space between the bed and the wall. I took it out and gave it to her.

"This is your bra."

So I said and she quickly collected it.